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His father would get angry and hurt someone and his mother would inevitably forgive him over and over and over again.
They were like two stars on a collision course with each other, until nothing was left but ashes and dust.
When Ilya and Shane locked eyes for the first time, Ilya heard a voice in the back of his mind whisper: inevitable.
OR: Flashbacks of Ilya's memories + snippets of Ilya and Shane's growing relationship
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23 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander was looking at a mirror. Not a real mirror, but a reflection of his actions being played back at him. It was another day at work with his office nemesis Ilya Rozanov, who was patiently stapling mailers across from Shane, pausing only when he did, speeding up only when he did, reaching to take a sip of imaginary water when Shane took a swig from his (non-imaginary) Nalgene.
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this is a The Hating Game (2016) AU. will be multi-chapter and may get explicit if I am BRAVE ENOUGH!!
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22 Feb 2026
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Baby, Bend Over by TemporaryAltars
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Shane is convinced that Ilya Rozanov—captain of the Boston Bears and Shane’s newest student—hates him.
Ilya joined Shane's yoga class specifically to get closer to the hot instructor, but every attempt at flirting only seems to make things worse.
Neither of them has any idea the other is completely in love with them.
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22 Feb 2026
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Ilya always tells himself he watches Western Horsemanship because of his friend competing in them.
But what he’s really looking forward to is seeing Shane Hollander in his neat button up shirt.
The way his face is scrunched up in concentration while he’s turning the corners, the way his horse moves elegantly through the pattern.
The way his perfectly round ass moves in the saddle. What he would give to strip this ass out of the tight chaps. To see that sweet face come undone by his tongue working its way down Shane’s probably perfectly muscled torso. Because everything about him is perfect.
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I heard someone mentioning riding as equivalent to hockey and thought why not make it western.
So here’s your AQHA AU for heated Rivalry where Ilya is doing Reining and Shane is doing Horsemanship.This is my first fic and I have no plan where this road might lead, so if you got ideas put them in the comments
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22 Feb 2026
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Signs of Life by jukoist for caffiend
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.
“You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.
“Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”
“Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-
Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.
Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.
Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.
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16 Feb 2026