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To my dearest by mochababy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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“Ilya–” Shane breathed, high and wheezy. “You can’t– You can’t leave me! Please, God, please, don’t take him. Please, please, I can’t lose– I can’t–”
A blaring alarm yanked him out of his panic like a fish out of water. He shot upright, flailing his limbs that were caught in something soft. Blurred splashes of colour steadily painted a picture of a bedroom he’d recognise anywhere. It was brighter now, light pouring in through partially shut curtains. His breath was heavy and he struggled making sense of how the hell he’d ended up in bed when just a moment ago, Ilya had–
“Hollander.” Ilya slurred, narrowing his eyes at him. “Turn that thing off.”
Or, Shane is stuck in a time loop that resets whenever his fiancé dies.
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21 Feb 2026
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at the end of suffering, there’s a home by aioio
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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Sets during the COVID-19 pandemic.
Yuna Hollander is tired, cautious, and quietly prejudiced. Ilya Rozanov is sick, far from home, and far more fragile than she’s prepared for.
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20 Feb 2026
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just think of her as resting by Faye_Ferox
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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When he is twelve, Ilya finds his mother's body on a bathroom floor.
When he is twenty-nine, Ilya finds Yuna's body on a bathroom floor.
He refuses to lose his mother twice.
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20 Feb 2026
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The Room to Wait by destiny_rules
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Feb 2026
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Shane swore as he saw the contact and swiped the call button. “What the fuck Rozanov.”
A few seconds passed before a female voice cracked on the line. “Jane?”
Cold dread flooded Shane’s insides. He fought the urge to hang up, but he didn’t reply either.
“Listen. Okay, listen” She said with an accent like Ilya’s, and a quiver in her voice. “There’s been an accident. Ilya-.” She falters on his name. “He’s in a bad way, I don’t—know anybody in Montreal. I think maybe, uh. I don’t know what to do, I know about you and Ilya and I think you should be here. I need to not be the only one Ilya knows here.”
Shane stopped existing for a few minutes before something kicked in and he robotically replied to the voice. “Where is he?”
Ilya is gravely injured in a car accident in Montreal. Svetlana and Shane have to be there for each other as his life hangs in the balance.
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16 Feb 2026
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The View from Halfway Down by supersillynewt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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It went something like this:
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On January 10th, at approximately 3:29 a.m., a single-vehicle collision occurred on the overpass of Charlesgate over Commonwealth Ave. Witnesses at the scene and surveillance footage indicate a an orange Porsche 718 Cayman traveling northbound on Charlesgate, in the rightmost lane on the Phillip G. Bowker Overpass. Footage shows the vehicle veering suddenly off the overpass at high speeds, colliding with a nearby tree. The driver, male, approximately mid-to-late twenties, was injured and unresponsive when authorities arrived. Airbag w/out seatbelt deployed successfully. Driver was quickly transported to Massachusetts General Hospital for treatment, there identified as Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov. No other vehicles or pedestrians were involved in the collision.
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Ilya Rozanov, before and after.Bookmarked by integrity
16 Feb 2026
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Everything to Lose by Deffo_Not_Me
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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Married, out, and still drowning, Ilya plays reckless hockey, carries old grief, and tells everyone he’s fine while getting dangerously close to proving he isn’t. But after a loss to Boston, alone in the middle of the night, he comes closer than ever to making a choice he can’t undo.
Shane loves him. But love, terrifyingly, might not be enough.
This fic takes place after 'The Long Game' so spoiler warning in case you haven't read that.
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- Part 1 of My Heated Rivalry fics
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12 Feb 2026
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Ilya doesn’t die when his plane goes down. But he forgets.
When Ilya is marked as missing from the Centaurs’ plane crash, nobody knows why Shane’s game goes to shit. Benched by his coach, Shane goes to the place Ilya was last seen: the Blue Ridge Mountains. A story about finding yourself when you don’t know who you are, and about falling in love with the same person twice.
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11 Feb 2026
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head over feet by thepupperino
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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“It seems that the accident may have impacted the part of your brain that manages memories. We saw this on the scans we did when you came in, but we couldn’t be sure of the extent of the damage until you regained consciousness.”
He looks to Shane for help, who speaks before Ilya even meets his eyes. “We think you might be…missing some stuff. Memories.”
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11 Feb 2026
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Talk to anyone (I can't talk to you) by Taynado
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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Shane watches helplessly as Ilya is sent headfirst into the boards, spine twisting, skates lifting off the ice as his body folds under the force. The sound of impact is thunderous and wrong - echoing - louder than the crowd, louder than the goal horn, louder than the pounding of his heart against his chest, as Ilya’s body finally crumples into the ice.
Ilya had no time to brace, Shane knows he had no time to brace because Shane had no time to brace.
And he’s not moving.
“Ilya!”
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Or what it means to break, and come together again.
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11 Feb 2026
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What if love is not enough? by Blahblahblah123_1
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, has never sat still a day in his life. But a plane crash has left him with a broken body and a fractured mind. Shane Hollander is prepared to give up everything to take care of Ilya and get him back on the ice where he belongs. But with Ilya facing life changing injuries, can love be enough to help him heal?
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The Centaurs plane actually crashed leaving Ilya seriously injured.
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10 Feb 2026
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Of Frying Pans and Fires by GomorrahHillsides (Within_N_Without)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Feb 2026
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The wolf beneath Shane's skin is not some committed leader, intent on controlling others. Yes, his designation fits well with his need to protect those he loves. To protect innocents. But, his alpha status is not the same caliber as Ilya Rozanov's.
