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    “You don’t think it’s weird that I carry a stuffed animal with me everywhere?” he asked bluntly.

    And not only that, but he had a whole hoard of them at home.

    Minho shook his head again. “Why would I think that’s weird?”

    Jisung wanted to roll his eyes.

    Because everyone thought it was weird. Everyone except Felix. Felix even had to explain it to Chan, because from the outside, it wasn’t easy to understand why a 26-year-old had such an emotional attachment to a stuffed animal. Even his therapist had tried to get him to break the habit of bringing Mr. Bear everywhere. But he couldn’t.

    Or Jisung struggles to find someone who understands him, until he meets Minho, the sweetest man he’s ever met.

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    23 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    He wishes he had melatonin. Not because it made his thoughts stop, but because it forced him to sleep. He was just thinking for the thirty minutes it took to kick in, thoughts spinning around his brain. It was headache inducing, and made him drowsy the next day, but he just wanted to stop feeling hollow.

    Empty.

    He's walked around the entire field of grass twice, he thinks an hour has passed. But he's still unable to turn his stupid brain off.

    It's 3:00am. He'll be woken up at 6:00. This is pathetic, why can't he just rest?

    Suddenly, a hand taps his shoulder. He whirls around, teeth clicking together sharply. He flinches back, blinking at the person in front of him. It's Yamaguchi, concern painting his features. "Tsukki?"

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    Tsukki has undiagnosed autism, and the Nekoma training camp is a little too overwhelming. He ends up regressing, although...he doesn't know what's happened, and neither does anyone else.

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    22 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 83

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    The station was literally just a single platform, and they were the only two people who got off the train. Suguru’s parents were stood waiting for them and the moment Suguru was off the train they both smiled wide, genuine smiles.
    Satoru watched as Suguru jogged over to tackle his mother in a hug. His father ruffled his hair and put an arm around his shoulders.
    Suguru’s mother peered around Suguru and noticed Satoru still stood at the edge of the platform. The train had already pulled away and honestly he felt like dropping down onto the tracks to hide. Maybe he could sneak away?
    This was a bad, bad idea, he realized. He shouldn’t have come. The pit in his stomach that had appeared while they were on the train instantly gaped open into a canyon under her kind eyes.
    But it was too late now.

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    After the dust settles on the Star Plasma mission, and after Suguru is coaxed back from the brink, he invites Satoru to join him at his parents' house that summer.
    Satoru is quick to agree, but the longer he is there the more the cracks begin to show. Maybe this was a bad idea.

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    16 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    Chan has a little accident while they are all watching a scary movie together. Minho knows what to do and how to take care of his Channie.

    But he notices that someone else seems to want to take care of him too. Minho should have known. Jeongin has always been so good. So sweet.

    (this has very little to do with Chan having an accident. it's more of the start of a chain reaction)

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    07 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    “We have PTA registration next week, actually. It’s a time commitment. Fundraisers, meetings, helping coordinate events. It’s not just a title.”
    “Please, I love meetings.” Satoru lies with stunning sincerity. “I’m great at meetings. I’m practically… meeting-sexual.”
    Geto closes his eyes for a second.
    “Please never say that again on school property,” he says. “Or anywhere, actually.”

    Or, where Suguru Geto teaches first-grade Megumi Fushiguro, whose guardian Satoru Gojo volunteers excessively at school events, pines, thaws Megumi's little heart and has a farting dog named Shiro.

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    04 Feb 2026