holdmenow
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- 9-1-1 (TV) (7)
- The Walking Dead (TV) (3)
- Teen Wolf (TV) (2)
- Suits (US TV 2011) (1)
- The Rookie (TV 2018) (1)
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Ravi and Buck go out to have fun, but the night takes a turn when someone attacks Buck.
After a confrontation at the station, Chim, Hen, and Eddie realize how bad friends they have been to Buck.A lot of feelings, a lot of talking. BuckRavi friendship. Maddie and Buck brotherhood. And of course, Buddie feels.
(Somewhere in season 9)
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Buck goes to Eddie's looking for answers, and ends up with a boyfriend (kinda)
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Pepa's birthday party is coming and so are the Diaz Parents. Buck and Eddie have been dating for a while now, but haven't told them yet. A confrontation and an apology happens. Oh, and sex!
Enjoy!
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This is a 5+1 story (actually, 5+2) about different situation where Athena Grant acts like a mom to Buck!
To be honest, I'm obsessed with that dynamic and obsessed with them, so I had to write something about it!
Enjoy :)
(there isn't really a timeline, but I guess you could say there is... maybe, I'll leave that to you)
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After a disaster dinner with his parents, with a violent outcome, Eddie tells Chris some truths about himself and decide to make a plan!
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Eddie left to be with Chris in El Paso, they hate it there. Buck is miserable and Tia Pepa is awesome!
This fic contains a violent situation (not too violent, but still) and homophobic slurs. I promise it's not too much, but if it triggers you, please don't read, always take care of yourself first :)
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Chimney smirks a little, “You gotta know your audience better, Diaz. Also, you guys are boring. This is supposed to be fun!” He stretches his arms out. “We’re not supposed to be dredging up shitty feelings! And in light of that, never have I ever made out with a man,” he finishes triumphantly.
Buck drinks.
Hen drinks.
When Eddie thinks back on it, there’s no tension in the moment. They can hear the sounds of the kid’s laughter floating through to the adults, playing the same game (with admittedly lower stakes). No underlying ill intent was meant by the statement. Even so, chaos abounds in the next second.
Eddie drinks.
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Or: An innocent game turns not so innocent, theories are tested, and our boys are in love
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22 Feb 2026
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“Oh my GOD,” Maddie repeats, suddenly taken over by a fit of laughter.
“Hey Buck,” Eddie coughs, “you wanna put a shirt on?”
“Soon,” Buck repeats slowly because why is everyone being so weird this morning. Eddie makes his way over to Buck and pointedly hands him the sweatshirt in his hands.
“Hey Buck,” Eddie says again. “You want to put a shirt on.”
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The one where Buck accidentally reveals his relationship with Eddie to Maddie by not wearing a shirt.
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- Part 4 of Buddie Ficlets
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21 Feb 2026
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“Do you ever feel… feel like you’re empty?” He pauses, watching for a reaction from Buck, but he doesn’t get one. “Like, all you need, all you want is to be as close to one person as you possibly can? Like that’s the only thing that could fill you. Fix you.”
It’s too revealing. Any second, Buck is going to laugh in his face or awkwardly scoot back. He’ll take his beautiful hand away and pack a bag and go stay at Maddie’s for the night. Then slowly, so slowly that if Eddie were normal he probably wouldn’t notice it, Buck will start to pull away from him.
He waits. He waits for his future.
“Yes. Always.” Is what spills out of Buck’s mouth instead.
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Eddie finally asks for what he wants.
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19 Feb 2026
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Dragging a hand down his face, Eddie says, “It was thirty seconds.”
“Of betrayal,” Buck says darkly.
A laugh bursts out of Eddie. “You’re–”
“I’m what?” Buck advances on him before stopping abruptly in the middle of the room. Behind him, the curry they’d been working on sizzles, oil burning. Neither of them does anything about it. “I’m right?”
“Jumping to conclusions,” Eddie grits out. He hates being cornered like this. “Like you always do.”
“Oh, okay,” Buck says, too brightly. “Same way you keep jumping through hoops to avoid saying anything you actually want to fucking say?”
Buck’s not being fair. None of this is fair. It’s not right, it’s not–
“Fuck you,” Eddie snaps.
OR: Buck and Eddie argue after Buck hooks up with a married couple.
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- Part 7 of cjo + 911
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19 Feb 2026
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So here Eddie was. Face to face with his brand new, pastel pink 9-inch dildo. It would be a lie if he said he did enough research for this, or that he tried to start with a beginner's guide. He should have. But he watched a gay show with Buck and learned a thing or two about his best friend. And he got way too horny to think logically and order a dildo online. So what? Sue him.
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Buck and Eddie watches Heated Rivalry together, and Eddie buys a dildo about it. But things won't go as smoothly as he planned. Thankfully, Buck is there to help.
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18 Feb 2026