In this moment, it's both good and bad news. If Ilya manages to do what his brother has tasked him with, Shane won't suffer too much in changing designations. The pride in him is attached to his accomplishments, not whether or not he can pop a knot. But on the other hand, his flexibility practically guarantees that, with enough time and effort, Ilya will succeed. They will end up permanently mated. All because Shane couldn't sleuth stealthily enough.
Or, Agent Shane Hollander gets caught, cover blown. It's up to Ilya, their confidential informant, to save him. But will the price be worth it?
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09 Feb 2026
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everything i love is on the table (everything i love is out to sea) by anotherapril
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Feb 2026
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”You love that I am boring,” Shane quips and it comes out more confidently than he expects it to.
“Yes,” Ilya agrees. “I tell you this all the time.”
“You do?”
“Da.”
“I can’t remember you ever saying anything like that to me,” Shane muses honestly and even though he himself is uninjured, Ilya winces slightly.
“Well, I do now. Tell you I love your boring. Tell you I love you.”
“What changed?”
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After an injury on the ice, Shane cannot remember the last ten years of his life with Ilya. Ilya resolves to help.
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09 Feb 2026
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"There's one thing we're going to make sure of," said the masked man, ignoring Shane's pleading. He pointed the gun to Shane's kneecap. "You're never going to play hockey again."
And fired.
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The one where Crowell is much more sick, twisted, and homophobic than Shane or Ilya could have dreamed.
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Shane is brutally attacked in his Montreal apartment days after going public with Ilya.
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07 Feb 2026
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Harsh and sweet and bitter to leave it all by Average_Insomniac
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Feb 2026
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Shane made it back to the living room right as he clicked on Ilya’s contact, placing the phone against his ear and practically collapsing back onto the couch as the line rang.
“Come on, come on, pick up, pick up, pick up,” he begged under his breath.
Hayden watched him with silent concern.
There was a beep over the phone, “Hi, this is Ilya; I will never listen to your voicemail.”
Shane hung up and checked the time. It was barely early evening in Moscow; Ilya should’ve answered.
He hit the call button again. This time, the beep was practically immediate.
“Hi, this is Ilya-”
He called again.
“Hi, this is-”
Shane hung up and buried his head in his hands. This couldn’t be happening.
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Ilya is in Russia, instead of in bed next to Shane, when the FanMail video makes it to Twitter. The days that follow are filled with waiting, fear, running, and hope as both of them fight different battles, but with the same goal in mind: to be able to keep loving each other for years to come.
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07 Feb 2026
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vanish into you by validvali
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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Shane’s catching his breath against Ilya’s neck when he feels a tingle on his arm, a sort of pinching feeling on his wrist, and he raises his hand in front of his eyes that blink to adjust to the newfound glow in the darkness.
365:00:00
All at once, Shane’s blood runs cold. The timer starts to tick down, a number going down with each minute that passes as he stares, and stares, and… stares.
or, after saying each other’s first names, shane has a year left to live. and it’s all because of ilya rozanov.
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01 Feb 2026
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Set in 2009, this is a pre-series AU where Matt Murdock isn’t just blind—he’s deaf, too. During the summer after his second year at Columbia Law, Matt lands a prestigious clerkship at the Southern District of New York. He’s got the tie, the migraine, and the sensory overload to prove it. Navigating the courthouse is one thing—navigating his own body is another. Stick thought he was too compromised to train. Foggy thinks he’s doing just fine.
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- Part 1 of The Devil's In the Details
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11 Nov 2025
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Sabrian conjures his sex-crazed Dijin for one last request. One last request, and then never again!
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- Part 5 of Short one-shots
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09 Nov 2025
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She shook her head. "Your results are clear, Wylan. You would fit best in Erudite."
Wylan's hopes of it being a misread shattered before his eyes, the examiner even going as far to show him the screen, though the letters only swam in front of his eyes, incoherent to him.
Every year the sixteen year olds of each faction must make a choice: continue the life they’re already living, or leave everything they know behind for a chance at something better.
When six teenagers make the decision to join Dauntless, arguably the most cutthroat of the factions, things get hectic.
Between hiding a dangerous part of their identity, making it in a faction they don’t belong in, or simply trying to figure out what they want, each of them has something they’re facing.
And as something sinister lurks behind the scenes, things are about to get a hell of a lot more real for them.
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30 Oct 2025
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save a horse (ride a cowboy) by vansunshinee
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
29 Oct 2025
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Wylan glanced around warily, feeling the whispers and laughs skitter over his skin. "Why is everyone staring?"
Nina cocked a brow, a smile tugging at her lips. "Don't you know the rule?" she asked, feigning innocence with wide green eyes.
He shook his head, lips pulling down. He had to peer out from under the brim of the hat to look at her. "What rule?"
"Oh, Wylan," Nina's smile turned faintly wicked. She flicked the brim of the cowboy hat on his head. "Wear the hat, ride the cowboy."or
In which Wylan Van Eck is not a country boy. Jesper Fahey, however, is.
(credits for this idea go to @/lilysward on tiktok!)
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30 Oct 2025
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It was never meant to be a curse.
In fact, according to Zoya, it was supposed to be a gift. The day Wylan Van Eck was born, the fairy had appeared in his nursery and uttered the following words:
"My gift is obedience. Wylan will always do as he is told." Before either of the women in the room could protest, she vanished with a wave of her hand and an order for the baby to stop crying.
For the first time since Wylan had emerged into the world, his tears dried and he was silent. That night, Marya Van Eck shed all the tears her son had been denied.
A Wesper Ella Enchanted AU
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28 Oct 2025