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Helena kisses Kaine in third part-Kaine POV
His entire body shook with it. His hands went to her face, skimming her cheeks before burying themselves in her curls while his mouth sought hers feverishly. He kissed her with a visceral hunger that burned, desperate to fill that echoing emptiness that was all he had known for far too long. His lips pressed to hers in utter devotion, pleading their truth-he was all hers- always had been. He was nothing but cruel emptiness without her.
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He felt her steps on the iron running through the house and willed his heart to a steady beat. He saw her through the eyes of others and thought very deliberately of the countless times she had broken her promises.
When he could finally feel her eyes searing into him he turned, mindful of his audience, both present and absent, and looked at her. Her surprise was obvious on her face-her emotions always had been. He watched her as she was taking in all the ways in which he had changed. In which she had changed him.Kaine's POV from their meeting in part 1 of the book
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Near the end of AOSB(season3,e20) Chloe follows Lucifer when he leaves to confront Pierce, trying to stop him. With Chloe close though, despite his rage, his exhaustion gets the better of him and he falls asleep at the wheel, causing a car accident.
With Lucifer on the verge of death, Chloe is forced to face the truth of Lucifer's nature as well as her repressed emotions. -
between the shadow and the soul by forever_nerd for thepoisonofgod
Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV)
19 Jun 2021
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"You foolish child! Have you not heard a word I've said? He is the Black Heretic. You are nothing but a tool!" she spit, her voice a furious whisper. The shadows simmered around her, extending and retreating with her every word.
"I heard you well enough. And now I'll hear it from him as well." He owed her that much. "I am not running. If he is indeed who you say he is, he needs to be stopped."
"You think you can stop him, then?" she asked with a condescending laugh that only hardened her resolve.
"At least I'll try. I prefer it to hiding or running away. And where exactly am I supposed to run to? Escape a controlling man only to follow his controlling mother? I'll take my chances with myself."
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“Don’t fight tomorrow. Please, Chloe. Please,” he begs, the mere possibility of her getting hurt filling his lungs with lead, drowning him. More tears pool in her eyes as she cups his face in her hands, thumbs rasping through stubble.
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The Sonic Boom Heard Round the World by FormerlyIR (Irony_Rocks), Irony_Rocks
Fandoms: Superman (Movie 2025), Superman - All Media Types
10 Aug 2025
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She isn’t blind. She knows Clark has a crush on her. Everyone at the Planet knows that.
But the problem is, the feelings aren’t entirely one-sided. She can’t afford to be distracted, god knows that. Relationships are messy and she’s never been any good at it. Still, the way Clark Kent is staring at her, all too serious, filled with too much wounding devotion, she fears what he’s going to say because she’s always thought he’s perpetually one step shy of declaring his feelings for her — and she doesn’t entirely know what her response will be. Lois usually has her answers for everything.
He steps forward. “I need to tell you something, Lois. Something I should have told you a long time ago.”
And then, moving slowly, deliberately, he takes off his glasses — and just like that, Lois Lane’s entire world tilts off its axis.
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Give Me Shelter by just_a_dram
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, Game of Thrones (TV)
20 Feb 2025
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Jon Snow arrives to the place of his mother's birth in the company of dragons, riding alongside Daenerys, the conqueror. Regardless of the role Sansa will have to play in the alliance formed to protect the North and Westeros from the looming threat beyond the Wall, she is determined to hate him.
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22 May 2025
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A one-night stand years ago gave you a daughter and you are now able to put a name to her father – Matthew Murdock. Everything is about to change again as you navigate trying to integrate your life with that of the handsome and charming blind lawyer’s while Matt realizes he needs to not only protect his new family from Hell's Kitchen, but from the world.
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Elf-lover by mildthemes
Fandoms: The Lord of the Rings: The Rings of Power (TV 2022), The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types
01 Oct 2024
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It’s impossible for Sauron not to fall for Galadriel. The dark lord this, the dark lord that, she’s singing his praises to everyone in earshot. But with love comes the inconvenient urge to tell her who he is.
The problem is, she sees the world in black and white: good and evil, light and dark, missing all the shades of grey Sauron believes in. If she only had a taste of power, she’d be able to see the nuance in the world—in him—wouldn’t she?
He could give that to her.OR: What if Sauron only made one ring and he gave it to Galadriel?
Beginning in Númenor and spiralling unrepentantly into soap opera in Eregion.
Smut starts in Chapter 5.
If you’re here for Sauron-as-black-goo tentacle porn, please proceed to Chapter 20, and remember, only Eru can judge you.- Language:
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Never Will I Love Thee by Soloh
Fandoms: Outlander Series - Diana Gabaldon, Outlander (TV)
08 Jul 2022
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A King has come to claim his bride.
Too bad she'd rather plunge a blade through his heart.
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