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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    Shane: When will you be home?

    Ilya: Maybe 1 hour. Are you OK?

    Shane: I’m really hard right now

    The words hit Hayden like a body check into the boards, winding him immediately. He stares at them for a long, long time.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    “Should call you the Ottawa Puppies,” says the Toronto centre, Svensson. As an insult it makes no sense, so Ilya ignores it, until he continues, “Hear Hollander keeps you on a short leash.”

    Ilya is the captain, so if anything, he should be holding the leash. In English, you can be singular or plural, but he knows what Svensson is trying to say. He is saying Ilya Rozanov, you are Hollander’s bitch.

    “Only sometimes,” Ilya replies, grinning. He wins the face off.

    OR: Ilya trains himself to be a very, very good guard dog for Shane.

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    04 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    When Ilya is given an experimental drug before the second Prospect Cup final in Ottawa, he turns to the only person he knows there who might help.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is dying.

    The cause is simple: unrequited love.

    The cure is simpler: have his feelings returned, or get surgery to remove the flowers (and his ability to love) entirely.

    The problem? The person he loves is Shane Hollander. The last person on earth who would ever love him back.

    At least, that's what Ilya thinks.

    a hanahaki disease au because a need a little more angst

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Ilya liked Shane’s parents. He really did. David and Yuna Hollander were entirely devoted to their only child–maybe sometimes a bit intense, if not a little overbearing, in Yuna’s case–and their attentiveness had moulded him into a kind, hardworking, and thoughtful man. Truly, their son was a testament to the quality of both their character’s–Shane’s soft underbelly nurtured by his father’s patient tone and earnest gaze and his shrewdness and talent sharpened by his mother’s fierce mettle. Shane was the sum of his parent’s parts, yet entirely his own, and Ilya was very grateful to the tender, yet firm, hands that had shaped the man he loved. But right now, well, right now Ilya was not their biggest fan.

     

    Jane:
    My parents are going to be staying at my place after the game on Friday.

     

    Ilya missed Shane. Ilya really needed to have sex with Shane. Now the man's parents were in the way.

     

    Or: Ilya is finally seeing Shane for the first time since their summer at the cottage but Shane's parents crash their first evening alone in weeks. Set during that agonising final season Ilya plays for Boston.

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    25 Feb 2026