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It's not living (if it's not with you) by beepbeepmaar
Fandoms: L'amica geniale | The Neapolitan Novels - Elena Ferrante, L'amica geniale | My Brilliant Friend (TV)
06 Mar 2021
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É un pomeriggio come gli altri nella nuova casa sulla ferrovia, fino a che ad un certo punto non lo è più. E allora Lina ed Elena devono venire a patti con ciò che è la loro amicizia e cosa potrebbe diventare, cosa rappresenti il loro legame in un mondo che cerca di inghiottirle.
Ambientato a partire dalla prima parte di Storia del nuovo cognome, per poi divergere e seguire una timeline coerente solo in parte con la saga di Elena Ferrante.
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- Part 1 of Lila and Lenu's love chronicle
- Language:
- Italiano
- Words:
- 169,566
- Chapters:
- 45/45
- Comments:
- 124
- Kudos:
- 181
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- 19
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- 4,624
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22 Feb 2026
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held close all the time, knowin' I'm half of you by fallacious_deity
Fandoms: L'amica geniale | The Neapolitan Novels - Elena Ferrante, L'amica geniale | My Brilliant Friend (TV)
01 Feb 2026
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Elena finds Lila in the factory, excited to tell her that she's going to be a published author. Lila leans down and kisses her.
fic inspired by @sneakydraws on Tumblr's amazing Lilalenu artwork <3 (linked in author's notes)
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01 Feb 2026
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struggle for supremacy by congee4lunch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jan 2026
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“Well, you are getting something from me. Two things actually: Life-changing sex skills and an opportunity to fuck me—”
“—Oh, give me a break—”
“—But,” Ilya says. “What am I getting out of this?”
“The opportunity to f-fuck me,” Hollander snaps, and yeah, a pretty fair point.
ilya is failing a class, shane is failing at exploring his sexuality. despite their seven-year-long animosity on the ice, they turn to each other for guidance. a deal is struck.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 90,913
- Chapters:
- 6/13
- Comments:
- 954
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- 6,876
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- 227,256
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28 Jan 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
Nobody knows why Shane Hollander dropped out of the 2009 draft at the last second, and a year later it stuns the whole hockey world when he's signed by the Boston Raiders. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston - but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 119,237
- Chapters:
- 18/25
- Comments:
- 4,978
- Kudos:
- 10,280
- Bookmarks:
- 4,271
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- 300,353
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25 Jan 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Jan 2026
- Words:
- 134,697
- Works:
- 3
- Bookmarks:
- 4,151
Bookmarked by loising
23 Jan 2026
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After being outed, Shane gets traded to Boston.
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Your Hand Feels So Grand In Mine by writingfanficlikeabus
Fandoms: Mansfield Park - Jane Austen
03 Jun 2018
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On the day of her eighteenth birthday, Fanny is shocked to find the name of a woman on her wrist. At first, she ignores it, but things get a bit more complicated when Mary Crawford herself shows up at Mansfield Park.
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18 Jan 2026
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What would have happened if Wentworth had been the one injured in Lyme?
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Frederick forgets it's not still 1806- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,563
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 20
- Kudos:
- 138
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- 19
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- 1,442
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17 Jan 2026
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Sophia Croft heads to Lyme with one goal alone - to meddle in her brother's affairs. She finds an ally in someone entirely unexpected.
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- Part 7 of Crossroads
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17 Jan 2026
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blessed be the mystery of love by fallacious_deity
Fandoms: L'amica geniale | The Neapolitan Novels - Elena Ferrante, L'amica geniale | My Brilliant Friend (TV)
11 Jan 2026
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"She wanted to say something more. Yet, as it had all those years ago, the words formed a shimmering evanescence in her mind before evading her entirely."
Or: 4 times Lila almost told Elena she loves her, and one time Elena told Lila she loves her.
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13 Jan 2026
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Plentiful, but Ultimately Finite by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2025
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Canada had given him his life as he knew it, but it had never felt one hundred percent comfortable, either. He missed Russia sometimes, but it didn’t have the thing that mattered most. Ilya had exactly one home, and it was this: his face pressed into a smooth chest, his head tucked under a strong jaw, with freckled arms wrapped around him and delicate fingers combing through his hair. Anywhere else was a temporary excursion.
A treatise on second (and third) languages, homesickness, acceptance, Shane's struggle learning Russian, and the things people do when they care.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,175
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 307
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- 5,283
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- 1,279
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- 51,089
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13 Jan 2026
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courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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"Why are you not scared?"
"I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."
"Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.
"Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.
Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."
