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Jake and Sunghoon have been dating since the awkward age of thirteen.
Back when “dating” meant shyly brushing hands under their desks at school and blushing at innocent eye contact. When their moms drove them to the movies and sat three rows behind them “just in case.” When a peck on the cheek felt scandalous and every shared hoodie meant something monumental.
Eight years later, things look very different.
They’ve grown into themselves and into each other, intertwined into one another’s lives in a way that’s now irrevocable. They’ve survived voice cracks, bad haircuts, exam weeks, petty fights, long nights, and longer apologies. They’ve built something steady. Real.
And now, at twenty-one, after nearly a decade of loving each other in private, they’ve decided it’s finally time to tell their friends.
What they don’t expect is for absolutely none of them to believe it.
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Jake and Sunghoon attempt to hard launch their relationship.
Unfortunately, none of their friends believe them.
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20 Feb 2026
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“Don’t be silly. Heeseung-hyung could never replace you. 10yearz, right?”
“The only 10 years hyung cares about are guys 10 years older than him.”
Another slap, harder this time.
“Stop being a baby and just talk to him,” Jungwon scolds.
Jongseong’s not jealous. He’s not. It’s just that Heeseung’s spending all of his time with his producer friends and not with him.
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17 Feb 2026
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“When’s the 10yearz friendship rings happening?” Jake inquires.
Right. The rings. Those rings. The rings that Jay and Heeseung have been dancing around for years.
“I forgot about it,” Jay lies through his teeth.
Or, a fan question triggers heejaygate.
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09 Feb 2026
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In a corporate world where power and desire intertwine, Heeseung struggles to keep afloat his relationship with Sunghoon, his coworker and partner, increasingly marked by tension and emotional wear. But everything changes when the CEO announces his retirement and his son, Jongseong, takes over the company.
As Heeseung and Sunghoon unravel amid silence, jealousy, and constant arguments, Jongseong watches from the shadows, patient and resolute. He knows Heeseung’s worth… and his wounds as well. And when the balance within the office begins to fracture, Jongseong sees the perfect opportunity to draw closer, ready to claim what he has always wanted, even if it means igniting a fire no one will be able to put out.
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20 Jan 2026
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Jay sees it while scrolling on Twitter.
Someone’s quote-tweeted a thread, screenshots of moments strung together of him and heeseung with a caption that makes him scoff out loud before he can stop himself.
Ten years and still no ring?
“People really have a lot to say,” he mutters, but he doesn’t scroll past.
He reads the replies. The dates. The fans counting years like they were there for all of it – like they felt it the way he did.
Jay sets his phone down slowly.
Ten years. Ten whole years. 3653 days. yes people mentioned that too...
[ Where heeseung and jay realizes the ten years and everything else between them ]Bookmarked by llilithwise
19 Jan 2026
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6 different art major students chasing their datelines. 1 muse.
Deadlines are closing in, and inspiration’s never looked this pretty (or this accidentally shared).
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17 Jan 2026
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Heeseung and Sunghoon are now roommates at university. But there's something about him that unsettles Heeseung.
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Sunghoon internalized homophobia final bossNote (if anyone's seeing this lol): This is not abandoned~~ i'm just busy with uni :(( i'll update in a few days (2-3)! thx for your patience ilov u
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16 Jan 2026
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In a world of fame, secrets, and unspoken desires, Ni-ki has always been Sunghoon’s safe place—the one person he trusts with everything. But when confessions of love, jealous hearts, and hidden relationships begin to unravel, comfort becomes temptation, and friendship turns into something far more dangerous. As boundaries blur and feelings ignite, can hearts survive the chaos of desire, loyalty, and secrets too heavy to bear.
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13 Jan 2026
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“If I had my way, I’d book us a hotel room for the night and get us back before the others wake up in the morning,” Heeseung says. He steps closer into Jongseong’s space, dropping his hand and cupping his cheek instead, looking deep into his eyes. “We’d have a whole night together with nobody to disturb us and nothing to do tomorrow. We could take our time and nothing would matter except for us.”
Usually Jongseong would overthink things, doing his best to be more cautious. But there’s something about Heeseung that makes taking risks worth it. “Well… This could be our only chance for a while. And we have a lot of lost time to make up for.”
“Okay,” Heeseung says. He strokes Jongseong’s cheek with his thumb. “I’m serious. Give me the word and I’ll call the nearest hotel right now.”
[After time spent apart, Jay and Heeseung have their first times together.]
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12 Jan 2026
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i feel like i'm falling for the first time by heeseungmin (badpunning)
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
10 Jan 2026
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“It’s beautiful, though, isn’t it?” Jongseong says.
Normally Heeseung would poke fun at his romantic tendencies, tease him a bit. It’s how they work; Jongseong is earnest and Heeseung deflects. It’s a back-and-forth they’ve mastered over the years they’ve known each other. But this time, standing in the steadily falling snow of late November, Heeseung can’t bring himself to be anything but honest.
