juliaz1007



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 32

    Tags
    Summary

    When Shane asks him whether things are getting worse again during one of his sleepless nights, Ilya lies. He also says nothing when he meets his mother in his dreams, the feeling of her embrace so vivid and heartbreaking.

    It takes a brutal collision with an opposing player for the dam to break.

    or, Ilya tries to hide his depressive episode from Shane and fails.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,921
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    226
    Bookmarks:
    32
    Hits:
    3,745

    30 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “You wrote about us having sex while Hayden watches!”

    “Fictional us,” Ilya corrects. “Real us would never do that. Probably.” He pauses. “Unless …”

    “No!”

    Ilya Rozanov has always been competitive. But when his husband’s best friend starts calling a little too often, Ilya discovers a new arena for dominance: Archive of Our Own.

    Armed with a pseudonym that fools absolutely no one, explicit tags that would make a sailor blush, and a truly impressive commitment to pettiness, Ilya wages psychological warfare one kudos at a time. His weapon of choice? Extremely detailed fanfiction about why Hayden Pike will never, ever measure up.

    The problem? Hayden writes back.

    What follows is the most unhinged rivalry in hockey history: a battle fought not with fists or slapshots, but with comment sections, kudos, and increasingly creative ways to humiliate each other in front of thousands of readers. Featuring: footnoted statistics, educational sex advice, one very concerned wife, and Shane Hollander wondering what the hell he did to deserve this.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,367
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    370
    Kudos:
    6,090
    Bookmarks:
    1,041
    Hits:
    32,484

    07 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    A devastating on-ice collision changes everything for Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, and everyone who loves them.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    16,511
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    832
    Kudos:
    8,659
    Bookmarks:
    1,847
    Hits:
    115,947

    04 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The summer after the 2018-2019 season, a crew asks Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander if they can follow their journey through one season, showcasing the truth behind their rivalry. Ilya, who just turned captain of the Ottowa Centaurs and Shane Hollander, the seasoned captain of the Montreal Voyageurs accept. The crew follows them through the 2019-2020 season, a season highlighted by a shock trade, shocking revelations within the league, fights that are beyond brutal, and a Stanley cup at the end of it. The crew almost can't believe the timing and their luck that they decided on this season.

    Or:
    A documentary following Shane and Ilya throughout a season. (They will not be out in this season.)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,879
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    51
    Kudos:
    429
    Bookmarks:
    107
    Hits:
    9,700

    25 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 32

    Tags
    Summary

    ilya has a nightmare and wishes for someone to understand him. not only to hold him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,534
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    199
    Bookmarks:
    32
    Hits:
    2,307

    25 Dec 2025