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Close Your Eyes and Shut Your Mouth by ecaitlin
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
14 Mar 2015
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Five times Ronan slept at Adam's, and the one time Adam asked him to.
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11 Dec 2025
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To think that there’s a gifted in this world who can transport others to a ‘Hell.’ Not even a particularly hellish hell. For all Akutagawa had experienced in his life, this is obnoxiously tame.
Pleasant, even, if he was to ignore the centaurs hunting him for sport and the fact that he’s kneeling in an open grave.
Still - if Akutagawa was given such an ability, he’d have no shortage of significantly more creative punishments for creatures as loathsome as himself.
Akutagawa goes to Hell. Atsushi follows. Neither return the same.
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01 Sep 2025
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After a chance encounter with a mysterious ability user, Atsushi Nakajima finds himself crawling to Ryuunosuke Akutagawa for help. He's burning up with a sickness that can only be satisfied by the broody bastard himself. When neither can hold back, an illicit arrangement forms. Can they keep their feelings out of the fun? Or is something greater at play, ensuring they fall harder?
Their pursuit of happiness will put them through the wringer, push their moral limits, and make them dig deeper for whatever it takes to keep what they have.
One man reaches for the light for a chance at love, and the other dips into the dark to protect it.
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Weak Inhibitions started off as a short smut fic but has developed into a behemoth of a fic about young love, found families, and accepting peace after trauma. It is a character-driven story that covers dark moments in their lives that influence their decisions and the way they interact with each other. It is also sexually explicit and violent. So, please read the tags.- Language:
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01 Sep 2025
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Atsushi is convinced that his soulmate hates him.
While Kyouka hears her match gushing about wanting to meet her someday and Lucy gets compliments that put poets to shame, he is subjected to constant threats on his life. Of course, the universe had to pair him with somebody who has a one-sided grudge against him. He doesn’t even know who they are!
(In which you can hear your soulmate’s thoughts about you, and Atsushi tries to figure out just what the hell his other half’s problem is.)
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01 Sep 2025
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not right with me too by carnation
Fandoms: 地縛少年花子くん | Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun | Toilet-bound Hanako-kun (Manga)
13 May 2024
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Kou seizes him by the elbow and draws him aside. “We gotta get out of the city,” he says in a rapid undertone. “Teru-nii’s out on patrol tonight, and this whole city is Minamoto territory. He’s gonna hear about it if supernatural stuff starts happening. And we can’t risk running into him. We can’t. So I’ll drag you onto the train myself if I have to, and that’s the end of it.”
A familiar hostile spark flickers to life in Mitsuba’s expression. “I am not taking a train,” he says witheringly. “Minamoto-kun, I’m not doing it. Are you insane? I mean, for real? Are you actually literally out of your extremely small mind? What if something happens?”
“To you?” says Kou. “Or because of you?”
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19 Aug 2025
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Bejeweled by flanfa
Fandoms: 地縛少年花子くん | Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun | Toilet-bound Hanako-kun (Manga)
26 Jul 2023
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Mitsuba Sousuke the up and coming pop idol. His life is flashing lights and stardom and he holds a fondness for the spotlight. Under the spotlight you can be whoever you want, you can keep whatever secrets to yourself, and represent facades as you please. So why was this model boy trying to learn the depths of his core? And how come he wants to learn the depths of his?
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Or, pop idol Mitsuba and model Kou fall in love while living lives of stardom.Bookmarked by idonotknowusrry
19 Aug 2025
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violet disposition by beecalm
Fandoms: 地縛少年花子くん | Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun | Toilet-bound Hanako-kun (Manga)
06 Aug 2020
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At fifteen minutes to ten on a Sunday night in September, Mitsuba Sousuke is hit by a speeding car.
The boy who comes to collect his soul is surprisingly open to negotiation.
(or; Mitsuba has one year left to live. He also has a trainee grim reaper living in his bedroom.)
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16 Aug 2025
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never dreamed of nobody like you by merthurlin
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
02 Apr 2021
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“Freedom, huh?” Cecili murmurs. “Is this what this is? Not having my memories—is that freedom?” He’s worrying the grass between his fingers, tearing out some of it in absentmindedness.
“For some, it might be,” Xiao says, echoing his earlier thoughts. “Do you think that’s what freedom means for you, Cecili?”The bard lets out a small, wry laugh. “What do I know of freedom,” he says, and watches as the grass blades drift away in the wind.
A stray amnesiac bard makes a home for himself in Qingce Village. Despite himself, Xiao visits, again and again.
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- Part 1 of I could have been anyone, anyone else
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22 Jul 2022
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Soulmates AU where whatever you write on your own skin appears on your soulmate, but when there is a language barrier, meeting becomes just a little more difficult than it should be.
Russian | Spanish | Bahasa Indonesia | Chinese | Italian
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- Part 1 of Ice and Ink
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18 Dec 2021
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The Scouting Legion keeps assuming that Armin and Eren are together and Eren keeps not correcting them.
