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    They spent years competing, years pretending not to care, years learning how to choose each other. Now Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are learning something harder: how to let their daughters choose their own on the ice and off the ice.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    He was just confused at this point. Was there a problem or not? Why on earth was the school where Hayden Pike sent his children calling him?

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    Ilya Rozanov realizes he's an emergency contact in the exact moment he needs to act like an emergency contact. Hayden Pike has to release a statement about it.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    “How did you know that Novikov needed tape earlier?” Ilya asked as he came back up. “He did not say anything himself, yes? Or you would not have texted me about it.”

    I heard him say it in Russian to himself,” Shane replied with a grin, switching to Russian.

    Ilya’s face lit up like a Christmas tree. “You did? And you understood him?

    Yes! I was so happy that I understood what he said. Of course, I had to tell you because nobody knows I can speak Russian.

    Yes, it would be suspicious.

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    A new Russian player, Dimitri Novikov, is drafted onto the Ottawa Centaurs in the same season that Shane Hollander is unceremoniously traded from the Montreal Voyageurs. His reasons for leaving Montreal are unclear, and the reasons he chose Ottawa are even less so. However, as Dimitri begins to suspect that Shane secretly knows Russian, his curiosity ends up getting him wrapped up in a relationship he didn’t even know existed. But perhaps a little turbulence is what Shane and Ilya needed to realize their relationship is strong enough to weather anything that comes their way.

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    22 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 65

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    Eddie told the urgent care doctor he was on suppressants.

    The doctor said, “You’ll be fine.”

    Spoiler alert: he was not fine.

    Now he’s in full-blown heat, stuck at home, pheromones thick enough to commit arson, and his kid’s at Tía Pepa’s for the week. Enter Buck, who was just trying to drop off some tea and snacks—and accidentally gets blasted in the face with “omega in distress” scent so strong it triggers every protective alpha instinct he’s spent years pretending he doesn’t have.

    One locked door, several ruined shirts, a lot of sweat, and at least two bite marks later, and suddenly these idiots have to deal with the consequences of what happens when heat meets rut... and long-buried feelings stop being buried.

    Featuring:
    • Suppressants That Lied
    • Bobby Nash, Emergency Leave Fairy Godfather
    • Christopher “I’ve Been Waiting For This” Diaz
    • And a firehouse betting pool that absolutely saw this coming

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Adriana doesn’t tell their parents that she’s going to LA. She doesn’t tell Eddie, either—or ask, for that matter.

    She does ask Chris, and he thinks it’s a good idea—says as much, on the phone, and doesn’t say much else.

    “Buck will probably be hovering,” is what Chris does volunteer.

    It still surprises her when the man who opens the door is not Eddie. It’s—Captain America, is the thing that actually comes to mind—a man close to a foot taller than she is, if not more than that, with blond curls and broad shoulders, and he’s got a question in his very blue eyes that’s probably less friendly than the one he actually asks her.

    “Uh,” he says. “Can I help you?”

    Or: Adriana arrives in LA. Maddie has been here the whole time.

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    21 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 72

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    Buck flops down beside him with a drink that has an umbrella in it. “I made a friend.”

    Eddie doesn’t look up. “If you say it’s a seagull, I’m leaving.”

    Buck gasps. “Her name is Linda. She is forty-seven and owns a pottery studio and she thinks we’re married.”

    Eddie jerks his head up. “What.”

    Buck’s grin is wicked. “I didn’t correct her.”

     

    Or Buck and Eddie accidentally go on a singles cruise together

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    21 Feb 2026

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    What if there was a universe where Shannon left after Christopher's birth?

    After getting the news that his girlfriend does not want to be in their son's life, Eddie Diaz meets Evan Buckley in the hospital cafeteria of all places. They form a bond that neither of them can explain and become very involved in each other's lives. But what happens when Eddie has to ship out for his tour and Buck volunteers to take care of Chris? What happens when the letters Eddie has been sending to them stop coming and Buck instead gets a letter which leaves Eddie's condition unclear? This is a story of love and family and how being strong isn't always easy.

    I am terrible at summaries

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. He’s also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pick—and new Ottawa Centaur—Ilya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanov’s immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shane’s own career? He can’t risk finding out…so they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.

    No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHL’s greatest rivals are secretly married. And there’s certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Eddie’s ready to retract his previous statement. He now fully understands the hype of blowjobs, even more so as Buck verbalised intangible words, sending vibrations through him, arms encasing him enough that even thrusting was an effort to do. Buck seemed to appreciate the help though.

    He swore he only closed his eyes for a moment, looking up at the light above them, but when he opened them again, it was dark. No longer was he looking at the loft’s far up ceiling, but instead his own bedroom’s one.

    He didn’t shoot awake with a gasp, in fact he was silent, lying in his own disgust while his sheets were tangled around his hips, sticky and damp. The phantom sensation of Buck’s hands pressing into his lower back lingered even though it technically wasn’t even there in the first place. He groaned, scrubbing a hand over his face.

     

    — (where eddie diaz keeps having wet dreams of his best friend)

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Buck feels haunted in his new place, the scent of the alpha who had previously rented it pervasive, but, he’s got to try and make it work— He needs to be able to make it work, because, the thing is, if he doesn’t he thinks he might cross a line with Eddie and he’s not sure they’d ever be able to recover from it.

    He stands abruptly, the blood rushing to his head so fast his vision swims. He takes a step forward and is only dimly aware of the sting in his feet — he must’ve cut them on the shattered porcelain — but none of it really lands.

