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The journey to becoming a family of three.
(basically Mack’s finds out he’s pregnant and this is their journey. )
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14 Feb 2026
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Mack is in Milan, and Will is in Boston.
Will has a hard time finding sleep.
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10 Feb 2026
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I tried to be good, Am I no good? by Enhalovr (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF
05 Jan 2026
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Macklin feels like things changed about him
Will is there to love himBookmarked by halfexa
06 Jan 2026
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mack wakes up sick and by nightfall, he’s holding a positive pregnancy test.
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- Part 7 of mack & will <3
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05 Jan 2026
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All his life, Macklin Celebrini believed control was strength. Omegas didn’t thrive in hockey. They survived. Then came the Sharks, a team that refused to let him disappear behind his composure, and Will Smith, whose steady presence made hiding feel impossible. In a world that sees omegas as fragile, Mack learns that vulnerability can be its own kind of strength.
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03 Jan 2026
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Mack glanced at Will before quickly turning his head to look at something in the distance out the passenger side window. “There’s something I wanted to tell you. But I don’t want it to- I just- It’s not a big deal, and I don’t want to make it one. It just is, and I wanted you to know.”
Will has no idea what Mack could possibly want to tell him that warrants this kind of preposition. “Mack, please don’t tell me you’re secretly an axe murderer or something,” Will tries to joke.
Mack shakes his head, not taking Will’s bait, “I’m gay, Will,” he says. This time, finally looking Will in the eyes.
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Mack comes out and that turns Will's world upside down (for some unknown definitely not gay reasons)
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02 Jan 2026
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Such a Pretty Crier by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.
Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.
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30 Dec 2025
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working on my backcheck by novembersmith for goluckurself
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Jan 2026
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“Ha ha,” Shane says, then, feeling very brave and magnanimous: “Just, you know. I could top, if you wanted me to.”
Ilya laughs at him.
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29 Dec 2025
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tucked beneath my muscle memory was you by downtheroadandupthehill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?
Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.
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After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.
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- Part 1 of mutual instincts
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29 Dec 2025
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Maybe We Could Grow by billowyy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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"Shane?" He goes for the hand on the shoulder. Shane's skin is blazing against his own clammy palm.
With a whimper, Shane says, "Alpha?"
"No—not alpha." Fuck, that's what he should do. "It's Hayden, Shane. Do you have an alpha I can call for you?"
Or Hayden Pike finds Shane at the beginning of his heat and has to call Lily for help.
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24 Dec 2025
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enforcer by moonlitgarden
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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Ilya knows there is a thing about himself he has to always keep hidden in the deepest recesses of his body, behind his molars and in his core. He thinks Shane Hollander might be the same, except the thing about him he cannot hide.
Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey talent of his generation. So is Shane Hollander.
But over the years Ilya notices that the vicious media and the clamouring fans and some of his more foul-mouthed teammates treat Hollander differently than any other hockey player.
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24 Dec 2025
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I love you over and over again by azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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Shane Hollander loves two things: hockey and his infuriatingly clingy husband.
When Ilya slams into an unexpected rut on the ice, Shane’s the only one who can get him home before things turn feral.
What starts as a very intense, very ill-timed rut turns into late-night guilt, broken pride, and an impossible wish for a family Shane will never be able to carry—
until a specialist, an ultrasound, and a tiny heartbeat say otherwise.Series
- Part 1 of I love you over and over again
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24 Dec 2025
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spectrum by Adrenochrome
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Dec 2025
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A study on how Shane Hollander exhibits signs of autism.
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Five times Ilya didn't pick up on the signs and one time he did.
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- Part 2 of somewhere on the spectrum
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22 Dec 2025
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he’ll be the best you ever had (if you let him) by vissers
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Dec 2025
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"You say you don’t want this. You say you can't. And still the shirt."
Shane is quick to protest, not giving himself a second to even consider any alternative. "Look, I don't know what you're trying to prove here but—"
"Give it back," Ilya instructs, his voice steady and low. "Tell me I am nothing to you, and I let you go."
It's self-sabotage. Textbook fucking definition. Maybe it's what he needs to give up on this. He just needs to hear Shane say it, that's all.
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Shane freaks out. Ilya doesn't want him to leave without figuring out exactly how Shane feels about him.
(aka a post tuna melt scene rewrite where communication isn’t a foreign concept to them)
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16 Dec 2025
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“I did not … know what happened. You touched over my pants, kissed my stomach. Went into my lap.” Ilya gestures with his free hand like he’s grasping for a word he can’t find, just out of reach. “Something was different.”
Shane can’t say he remembers all that in as much clarity as Ilya does – the whole day is a bit of a blur in his mind.
“We were having fun afternoon. Sex and naps and talking. And then I touched your hair and you went somewhere. Scared me, a little bit.”
Blinking and still not understanding, Shane repeats, “I went somewhere?”
Reaching over, Ilya picks up the booklet. One handed, he holds it against his thigh and flips to a page around halfway through with the word Subspace in bold at the top. He taps it with his forefinger. “Went here, I think.”
Shane experiences a sub-drop without knowing what's happening. Ilya doesn't know either, so he makes it his mission to find out.
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- Part 1 of Ilya and Shane explore gentle BDSM!
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14 Dec 2025
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Yuna has let go of a lot in her life, including her own dream to play professional hockey. But that's alright; she has Shane and David and they have built a storybook legacy together. Then Ilya Rozanov gets hurt and suddenly Shane's calling her asking if they'll go pick up his archrival from the hospital.
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13 Dec 2025
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After a high-pressure game, Shane Hollander is a live wire of anxious perfectionism, desperately insisting he's "fine." Ilya Rozanov knows better. He can smell the oncoming omega crash. When Shane's brittle control finally shatters, Ilya must use every ounce of his firm, grounding alpha presence to guide his omega through the collapse—from frantic resistance, to overwhelming relief, and finally, into the safe, quiet space of total submission and praise. (Or: The one where Shane falls apart, and Ilya is there to catch him.)
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13 Dec 2025
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Lily: i am alive
Lily: hurt
Lily: but they gave me drugs it’s nice
Lily: i want you
Lily: my hands miss yours
or; ilya gets injured on the ice. shane can't handle it.
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13 Dec 2025
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ask anything of me (except to leave you). by Joooceee
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Oct 2025
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“Go away,” Ilya said, his voice muffled by something. Shane would bend space and time to give Ilya anything, but he would not grant him this.
Instead, he pushed the door open, his heart breaking at the sight of Ilya in his massive bed, somehow looking tiny beneath the covers.
“Ilya,” he said, the name escaping like an exhale. He had so much to say. So many things that needed fixing. So many apologies he owed him.
“Shane, please-“
“I’ll go.”
“Yes. Thank you.”
“No - not… not to Montreal. To the party. If you’ll still have me.“
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Shane attends Boodram’s Boxing Day Party. This is how it goes.
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12 Dec 2025
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Feel It Soft and As Pure As Snow by Not_Speed (Faster_Than_the_Speed_of_Sound)
Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF
18 May 2023
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Sid's never had a good experience with his heats. He thinks it'll be like that forever. Until Geno.
Or,
5 times Sidney Crosby had a horrible, awful heat, and one time Geno Malkin took care of him like he deserved.
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06 Dec 2025