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Rite Beneath the Radiance by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Ember & Ice (Audio Drama)
07 Feb 2026
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Shane is well aware of his position. His life revolves around discipline, study, and training. He can’t risk indulgences. His mother is the crown ruler of the Lunare kingdom. A kingdom he will one day rule.
Prince Ilya Rozanov on the other hand has an older brother, and is not next in line for the throne. He can drink and fuck and dance like he has not a care in the world.
Like he has freedom.
Shane would love just a taste.
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The Stars Incline Us, They Do Not Bind Us by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
Fandoms: 富豪刑事 Balance:UNLIMITED | Fugou Keiji: Balance:Unlimited (Anime)
13 Aug 2022
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Haru should never underestimate his father’s capability for cruelty. “I can inform the MCPTF that Haru Kato is an omega and by legal statute cannot work there anymore. I can also inform them that Haru Kato is not actually Haru Kato.” Haru paled as his father continued. “I can ruin your precious fake little life.”
And, the panic began to set in. The panic that had been bubbling in his chest for hours, for months, for years.
He’s been caught. All Haru wanted was to live a simple life, it was an incredibly naive thing to think he could have that.
After striking a deal with his father to keep his life as Haru Kato, Haru struggles to keep both of his identities separate from one another. It isn’t until they both begin to collide due to none other than Kambe Daisuke, that everything starts to go to shit.
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Until It Wasn’t by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
Fandoms: The Flash (TV 2014), The Flash - All Media Types
20 Apr 2018
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“We’re going to be okay, Michael.” He whispers to his son. His son who is terrified and shaking, trying so hard to stifle the sobs that threatened to spill from his lips.
He hears Michael sniffle, “H-how do you know?”
Hurry, Len.
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- Part 2 of ColdFlash Week 2018
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Water Is For Washing. Vino Tinto Is For Drinking. by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
Fandoms: The Flash (TV 2014), The Flash - All Media Types
18 Apr 2018
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“I was a good kid, then I spent two years in Iron Heights,” Barry paused shaking his head and sneered, “I wasn’t a good kid after that.”
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- Part 1 of ColdFlash Week 2018
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Ever since he was a kid, the only way he ever felt better was when there was a blade pressed against his wrist and blood dripping on the floor.
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ColdFlash Week 2018 by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
Fandom The Flash (TV 2014), The Flash - All Media Types
20 Apr 2018
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What Happened Last Night Wasn't Okay... by purplepenguin87
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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“Let him live, Roz,” Bood slurred. “Season’s over.”
Embarrassment burned hot. Shane’s face flushed. He glared at Ilya, a look that said back off.
Ilya’s jaw tightened. He stepped back and put his hands up. “Okay.”
Shane stared Ilya down, maintaining eye contact as he defiantly chugged the remainder of the beer in his hand. Ilya fought to keep his expression unchanged, not wanting to feed into any drunken game Shane might be trying to play. He stood quietly, a few steps away.
But he watched. He always watched.
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OR: Shane has a bad week sending him into an autistic shutdown and self-destructive path that finally sends a typically patient Ilya over the edge – requiring some hard conversations and punishment to move on. (Happy Ending)
Bookmarked by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
19 Feb 2026
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ilya rozanov: earning his #1 papa mug by itspeterlosingwendy
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Feb 2026
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Bookmarked by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
18 Feb 2026
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yuna hollander f*cks around and finds out by goldengalaxies
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Feb 2026
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A little frantic, she grabbed a knife off the chopping block. Yes, she was aware this was a somewhat dramatic reaction to what she was sure was just her son cancelling his plans, but she wasn't going to find out empty handed like a fool from some budget slasher movie.
She yanked open the door to find… Ilya Rozanov?
He was naked.
She screamed.
“Ah!” Rozanov screamed back, grabbing a pillow from the bed and holding it to his crotch. “Blyat!”
Ilya Rozanov was in Shane’s bedroom. In Shane's apartment. Naked. Wearing nothing. Naked.
“Err-“ Rozanov broke the silence.
“Erm-” Yuna repeated, suddenly feeling flustered.
Burglars she could handle. Ilya Rozanov naked? Not so much.
(yuna goes to shane's apartment and gets the shock of her life)
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- Part 10 of ways they didn't find out
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Bookmarked by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
18 Feb 2026
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Ilya fucks Shane in—and on—his beautiful, expensive, shiny, custom baby blue convertible. That's pretty much it.
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Bookmarked by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
17 Feb 2026
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don't leave me high (don't leave me dry) by emonlispenardstreet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Feb 2026
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hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
or: shane and ilya are hockey players for the mcgill marauders. after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.