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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    Ilya starts calling Shane boring regularly after that, not cruelly but persistently, the way you press a bruise you know is there just to confirm it still hurts. Shane's cereal is boring, Shane's training schedule is boring, Shane's shoes lined up by the door are boring, and Shane responds with variations of "fuck off" and "you're an asshole" that become increasingly creative and occasionally surprising. They do not talk about anything that matters. They talk about groceries and whose turn it is to take out the trash and whether Ilya's music is too loud at midnight, which it is.

    On the ice, Shane is someone else entirely. Ilya watches him from the upper stands every morning with vending machine coffee going cold in his hand and doesn't tell anyone.

    Or: Shane asked Ilya once how you know when it's the right person. Ilya described Shane to him, and Shane didn't recognise himself.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    “What are you doing here?"

    He’s thankful his voice doesn’t shake, but he’s trembling. And he knows Ilya notices. Even all these years later, he’s sure he can still read Shane like a fucking book.

    Ilya’s smile softens and he points to the ice, where the player whose eyes had brought Shane back to Before lines up with the other boys.

    “My son."

    Ilya never goes to the cottage. Nearly two decades later, they meet again.

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    25 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    It bothered Ilya, he was used to attention from everyone, male female or other, everyone loved him, his face, his body. Ilya thrived like a flower in the sun, the gentle affection from everyone feeding him, recharging him, making him feel whole. But Ilya never got that from Shane, the cold exterior of Hollander cutting him like a knife when he dared get too close, the face never breaking in front of him no matter how charming Ilya tried to be. Never faltering, always a picture perfect photo of the enemies they were made out to be.

    Facing each other on a reality TV show Shane and Ilyas biggest challenge won't be winning, it will be each other.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    ”You love that I am boring,” Shane quips and it comes out more confidently than he expects it to.

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees. “I tell you this all the time.”

    “You do?”

    “Da.”

    “I can’t remember you ever saying anything like that to me,” Shane muses honestly and even though he himself is uninjured, Ilya winces slightly.

    “Well, I do now. Tell you I love your boring. Tell you I love you.”

    “What changed?”

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    After an injury on the ice, Shane cannot remember the last ten years of his life with Ilya. Ilya resolves to help.

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    24 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    Last month, he had signed a contract with the Ottawa Centaurs.

    They were delighted that the one and only Ilya Rozanov had been chosen as their center, according to them.

    He had sold his penthouse in Boston and almost all of his ridiculously expensive cars, looked up the house in Ottawa, and bought it.

    And then, Shane visited him with a solemn face. Like the end of the world would be soon or something.

    Ilya could have come up with literally a zillion things that make Shane that kind of face, but he really hadn't seen that coming when his serious boyfriend had said that about vaccination.

    “HPV? What the fuck do those letters even stand for?”

     

    OR:
    Shane wanted to have unprotected sex with Ilya. He googled it and found out there was vaccination, and he arranged it for himself and Ilya.
    And Ilya needed somewhere discreet to get vaccinated. So, Ilya was in Shane’s parents’ place in Ottawa.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    I think I will run until I am too exhausted to panic. Then, and only then, will I go to the hotel. I’ll tell Hayden I was working out, overdid it a bit, then shower and go to sleep. I’ll delete Il–Rozanov’s–number, find a nice girl to date…It will be fine. It will be just. Fucking. Fine.

    That’s the last thought I have before I feel a flash of pain, and then darkness.

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    Or: After running away from tuna melts and an uncomfortable level of vulnerability, Shane is hit by a car. A targeted hit-and-run by a Boston fan leaves Ilya alone to face the prospect of coming out to their teams, the MLH, and Shane’s family.

    Ilya will do anything to be by Shane’s bedside.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s thirty-fourth birthday is around the corner. Shane is freaking out because he hasn’t been able to get the Bad Bunny tickets for Ilya’s surprise birthday trip.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    After settling his relationship with Shane and meeting his parents, Ilya faces a his last season with Boston while the fall out from the Sochi doping scandals and Russian exclusion from the Winter Olympics is tangled with the NHL banning players from participating. Facing moving to a new country for the second time, Ilya struggles with his own identity as a queer Russian athlete while accidentally stumbling across gay hockey players dealing with their own crises.

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    blended TV and book canon, mostly Ilya POV, one background Shane POV chapter for fun

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    30 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 79

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    “Am I interrupting?” A voice cuts through the air.

    Jayce spins around, hand still to his chest. At first he doesn’t see anyone, and then, following the sound of a small puff of exertion, notices the thin figure who’s just slumped back against the wall, cast in the overhanging shadow of the roofline.

