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Three weeks after Pangi stumbles home, half-dead, things fall back into relative normalcy. They don't talk about it. They put a potted-plant over the blood-stain in their carpet, and they don't talk about it.
The two of them never intend to get into any trouble at all, really. They don't ever go looking for any these things, those aforementioned things just happen to find them.
The body they find inside of an abandoned building is one of those things.
Worse, the body has a pulse.
Even worse than that, Pili thinks he might look familiar.
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Hundreds of years of letters, learning to be selfish, and the looming reality of immortality.
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They would not love him if they knew what he was, what he has always been. They would not love him if they understood him.
The dampness of his hair, and the chill that the rain sends through him, is a reminder—the day that he and Zam talked about home—the cold of the ice castle on his skin; the shared itch for something more; the way Ros and Aimsey looked at them when they mentioned the killing, and the violence, and the—
They would not love him if they understood him.
The orbital strike is to get rid of the corruption. Nothing else. If he believes it, then it's true.
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Pangi misses home, and tries not to confront the need to destroy.
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"You're not the right colour," is all Pangi can say, choking on the words. It's the only thing that he knows is definitely wrong.
"What? Are you, like, drunk or something?"
Pangi's axe is slipping slowly out of his hand. It's not—no, he's not crazy. This is wrong. This is all wrong.
"You're not purple," he whispers, stepping backwards, "Why aren't you purple?"
"Why would I be purple?" Pili asks, incredulously, because that's who it is standing at the bottom of the stairs. Alive.
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Pangi seeks shelter from a storm in the old laboratory, and finally deals with the consequences of his grief. Set just after the cure.
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"A little more time," Lukey begs. "I need you to hold on a little longer."
Pangi pauses, and he nearly cries. He wants to run his hands over the planes of un-touched skin that still remains, map out the feeling with his fingers. Maybe memorize it by touch alone, hold onto the memory as it gets worse—yearn to feel the whole of him as he's supposed to be, un-corrupted, un-marked.
"Okay," unimaginably quiet, "Alright. I will."
He's lying, they both know.
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Lukey and Pangi’s last conservation before Pangi loses his memory, re-imagined. Pleas are left un-answered.
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Dying follows in the same footsteps as living; it's a sad, miserable thing, and she is always left disappointed. She tries desperately to hold on to what remains, to what's left that's still her own, but it always slips through her fingers—grains of sand following the turn of the hour glass and disappearing from beneath her feet. What's left is nothing but her palms, capable of so much but never able to prove it. What's left is the cold, empty space where there had once been something living.
All of this is to say, Lizzie never wins.
At the end of the world, Jimmy is all she has left.
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Lizzie and Jimmy's final moments, filled with reflection, regret, and questions to an uncaring universe that doesn't always answer.
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Pangi and Pili are on vacation. They're supposed to be having fun and relaxing. So why are they about to fight a sea monster in the middle of the ocean?
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- Part 8 of MCYT Soul Resonance AU
Bookmarked by glizzyanti
29 Dec 2025
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timesickness by birrdie for MarcustheAnt
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series
03 Mar 2024
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Staring at him feels personal, like peering in on a memory he doesn’t know he had. He should know this moment, this feeling, this man. He should recognize that deep, bone-aching pull inside himself that leaves him cemented in that stool, that nags at him that maybe, after all this time, he’s finally ended up in a specific place for a specific reason. There’s plenty of things he’s been waiting for— a sign, a reason, a why— but this?
Bdubs licks his lips. “Do I know you?”
A private smile. Even through the mask, Bdubs can see it. “Not yet.”
“But I will?"
Or; Bdubs jumps through time. Etho outlasts it.
Bookmarked by glizzyanti
14 Dec 2025
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The awkward kid standing in front of him has to be, what, twenty five? Twenty six, tops. Hardly a kid at all, really, but Jeez, does Bdubs ever feel like an old geezer looking at him.
“Etho?” he says experimentally.
The kid blinks over at him owlishly. “Bdubs?” he says and, yeah, that’s Etho’s voice alright. Quiet and unsure, and softer than it’s been in years, but definitely, definitely Etho.
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As sculk contamination puts the future of Season 10 in doubt, the situation gets more complicated when an Etho from 2013 lands in the hermits' laps.
Bookmarked by glizzyanti
21 Aug 2025
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His eyes skim along until they land on the topic of the video: 6 couples versus 1 fake couple.
Pangi’s eyes widen. Written underneath, it reads:
We have contacted your business partner, Lukey, to be your partner for this role, should you choose to accept.
There’s more information below on the logistics of the game, but Pangi’s mind is still stuck on one fact: they want him to pretend to date Lukey for a video.
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Or, Pangi and Lukey compete as impostors for a "6 real couples vs. 1 fake couple" YouTube video- Language:
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Bookmarked by glizzyanti
31 Jul 2025
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Glassy Eyes (after that, there’ll be nothing to be afraid of) by Anonymous
Fandoms: The Realm SMP
23 Jul 2025
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The apocalypse didn't end the world with fire or flood. Instead, it came for what made people human. In the ruins of civilization, the dead walk with stolen thoughts and borrowed voices. What remains when even your memories aren't your own? Is remembering salvation or damnation?
(Or, Pangi takes a long walk.)
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Bookmarked by glizzyanti
13 Jun 2025