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29 Nov 2021
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When they're young and naive, friendship blossoms easily between Eren Jaeger and Armin Arlert. But, as time passes, feelings begin to shift. Eren finds himself dating his sister's best friend, while Armin can't quite shake the thought that it should be him Eren is dating. After years of pining and fruitless hoping, Armin finally comes clean about his crush on the day of their high school graduation. Time is not on the boys' side and once summer vacation ticks to a close Eren is shipped off to Army Basic Training while Armin finds himself furthering his school career. Distance isn't kind, and, inevitably, the relationship falls apart. Eight years pass slowly without Eren to lean on, but Armin treks on. Though he's plagued by grief, he continues living the best he can. Slowly, he finds hope in old friends and begins to build himself up as an individual without clinging to the memory of Eren.
That is until Eren's life violently collides with Armin's own when he moves into the apartment next door.
Ultimately, Armin is left with his toughest decision thus far, does he fight tooth and nail to stay away from Eren and regain the independence he lost, or does he throw himself back into the fire he just narrowly escaped?- Language:
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29 Nov 2021
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After Armin Alert's death, he found himself flooded with memories from his various past lives, including moments where both Eren and Mikasa had abandoned him. These memories were etched deeply in his mind, particularly the pain of being broken by them and Eren's decision to destroy the world.
Upon waking up as a young child once again, Armin resolved to forge a new path for himself. He aspired to create a future, dream, and hope that didn't involve Eren Yeager or Mikasa Ackerman—or so he thought. Little did he realize that everything traced back to the moment he sat with Eren, sharing a book about the outside world. This act, meant to inspire a desire for freedom, took a darker turn, becoming an obsession with the reluctant blonde-haired, blue-eyed boy.
Now, Armin faced a changed reality, wondering what other aspects of his life had transformed.
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29 Nov 2021
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“An ability?”
— on the past, present, and future of one Edgar Allan Poe.
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12 Oct 2021
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Taken in under Fukuzawa's, the god of the harvest, wing in his youth, Atsushi, god of flowers and tigers, was a sheltered god. Though he made the fields his foster father grew ever more beautiful with his flowers, the air always warm, Atsushi still felt confined, frustrated, and lonely.
Loneliness brings those of a similar flock together.
Even those that live and rule amongst the dead.
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- Part 1 of O' Muse, Let Me Sing
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03 Oct 2021
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three part fate, seven part courage by astrocosmos
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
26 Nov 2019
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A mother and father place their child's hands upon the sword, and lunge straight for Xie Lian's abdomen. Despite knowing it won't prevent the inevitable, Feng Xin can't help but place himself in their line of attack. If this was reality, it would've pierced right through him instead.
But this is an illusion.
No, in his heart Feng Xin knows...
This is a memory.
***Feng Xin and Mu Qing discover the traumas Xie Lian has kept hidden from them, and the trio have a talk that's eight centuries overdue.
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15 Sep 2021
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a stone to break your soul, a song to save it by rikke
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
15 Nov 2019
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When the entire cultivation world turns against Wei Wuxian, Jiang Cheng comes up with a plan to save him and arranges a marriage between his brother and the Second Jade of Lan, Lan Wangji.
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30 Aug 2021
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2am Knows All Secrets [original] by Unbreakable_Red_Riot
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
03 Dec 2017
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… It wasn’t that he was annoyed.
Okay, maybe he was a little annoyed, but that was just the lack of sleep talking. Because a certain explosive punk thought it was a good idea to test the flammability of his sheets at 2 in the morning. Every single morning.
(In which Bakugou's quirk wakes Kirishima up, and Kirishima gets way too invested in his bro's well-being.)
[Has been revised here!]
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17 Jul 2021
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resurfacing by kawaiidonut
Fandoms: Neon Genesis Evangelion, Rebuild of Evangelion | Evangelion: New Theatrical Edition
03 May 2025
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everything is great until shinji remembers.
(post-canon reincarnation au, as canon compliant as possible)
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this fic was originally completed in 2020. it has been rewritten as of may 3rd, 2025.
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14 Jul 2021
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Right, Clear and True About What Hurts by jtperfecthair
Fandom 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
14 Jun 2021
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24 Jun 2021
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a mighty ocean or a gentle kiss by merthurlin
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
24 Sep 2020
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It is a weird thing to wake up and realise that for the first time in 800 years, you are no longer in love. Hua Cheng felt it even before he opened his eyes, could taste it in the back of his throat. Even the air around him felt different: stale, and with a strange odour to it. With his eyes still closed, he took stock of his other mental facilities, and it all came back in order, except—
Except that for the first time in 800 years, he thinks of Xie Lian and feels nothing.
(in which Hua Cheng's devotion gets stolen, and no one is happy about it.)
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05 Jun 2021