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    Hayden coughs up the first petals the night Shane's trade to Ottawa is announced.

    Hayden doesn't have hanahaki and if he does, it's purely platonic and if it's not, nobody ever has to know. Especially not Shane.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    When did this happen? It was only supposed to be sex- amazing, mind-blowing, dangerous sex- because Ilya liked the idea of fucking his rival. He liked the risk of them getting caught, he liked riling Shane up, teasing him on the ice rink and then taking it out on him between the sheets.

    And now, Shane is holding him as he cries.

    But the truth is- Ilya is glad for it.

    “I know,” Shane says quietly, as if Ilya had said his thoughts out loud. “I know."

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    The missing scene from Tampa Bay.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Mama was never stationary, she was a free spirit in a cage built by Ilya’s father. It has always seemed unfair to confine her to a box and a grave. Mama never would’ve wanted that, and it’s why Ilya feels like she’s with him always. It’s why Ilya knows his mom will understand why he can never come back to Russia.

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    On a random evening in 2001, Irina Rozanova finds out that her son likes a boy. Sixteen years later, Ilya visits his mother’s grave for the last time.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, even at eighteen in an unfamiliar country and speaking a second language, had never seemed small. But now, at… what, twenty-five? He’s standing in front of Scott with his hands clasped in front of him, shoulders hunched, looking… shy. Nervous, maybe.

    Rozanov flinches when a loud laugh breaks the white noise from the party inside, and Scott realises that Rozanov’s been doing the same thing he has all these years: cataloguing who is or isn’t safe, watching, noticing, waiting.


    Or: Ilya talks to Scott at the MLH Awards

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    11 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 42

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    Shane rests his head on Ilya’s shoulder. “Is it the medication, you think?”

    Ilya hates the question, but he nods anyway. “Probably, yes. I was not like this before.”

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    Or: Ilya Rozanov used to know exactly what he wanted and how to get it. Now, after months of being on antidepressants, desire feels like a stranger to him, and not even Shane Hollander is able to bring it back.

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    11 Feb 2026