lavenderamia
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lose my mind and self control by lavenderamia
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
03 Dec 2025
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Pomni texts Ragatha in the middle of the night, asking for help.
TW: suicide attempt
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Hajime fronts after Izuru needed to feel despair. Unable to deal with the aftermath himself, he asks his girlfriend for help.
TW: sh, medical procedure and setting, DID
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Fuyuhiko is scared of needles and Mikan knows how to make people feel a bit better about getting vaccines.
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Some days it just eats me up by lavenderamia
Fandoms: Super Dangan Ronpa 2, Dangan Ronpa Series
17 Apr 2025
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Mikan is feeling really unstable today, which leads to a relapse. Ibuki finds her and helps her clean her wounds.
TW: self harm, emotional instability and low self esteem
Title from „It’s not my fault (it’s yours)” by Jazmin Bean
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Anything to make her light bright again by lavenderamia
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
04 Oct 2024
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Emu is feeling sick, but Mafuyu feels like Emu isn’t telling her the whole truth. She doesn’t know why, but no matter what, she will stay by Emu’s side.
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This is a series of scenes/one-shots I am writing that take place after episode 8 of Murder Drones. You can read them in whatever order you would like to, but I am writing them in chronological order, so some events that happen in past scenes will carry on into future scenes. Because of this, I highly recommend reading them in chronological order to avoid any confusion :)
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20 Feb 2026
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I can teach you how to be just like me. Crying all night, sleeping till three. by The_Lunar_Occult_Agere (The_Lunar_Occult_Wrote)
Fandoms: Murder Drones (Web Series)
15 Dec 2024
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Turns out, depression doesn't just go away once you've saved the world, get the guy, and your mom back. But it's certainly easier to deal with if you have that support.
(Or, Uzi struggling with self harm, depression, and generally taking care of herself—And N is there for her.)
(Or or, agere Uzi + Angst)
Series
- Part 15 of 🍰Age/Pet-Regression Fics🎠
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14 Feb 2026
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This is a Murder Drones AU! In this AU, Cyn is cured of the Solver with a Crucifix Patch found by Uzi. Now that she’s free of the Solver’s influence, she has to learn how to be a kid and feel safe again. Luckily, she has her big brother, his friend, and his girlfriend to help her and take care of her.
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02 Feb 2026
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Uzi has known that it was all going to come to a head eventually, that she would slip up and ruin everything, that she would make them leave her over something she just couldn't quit, but she never expected it to happen at their annual movie night
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Uzi struggles with self harm and her partners find out
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24 Jan 2026
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You shouldn’t take care of me by donttellemitsme_rey
Fandoms: Murder Drones (Web Series)
12 Jan 2026
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Uzi’s mental health get’s really bad, but she has a loving boyfriend who takes care of her. So nothing should go wrong right?
[There will be some smut but i’ll put a ⭐️warning. You can skip it without missing out on anything.]
Notes:
-everyone’s older than 19
-this is freestyle, so suggestions are welcome
-there are any mistakes you can correct me
-Chapters 1-2 are short; Chapters from 3 onwards are longer
-Smut chapters are shorterBookmarked by lavenderamia
19 Jan 2026