    Because there, sitting on the counter like a beacon in the dark, is a container of cream of tartar.

    His hands shake as he reaches for it.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov, a quiet transfer student from Russia, sees Shane Hollander, the number one college hockey player in the country during a Zoom meeting, curiosity spirals into something more. Ilya memorizes every detail from afar, but as their worlds collide in person, fascination and tension blur. Ilya is forced to confront the parts of himself he's been hiding, and Shane must learn to live for more than just the game.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya were childhood rivals at the Toronto School of Music. When they joined the Orchestre symphonique de Montréal, they started to become friends until one day Ilya disappeared from the world of classical music.

    A decade later, Shane is a violinist for the Orchestre symphonique de Montréal and Ilya is the lead singer and guitarist of "Roz and the Centaurs." When Ilya's band seeks a violinist to join them on tour, Shane reluctantly auditions and gets the position.

    When Ilya and Shane are photographed drinking together at a bar, the press incorrectly assumes they are dating. Pretending they are in a relationship could boost Shane's profile and mend Ilya's scandal-ridden image, but is it really a good idea?

    See chapter end notes for chapter specific content notes.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Eddie teaches at an MMA gym to make ends meet in LA while he waits to start the Fire Academy. Meanwhile, Buck needs an outlet that isn’t random hookups so he decides to give MMA lessons a try. Buck hates Eddie immediately, but he isn’t sure if it’s the way he’s so horribly perfect or if it’s the way he nitpicks and constantly critiques everything Buck does in the gym. Maybe Buck didn’t intend to goad the guy into a rough, dirty hook up in the empty gym, but he isn’t exactly complaining either. When Eddie freaks out and says he won’t teach Buck or see him again because they made a mistake and Eddie is straight…well. Buck just takes that as a challenge.

    AKA
    Fight club era Eddie and season one Buck.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    “When did you start feeling like this? Did it come out of nowhere or you think something happened?” she asks.

    “It started in Detroit in December, last year. I do not remember it from games in Vancouver and Edmonton before that.”

    “Do anything out of the ordinary then?”

    “No, I do not—” he comes to a complete stop, and Ash walks ahead of him for a few steps before turning.

    “What? What is it?”

    The picture swirls in front of him like vibrant water colours splashing on a canvas. Cliff beckons him over to where he and Victor are perched on their bikes, and Victor holds his phone out to him. The headline is clear: Is Rose Landry dating MLH star Shane Hollander?

    A pit forms in Ilya’s stomach, cramping uncomfortably as if carved with a rusted knife, and distantly he recalls feeling the same way back in December.

    There is no fucking way that’s been the problem.

    or, hot off the press from my tl after episode 4: ‘ilya is the first alpha to go through rejection sickness’

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    12 Jan 2026

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    "You're supposed to smoke over there." Someone said from behind Ilya.

    Ilya almost dropped his cigarette. His English was shitty, but he had studied that sentence enough times over the years to understand it immediately. He didn't even think about his words much anymore, but it was impossible to avoid them.

    He turned instinctively, and was face to face with Shane fucking Hollander.

    Out of almost seven billion people, of course Ilya's soulmate had to be his fated rival. It was almost poetic. Still, Ilya had enough sense to realize just how bad this was.

    or, Shane says Ilya's soulmate words. Ilya vows to never speak a word to him to keep him from finding out. They fall in love anyway.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    “I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”

    “Like what?”

    “Like you own me.”
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    or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    “Well, you are getting something from me. Two things actually: Life-changing sex skills and an opportunity to fuck me—”

    “—Oh, give me a break—”

    “—But,” Ilya says. “What am I getting out of this?”

    “The opportunity to f-fuck me,” Hollander snaps, and yeah, a pretty fair point.

    ilya is failing a class, shane is failing at exploring his sexuality. despite their seven-year-long animosity on the ice, they turn to each other for guidance. a deal is struck.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    “You think those stretches actually do anything?”

    Summers had appeared beside him, the sound of his skates muffled under the blood rushing through Ilya’s ears– and elsewhere– as he stole another glance at Shane.

    “I don’t do them and I am better than him, so no. Or maybe they do help and I could be best hockey player ever.”

    “Mm. Hey, if he wants to put himself in that position it’s on him, I guess. I’m not gonna complain about the show.”

    Ilya froze, turning himself on the ice to face Summers properly.

    “The… show?”

    *or*

    Boston's new rookie has the hots for Shane. Ilya does not cope well.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Since Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign dropped, it somehow escaped the hockey bubble entirely and spilled into the general public. There are countless TikToks now—not even from hockey fans, just regular people—posting about his husband in tight white briefs that leave very little to the imagination. Every sports show seems obligated to mention Shane Hollander’s Calvin Klein campaign. It’s inescapable in a way neither of them had expected.

    At first, Ilya thought it was fun. He was glad the world finally saw his husband as the sexy, talented man he’d always known him to be. He liked interacting with fan posts and edits, even sending them to Shane just to watch the way his face would immediately redden.

    But now, the public reaction is a little… much.

    or; Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign goes viral, not only in the hockey sphere, but all over the internet. Ilya tries (and fails) to not show his jealousy.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Ilya can’t believe his eyes. There is a huge twenty-foot-tall photo of his— of Shane Hollander in a pair of Calvin Klein briefs giving the camera his “come fuck me” look.

    Or, Shane does a Calvin Klein campaign, Ilya has feelings about it.

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    110,541

    12 Jan 2026

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