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"Must've drank a lot of pain
Judging by the way it aches"
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"He is only fifteen but the feeling is already an old friend of his and, still, he doesn’t quite understand it and doesn’t know how to be rid of it. Sometimes he feels like, if he could just touch Arthur in moments like this, curl his body against the solid figure of the other man, then everything would be fine.Other times he feels like he should run in the other direction and never come back."
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Second Line by sydhollanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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They met at thirteen in a locker room that smelled like sweat and cheap detergent.
Shane thought he'd forget the loud Russian boy with the crooked smile.
He didn't.
Years later, they're drafted to the same team. Teammates. Strangers.
Except Shane still knows exactly where Ilya is on the ice without looking.
Some habits never die.
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Table for Two? by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Feb 2026
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Rozanov is looking at him intensely, mouth pursed in a smirk, eyes alight. “You eat dinner?”
“What?”
“Dinner,” Rozanov says, “Is meal you eat in evening. You have it?”
“You’re asking me if I eat dinner?”
Rozanov tilts his head. “My English is not so bad, I think.”
“No, it isn’t,” Shane says, although he’s still confused by Rozanov’s question. After a beat, where all he can focus on is Rozanov’s thick eyebrows, Shane confirms: “Yes, of course I eat dinner.”
“Good. Me too.” Rozanov is still smirking. Shane’s starting to think it might be his default expression. “We have that in common: playing hockey and eating dinner.”
Or: Five times Ilya Rozanov tried to ask out Shane Hollander, and the one time he succeeded.
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25 Feb 2026
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“So… “ Shane's eyes glittered in the dim light. “You wanna do the same thing as last time? Because I could be amenable to that.”
the one where ilya makes up for what his goofy ass did and didn't do when they were in las vegas last.
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His father would accuse him of being weak, of letting his heart lead him to stupid places. But for once in his life, Ilya can’t bring himself to care about this. He wants Shane. He wants to coax his boyfriend into ordering takeout from that place they like around the corner from Ilya’s apartment and cheating on his diet a little. Then he wants to blow him on the couch, and he wants Shane to ride him. They can shower afterwards and put some highlights on the TV before falling asleep and ignoring Shane’s alarm the next morning. He wants the peace they had at the cottage during the season, to steal those moments and get to exhale.
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Inspired by this tweet by @paulasoldestson: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!! -
an art to life’s distractions by noedovenest
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Feb 2026
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Were they actually fighting about Ted fucking Lasso? Shane buried his face in his hands and let out a long groan. Maybe he should’ve picked something else to watch, but it was right there, and it said continue watching, and it was so easy that how could he not? Plus, he’d been dying to know who was going to win the final match, because it turned out soccer was way more fun to watch when it was fictional.
OR: Ilya and Shane discover that marriage comes with its fair share of arguments and most of them are silly. One of them isn't. (5+1 fic)Bookmarked by onlyifyourun
18 Feb 2026