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Diluc shows up at Kaeya's doorstep, asking for help.
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- Part 1 of Diluc Is Not Okay
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The process of Diluc learning to live with himself.
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Stories will be written and posted out of storyline order and then rearranged into order, so the current first fic in the series isn’t the first in the series outline i have.
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“It was all my fault. I’m so sorry, Dad. I'm so sorry,” he sobs. “You were so much better than I will ever be. I don’t know how to do this without you here. I don’t want to.”
Diluc falls to his side, curling his knees up to his chest. “You could have lived, and here I am instead, wasting everything you gave me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know what you’d want me to do.” His breath hitches, and another wave of tears rolls down his face. “I’m all alone.”
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Suffocating under the weight of grief and feeling disconnected and lost, Diluc's passive suicidal ideation starts to develop into something more concrete. He's struggling with his father's death, what happened to him during his time away, and the damage he's done to his relationship with Kaeya. Forgiving himself seems impossible, and it's getting harder and harder for him to get out of bed every morning.
Meanwhile, Kaeya just wants his brother back, Adelinde wants Diluc to stop running headfirst into danger, and Jean wants her childhood friend to smile again, and they - along with some new friends Diluc makes along the way - are determined to show Diluc how loved he truly is.
Bookmarked by fukflorida
27 Jan 2026
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Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For, Some Escape From My Sins by somestarboy
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
20 Jan 2026
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It's always cold when Diluc dreams. After another night of restless sleep, he goes to get a glass of water. The storm outside has brought a wayward soul to the Dawn Winery's door, one he knows too well. What can a man do when his adoptive brother, whom he disowned so long ago, is bleeding out on his front step?
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21 Jan 2026
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When I see my reflection I don't see myself by unafffected
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
19 Dec 2025
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If Diluc looks at this painting any longer, he’s going to lose his shit.
He needs to let this go before it festers, infects his heart and leaves him aching, sore, and broken again. He's burnt his heart out many times, yet flesh still threatens to grow from the ashes that stain his organs.
Or, Diluc's lack of self care finally catches up to him.
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30 Oct 2025
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Goodbye (I don’t know if I’m coming back) by Anonymous
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
25 Jul 2025
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Diluc has always known that Kaeya surrounds himself with a web of lies, so thick that he doubts that his little brother even knows what his truths are.
Kaeya has always known that Diluc will never let him back in his life again. Not since the day his truths were revealed and Diluc… Diluc shut him out.
And it hurts. For the both of them. One poorly timed Abyss Mage and one poorly timed truth spell might just spill the secrets they hold close to their hearts.
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25 Oct 2025
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Bad Things Happen Bingo | Paranoia |
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“No, you don’t understand,” Diluc whines, “No one’s ever escaped him. He’ll come for me. I’ll be free just long enough to finally feel comfortable, to finally breathe and then he’ll come for me. I know it. I’m here on borrowed time. I’m always going to end up back there. He said so himself.”
Kaeya bites back the sob expanding in his chest.
Diluc continues, “Every time I hear a rustle outside, or someone knocks on the door unexpectedly, or I see a light on the road, I just know it’s him coming for me, and I can’t escape him, I can’t get away, I-”
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OR: When Diluc injures his leg, Jean forces him to stay at Kaeya's apartment while he recovers. But Diluc's traumatized, anxious, and paranoid... and Kaeya manages to inadvertently play right into his fears.
NOW WITH A SECOND CHAPTER WITH NEW PLOT FROM DILUC'S POV
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- Part 1 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
Bookmarked by fukflorida
24 Oct 2025