    “No.” Jayce hears the defensiveness in his own voice. Winces at his failure to be casual. “No, um… it’s fine.”

    “You don’t look fine,” says the figure against the wall, tilting his head to the side.

    “Thanks,” Jayce laughs humourlessly, stepping forward. The figure against the wall, now Jayce can see him a little better, looks kind of like a puppet whose strings have been cut, folding in on himself, deflated. “Neither do you.”

    “Mm, very perceptive,” he holds up a finger, then returns his hand to where it was previously wrapped around his side, as though he’s holding himself together. “That is, in fact, because I am not.”

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    Jayce meets Viktor post-panic attack in the beer garden of the bar near campus. Viktor invites him back to his dorm. But despite their instant attraction, science takes precedence.

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    24 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 95

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    Jayce had devoted his education and now his career to helping others: from designing prosthetics as a biomedical engineer to caring for animals as a veterinarian. At thirty-four, he was content with the path he had carved. To him, magic had always meant the happiness and kindness he believed existed in life and contributing to that by helping others.

    He thought he had it all, but when you spend your life giving everything to the world in the name of progress, it’s easy to overlook the part of the world that waits quietly for you to claim it. For Jayce, that part of the world was Viktor—a professor at the university just across the street from his clinic.

    Veterinarian Jayce (biomedical engineer and veterinary medicine) and pet owner Viktor (astrophysicist professor) AU

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    08 Oct 2025

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    Viktor knew how he looked. With his sharp angles and hollowed cheeks and colt-like limbs, he was a serpentine god with all his alabaster beauty.

    The nobles whispered about it. The investors watched Viktor move, fascination warring with discomfort. The Council scoffed at the idea of a Zaunite on their board—until they saw him.

    Exotic. Enthralling. An exquisite thing to be coveted for themselves.

    Viktor had once despised it.

    Despised the way they stared, the way their fascination was always tinged with something possessive, as if he were a rare specimen on display. Loathed the murmurs in the Academy halls, the furtive glances that dogged him everywhere he went.

    Now?

    Now, he used it.

    If they should lust after him, they did so at their own peril.

    Desire was a fundamental human weakness. A distraction. A vulnerability. And if Jayce Talis was to prove useful, then Viktor would use every weakness he had.

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    Or: Councillor Viktor, the fic.

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    29 Aug 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 11

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    Jayce is in love with his roommate.
    He’s been pretending he’s not for three years.

    It all unravels after a fever. A confession. A silence.
    Now Viktor’s seeing someone new. Jayce is spiraling. And no one is talking about it.

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    07 Aug 2025

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    After midnight, the lab hums with half finished schematics, dried ink, lukewarm tea with too much sugar and the quiet rhythm of two minds working in sync. Jayce and Viktor navigate quiet confessions, soft silences and the warmth that lingers between words left unsaid.
    Neither of them says what they truly mean. Not yet. But sometimes, silence speaks loudest.

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    06 Aug 2025

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    Following his divorce and his entire life falling apart at the seams, Jayce returns to the one place—the one person—he always called home. And maybe it took hitting rock bottom to finally claw his way up to what’s been right in front of him this whole time.

    It’s really too bad that someone else put a ring on Viktor’s finger first.

     

    “You’re my best friend, Viktor.” Because no matter how much time passed between them—no matter how many connecting flights it would take, Jayce would always find a way back to him.

    “I know, Jayce,” Viktor said, voice quiet, as if the weight of his words would bend from the emotion he was holding back. “You’re mine as well.”

    Or maybe being an emotional mess just made Jayce read into things too deeply.

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    ft. Chronic and Professional Fumbler Jayce Talis, who realized Viktor had loved him for years right after he learned his best friend’s engaged to be married.

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    27 Jul 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 22

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    They were ready to be the final tithe to the arcane, a penance for their hubris and folly, until the Mage took their place. With the last of his power, they are thrown into another timeline, another life.

    A second chance. A new life to live, in a world where minds do not know of magic. Of a world that harnessed different technology. One that never knew of them, or their crimes, their follies.

    Jayce and Viktor now have to learn to navigate this new world, this new chance, and the ache they carry. They need to learn to heal, to move forward.

    To hope once more and to finally do the good they set out to do, to no longer persue greatness.

    To take each day as a new step forward.

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    18 Jul 2025

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    Jayce works at the campus café, Viktor works at the library, and somewhere between coffee orders and lots of missed chances, something a little stupid like love begins to happen.

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    13 Jul 2025

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    Jayce was just looking for a good, hot mistake to help him forget his ex. Too bad the mistake has a K in his name, a pretty little mouth, and a signed lease.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
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    13 Jul 2025

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