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Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 81,921
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Comments:
- 1,136
- Kudos:
- 3,970
- Bookmarks:
- 1,937
- Hits:
- 105,506
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05 Jan 2026
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enforcer by moonlitgarden
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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Ilya knows there is a thing about himself he has to always keep hidden in the deepest recesses of his body, behind his molars and in his core. He thinks Shane Hollander might be the same, except the thing about him he cannot hide.
Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey talent of his generation. So is Shane Hollander.
But over the years Ilya notices that the vicious media and the clamouring fans and some of his more foul-mouthed teammates treat Hollander differently than any other hockey player.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,438
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 635
- Kudos:
- 9,724
- Bookmarks:
- 2,673
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- 60,061
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03 Jan 2026
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The Game Plan by FestiveFerret, pouringinsheets
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Dec 2022
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Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. He’s also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pick—and new Ottawa Centaur—Ilya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanov’s immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shane’s own career? He can’t risk finding out…so they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.
No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHL’s greatest rivals are secretly married. And there’s certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 64,024
- Chapters:
- 16/16
- Comments:
- 1,602
- Kudos:
- 22,745
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- 7,147
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- 455,193
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25 Dec 2025
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home, love, family by emmaofmisthaven
Fandoms: Anastasia (1997), Anastasia - Flaherty/Ahrens/McNally
02 Dec 2017
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“Where to?” he asks her once they have traded her gown and crown for something less ostentatious, his purse full of coins. She looks more like herself in a simple, brown dress and black coat, her hair braided, her face plain. She looks more like herself when she grins, and raises on her tiptoes to kiss him, and tells him she wants to see Rome.
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22 Dec 2025
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Shane & Ilya's life after The Long Game, through Shane's eyes.
- Words:
- 39,289
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- 3
- Bookmarks:
- 1,187
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17 Dec 2025
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The reassuring quiet of boring days by mareastralis
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Nov 2025
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Ilya calls Shane "boring". It's a joke, it has been for years. One night, alone in bed while his husband is out partying, Shane wonders if it could be more than that.
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- Part 2 of Hollander-Rozanov (they hyphenated)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,898
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 5
- Comments:
- 917
- Kudos:
- 27,220
- Bookmarks:
- 5,088
- Hits:
- 254,544
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23 Nov 2025
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Shane Hollander and Iliana Rozanova are the biggest names in women's hockey. Meeting at the IIHF championship starts them on a journey into love that spans the next decade of their lives and beyond.
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- Part 1 of The Hollanova Collection
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 161,169
- Chapters:
- 45/45
- Comments:
- 335
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- 1,079
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- 610
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- 62,932
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01 Nov 2025
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Look, I Know You've Got This Thing For Rozanov by wilmonstan12345
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Jan 2026
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“Look, I know you’ve got this...thing...for Rozanov.”
Shane’s stomach dropped. “What do you mean?”
J.J. smiled sadly at him. “Why do you think I keep trying to set you up? Having a crush on a straight man is no good, buddy."----
The events of Heated Rivalry + The Long Game through the eyes of J.J. Boiziau.
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All of the times J.J. was pretty oblivious / all of the times Shane wasn't as careful as he thought he was.
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- English
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- 34,550
- Chapters:
- 41/?
- Comments:
- 1,021
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- 3,648
- Bookmarks:
- 798
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- 86,439
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30 Oct 2025
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would you not have survived? by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 May 2025
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Shane thought about it, a lot more than he should've. And it showed. It showed in the way he'd begged Ilya to sell his Ducati the summer they got married. It showed in the number of times he'd had to calm his racing mind when Ilya took twenty minutes longer than expected at the grocery store.
It showed in his heaving breaths, now. He was sitting up in his bed, his husband sleeping peacefully next to him, and he felt like he was on the edge of a panic attack.
The plane didn't crash, and Ilya didn't die.
Shane still feels the aftershocks.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,264
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 131
- Kudos:
- 5,229
- Bookmarks:
- 778
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- 47,026
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28 Oct 2025
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On the Brink of Forever by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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There had been a tragedy. The Ottawa Centaurs' plane had crashed in northern Georgia, during the course of their flight from Carolina to Tampa. They didn't know much else yet. All NHL activities were suspended for the next seven days.
Wait, what?
At seventeen, Shane Hollander met the love of his life. At twenty-nine, gravity took him away.
Shane wishes he’d died, too.
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- Part 1 of your name, forever the name on my lips
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,740
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Collections:
- 11
- Comments:
- 1,340
- Kudos:
- 10,172
- Bookmarks:
- 2,756
- Hits:
- 162,091
Bookmarked by loising
28 Oct 2025