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    After the events of Dark Side of the Moon, Sam and Dean are further apart than ever. Castiel and Dean have both lost their faith, and Sam is losing his hope. God may just be watching, but that doesn't mean He doesn't have a plan. He's not going to let Lucifer and Michael win, so He sets something in motion to ensure Sam, Dean, and Castiel all stay in the fight.

    Meanwhile, Gabriel was TRYING to mind his own business. Of course, that was before God threw John Winchester at him with no explanation.

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    07 Mar 2024

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    In which Amara doesn't bring back Mary, she brings back John Winchester.

    Dean is uncertain what Amara's meaning is when she brings John back, and struggles with coming to terms with the new family dynamic. Sam tries harder to keep the peace than he used to, and Cas does not get along with John at all- though he tries. Testosterone is at an all-time high as these four men struggle to coexist in the hunting world with very different ideologies.

    We explore just how much the brothers have changed in the ten years without their father's guidance, the trauma they still haven't resolved, and the feelings that Dean and Cas hold for one another despite the very real and new barrier that is John.

    This story begins 12x01 and ends around 13x06

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    17 Jan 2024

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    “What’s wrong?”

    “It’s just . . .” God he hates the thought of saying this, but he needs some time. “Cas, I know we’ve . . . gotten used to a certain level of comfort at home, and I—I love that. Being able to kiss you, and cuddle with you, and emotionally scar Sam with PDAs, it’s important to me. But my mom and dad and Bobby—”

    “They don’t know you’re bisexual. I understand, Dean.”

    “Just—just for a little while,” he says quietly. “If we could keep it behind closed doors, or when they’re not around. Just until I figure out how to tell them. I just need time.”

    “Dean.” Cas’s voice is soothing through the phone. “You don’t have to explain yourself to me."

     

    Or: instead of just bringing Mary back, Amara brings back a bunch of Dean's family (Charlie and Bobby are his family I will take no arguments on this fact), and chaos and angst ensues

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    09 Jan 2024

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    “They don’t see one another for a while, in fact nobody sees him regularly for months. The rest of the V’s are vaguely aware of his movements; but they never actually cared about what one another got up to in their free time, and Val, as she soon found out, was no stranger to seclusion.”

    Val Velocity disappears from the recovering Zones after BL/ind falls, and The Girl isn’t content to let him do that.

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    01 Mar 2023

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    Three shots ring out.

    Steve hears them before he feels them; a warm, wet pain burning in his torso, intolerably excruciating.

    There’s a bundle of squawks and screams, outbursts of panic and anger, and it’s only when Hopper falls forwards to take Steve up into a slightly rough, protective hold, does he realize that two of those shots have lodged themselves in his own flesh and bone. (Realizes that he’d moved, instinctively, to shield El, despite never having spoken to her, who’d the gun had been so precisely pointed at, aimed for.)

    Steve Harrington watches his own blood pool and trickle over a series of hands pressed against him, small and large, soft and rugged, and for a moment, wants to stay like this. He can’t.

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    07 Jul 2022