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John rolls his eyes. "I dunno why you're acting so bloody dramatic. He's no different from any other whore."
Stu scoffs, takes a drag of his cigarette. "And that's supposed to be why you've been spending all your money on seeing him, then? Because I don't remember you ever being like this with 'any other whore.'"
"Fuck off," John huffs, although it lacks any real heat. Sutcliffe, for all he favors dark glasses, can always see right through him, and John's sure that his feelings are as nakedly apparent as ever.
There's a beat of silence before Stu speaks again. "You're going to get hurt if you keep doing this, John."
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Or, in an effort to get over his years-long crush, John starts hooking up with a rent boy in Hamburg who looks eerily similar to Paul. It's not the best idea.
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“You’re really into this, aren’t you,” John gets out between kisses. “A real deviant, you are.”
“What does that make you, then?” Paul chuckles darkly, pulling away just enough that his lips still ghost against John’s. “Wanting everyone to see what I do to you. Getting off on me marking you up.”
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Or, Paul bites John during a backstage tryst, and John ends up discovering some new things about himself.
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"I’m not fucking stupid, I know why people don’t keep me around too long, Paul,” John laughed bitterly, nastily. “It’s hard to love a miserable bastard like me.”
“Oh, come off it,” Paul said, turning fully onto his side to face him. “I, for one, think you’re bloody brilliant.”
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based on this beatles kink meme prompt: In public, John is a rough around the edges teddy boy. In private, he's Paul’s gentle poet.
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“What color’s your hair, John?”
Paul asks the question like he hasn’t spent hours of his life with his hands tangled in it. Like they haven’t played guitar eye-to-eye with each other for over a decade at this point.
“The fuck are you on about, Paulie?” John mumbles blearily. He sits up under the sheets and stares blankly at him, as if Paul had disturbed a wonderful nap to ask a rather stupid question. Which he had. Just now, actually.
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Paul is convinced that John's hair is red. John is not.
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“I like you,” Yu admitted. “Something about you. Not just your nice face—that’s definitely a plus, though.”
Yosuke scoffed, rolling his eyes. “Yeah, I’ve heard that one before. You’ve known me all of ten minutes.”
“No, really,” Yu laughed, clinking their glasses together. “I mean it. I want to get to know you better.”
“What, through fucking me?” Yosuke said drily. He took another sip of his gin and tonic, staring at him steadily over the rim of the glass.
“That’s one way,” he agreed, and continued, “I think you can learn a lot about a person through sex.” Yu’s hand wandered further down, landing on Yosuke’s thigh.
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Recent college grad Yosuke is tired of failed dates and hookups that lead nowhere. But after being dragged to a gay bar by Chie, he meets Yu Narukami, who is just as single as he is, and, in his very professional opinion, extremely hot.
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Paul has always been sort of vaguely aware of the fact that he loves John, in the same way that he’s aware that John loves him, in the same way that he’s aware that it doesn’t matter. He knows that they can’t be together – they can’t be queer – so it’s not worth dwelling on, is it?
If he thinks about it too deliberately, it hurts. So he doesn’t think about it.
It would have been perfectly fine going on that way. He might have done it his entire life with ease, even. It would have been fine, it not for the fact that one day he just – forgets, for a moment. And he kisses him.
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05 Feb 2026
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A little remix of this kinkmeme prompt:
Paul wakes up in the hospital after his "crash" in 66, high on painkillers. John is sitting next to him. Paul, who is completely out of it, accidentally admits he's attracted to john
But instead of painkillers, Paul wakes up with temporary amnesia. The only thing he can remember is that he and John are in love. Unfortunately, John doesn't agree.
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04 Feb 2026
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Early 1964. John drunkenly (and somewhat accidentally) comes out to Paul after a party. Paul doesn't understand why he can't stop thinking about it. Obviously the new form of masturbation they've invented has nothing to do with this.
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01 Feb 2026
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Soaping together—that is sacred to me. Washing mouths together.
You can fuck anyone—but with whom can you sit in water?- Ilya Kaminsky
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28 Jan 2026
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A car accident causes Paul to lose his hearing, and John is afraid it has changed him forever. (Angst and depression for a lot of the fic)
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28 Jan 2026