“Yeah,” he says, eyes on the sky but his mind elsewhere. “It is.”
Heeseung and Jongseong and the first snow, over the years.
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11 Jan 2026
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Heeseung’s at the thrift store, again. He parts the hangers with a grunt, coming face to face with...Chrome Hearts?
For five bucks?
He’s about to pass out from happiness, skipping home with his purchase.
Little does he know it comes with a complimentary gift by the name of Riki.Or: Riki is very attached to his clothes, so much so that he ends up haunting their new owner Heeseung.
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08 Jan 2026
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His body moved on pure instinct—his hand flew to the worn leather of his hip holster, the familiar weight of the Colt revolver settling into his palm as he turned around, the barrel already raised, the motion smooth and deadly. He braced himself for the sneering face of Jake or one of his idiot fellows, for a fight he was more than ready to finish.
But the face he saw wasn’t one of them.
It was Sunghoon.
Or, jayhoon reunion sex but make it cowboy flavoured.
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07 Jan 2026
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Jay couldn’t help but be all over Jungwon even when the cameras are rolling.
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How Jay and Jungwon ended up on one bed together in that one EN-O’CLOCK Episode.
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07 Jan 2026
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With a late-bloom at nineteen, Ni-ki goes through his first rut as an alpha. In desperation, he asks his hyung Sunoo for help… but thanks to a misunderstanding and a coincidence, the one who ends up helping him is… SUNGHOON?!
Two alphas couldn’t be attracted to each other… or could they?
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20 Dec 2025
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"I don't trust you," Jake said, and the words came out raw and honest.
"That’s fair," Heeseung admitted. "But I've regretted every single day since our break-up for years. I'm not that scared kid anymore. Even if..." He stopped, taking a breath. "I can't change the past, Jaeyun. I can't undo what happened. But I can help you now. Tonight. Please let me do at least that much."
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Jake is a single parent raising his son on his own. He works multiple jobs to give Jungwon a stable and happy environment. Life is tough, especially when the odds are against you and you end up crossing paths with someone from your past, someone you never wanted to see again.
Sequel to When I Find You. Read in any order !
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- Part 2 of When We Found Us
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03 Dec 2025
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Jay is… well, Jay. That's what runs through Sunghoon’s head as he pushes his head against the door again. Jay is masculine, strong, and stubborn. He is confident, collected. Jay never seemed to get flustered, never seemed to flinch. Jay is the responsible one. He scolds the members, cooks for the members, and isn’t bothered when teased. Hell, Sunghoon and the rest even have an unspoken bet going on, trying to see who can get Jay to crack first. This is a fact. This is a fact solidified by years of experience with the aforementioned person. Sunghoon knows this.
So whom did the elated, high pitched, giggle that came from inside Jay’s room, belong to?
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Aka Jay only shows his real bbg self to his friends and his members one by one find out about it.
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27 Nov 2025
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“I read you lost your mother at birth,” Riki said lazily, as if discussing the weather. “And your father’s in an asylum now. No wonder you turned out like this. No manners. No education. No future.”
Sunghoon bit his lip hard. What was he supposed to say? Riki wasn’t wrong. The truth cut deeper than any lie.
“So,” Riki continued, his voice almost gentle now. “I’m going to do you a favour. I’ll be your master. I’ll educate you. Like a pet. Like a wild animal that needs to be tamed.”Or
Sunghoon was a part-time butler working at a hotel inside the Sim casino to make ends meet. Things were going fine until he had to fill in for another butler and look after room 1208, which belonged to Nishimura Riki. That’s when he ended up arguing with Riki, and his quiet, trouble-free life came to an end.
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22 Oct 2025
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Under the blue sky, you make me smile.
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- Part 4 of the heejay playlist.
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22 Oct 2025
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19 Oct 2025
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Thanks to a scam, Riki loses everything. All he’s got is the bag he left with this morning, his bike, and a phone clinging to 7% battery. Desperate for a place to crash and a job that comes with it, he follows a sketchy referral from a former roommate’s cousin’s brother’s coworker’s aunt. Or something.
The job? “Help organize someone’s space and provide light caretaking.” That someone? Ex-idol turned A-list actor Park Fucking Sunghoon.
But ‘light caretaking’ turns into full-blown indentured servitude. Now he’s a maid, cook, gardener, dog walker, driver, errand boy, and a few other roles that don’t even have job titles yet.
Also, Sunghoon’s weird. Like, bizarrely weird. At the same time, he’s stupidly hot and his dog’s cute. Worse, he seems kind of... lonely.
That last bit isn’t supposed to be Riki’s problem but somewhere along the way—
Well.
God, this was not the shit he signed up for.
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12 Oct 2025