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The thoughts kept crawling. Nicholas's face. The distance he imagined. The disappointment he was sure he caused. The fact that he could barely stand up without feeling like collapsing again.
Tears stung his eyes before he could stop them. He blinked hard, trying to force them back.
Leaders didn't cry alone on the floor. But he wasn't a leader right now, he was just a person who was breaking.The one where a struggling Euijoo spirals into an emotional breakdown, and Nicholas finds him, shattered and alone.
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Keeho’s thumb hovered over his phone screen, forgotten.
God, he thought, he’s the prettiest boy in the world.
And it wasn’t just Jiung that was beautiful. It was the ache that followed.
The sharp, quiet, gut deep kind. The kind that came from watching someone exist and knowing you’d been rearranged by it a long time ago, but pretending otherwise had been easier.
Until now, that is.
The one where Keeho is stupidly in love with Jiung. And keshi happens to be playing in the background while he confesses.
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Theo and Intak find comfort in each other. And they’re in love. And they like to kiss. If that sort of thing matters.
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“Come to think of it, you’re so lame.” Seungmin tells Chan as they enter Chan’s bedroom after Seungmin kept whining that it’s too cold out, despite being in sweatpants and a T-shirt, while Chan had far more skin uncovered yet remained unaffected. “Just sitting on the roof all alone at the party. Pathetic.”
Chan laughs as he steps out of his sneakers. Seungmin does the same. “You did the exact same thing?”
“That’s different.”
“How?”
“We know I’m lame already. I’m just now discovering you’re a loser as well, this is fun.”
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18 Feb 2026
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“Anyway,” he continues, voice still sultry, “I’ve been seeing you in class, and I was just wondering—” he moves his hand to curl around a strand of his hair. “Could I get your number?”
Han Jisung’s big brown eyes blink again. His gaze darts to his lips, then to his notebook, then up to his eyes. “To study?”
“Yeah,” Hyunjin blurts without thinking. What the fuck? Study? What is happening? Why is he agreeing?
Hyunjin has a type. It’s not usually shy boys in his Intro to Statistics class with big round eyes and glasses, but Han Jisung is different.
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17 Feb 2026
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“Are you my boyfriend?”
Hyunjin chocked on his next breath. Felix looked up at him with big, dark, innocent eyes. His freckles standing out even more against the blush high on his cheeks.
“No, Lix. I’m not your boyfriend.”
And to Hyunjin’s utterly horror Felix’s eyes glistened with silver tears and he hiccupped.
Or: Felix goes throught an appendicitis surgery and that brings some things to light.
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15 Feb 2026
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dream me the world, something new for every night by hyunsparkles
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
13 Apr 2020
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“C’mon, Sungie,” he says, meeting Jisung’s eyes with a wicked grin. “It’ll be fun.”
“Lix, you’re turning purple.”
Felix shrugs. “So what? It’s not like I’ll die for real. It’s just a dream.”
Or: That one where Jisung and Felix share dreams every night for nearly thirteen years, like magic, even though they live an entire ocean apart. One day, Felix shows up in Jisung's homeroom in real life and everything changes.
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12 Feb 2026
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Minho meets his dorm RA in a pretty embarrassing way- by confusing him for his roommate's boyfriend...and telling him where the condoms are.
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11 Feb 2026