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the rain starts by heartwaves for f0reisa
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
20 Apr 2024
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The rain was falling outside, not full-on, not yet at least. It would take a while for it to get tired of the sky and just fall.
Kai felt like their relationship was like that, too. He would keep waiting and holding back until he couldn’t do it anymore.
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- Part 2 of first slowly then all at once
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The way water runs from the tap to the sink and below, Beomgyu, too, had inevitably fallen into a hole he would go through again and again, but never as whole as the first time. This was him, falling for Kai like every time before, not the same, yet not any better. Always deployed to fall and crash. This was Kai, this was love, slipping away even from his cupped hands.
“I don’t hate you, I could never hate you.”
He breathed slowly and then he whispered, “But do you love me?”Series
- Part 1 of first slowly then all at once
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one last visit to your grave by pocket-sized (heartwaves)
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
16 Oct 2022
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Beomgyu visits Kai’s grave, and he hopes this is the last time they have to see each other this way.
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i love you like in the movies by heartwaves
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
03 Jun 2022
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Beomgyu has been whispering I love you whenever the line comes up in their movie of choice for the night. Kai would be insane to think they are meant for him, but he’s the only other soul in the room.
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guess what! (i like you) by heartwaves for fernwey
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
06 May 2022
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Beomgyu has taken ages trying to confess to Kai. He should do it, really. But it's fun to play for a while.
I like you, he says in his mind. I like you, he repeats almost like a prayer. That is actually what he’s supposed to say, that is the reason all of this started.
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first slowly then all at once by heartwaves
Fandom TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
20 Apr 2024
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Beomgyu and Kai have been friends with benefits for almost 10 years now, there are rules they know they must follow to maintain this going, and they have been following them a little too well. Even at the expense of their own feelings.
To fall in love is to go into it not even knowing, slowly then all at once.
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Catastrophe of a Cosmos by pocket-sized (heartwaves)
Fandom TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
02 May 2021
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A sequence of falls that allowed the Cosmos to be the way it's known to be.
The Universe boiled as it all came to be. It was the Sun first, and later everything else. And as the world and its parts were conceived, freedom was a privilege only a few could afford.
The Air's Love Is Silent
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"I wouldn't mind kissing you," Beomgyu blurts, and immediately feels heat rush into his cheeks. "You're my best friend. You know, the one person I find the most comfort in… or… whatever."
"Only if you're certain, hyung," Kai says, firmly. Beomgyu isn't certain at all, but a tugging feeling in the pit of his belly keeps him from taking back his words.
If Kai thinks so lightly of this, then surely, Beomgyu can handle it.
A kiss. Just one. No biggie.
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15 May 2023
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Kai is a new kindergarten teacher and can't stop staring at a particular dad, Beomgyu, who catches his eye immediately with his colourful paint-splashed clothes and kind words.
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Kai could count on one hand how many times he’s had a life crisis in his nineteen years of existence.
The sight of his tiny hyung sleeping obliviously in his hoodie shouldn’t be one of them.
Bookmarked by heartwaves
16 Jun 2022
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As with all firsts, Kai doesn’t see it coming.
Alternatively, every satellite needs its source, Kai is yet to find his
Bookmarked by heartwaves
09 May 2022
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Kai is radiant, has so much to give, that sometimes his brightness is blinding in the best way possible, like basking in the sun when you’re high off life.
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When Beomgyu smiles, it’s like happiness and warmth combined, to the point Kai can’t discern whether the beating of his heart is from awe, or if it’s from the overwhelming desire he now has to protect Beomgyu with everything he has. -
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huening kai asks beomgyu to keep him company during a black out.
Bookmarked by heartwaves
16 Mar 2022
Bookmarker's Notes
Beomgyu knew he wasn’t alone in this silly game of tiptoeing around one another. Kai’s hesitance with inviting him earlier was, after all, not unfounded.
(He wouldn’t have hesitated with Yeonjun or Taehyun, he’d probably throw himself on Soobin’s bed without asking for permission).
Yet for some reason Beomgyu was different.
(He sincerely hopes that it's the good kind of different.)