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I chose the dark, you chased the light by asterisq for Zhie
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
06 Sep 2024
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After reembodiment, Finrod struggles to make sense of his life, death, and return. Amarië complicates his efforts.
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27 Nov 2025
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The Valiant by LyraGoth
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, TOLKIEN J. R. R. - Works & Related Fandoms, The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types
11 Oct 2025
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“Lord Curufinwë Fëanáro!” he called as he reached the steps, nearly falling off his pony. “I’ve come on very important business!”
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- Part 1 of The Valiant
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13 Oct 2025
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Nurtalë Cendeleva by LeetheVix
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, TOLKIEN J. R. R. - Works & Related Fandoms
03 Jul 2025
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Fëanáro writhes in the grips of crisis; a failing marriage, Melkor's stalking, dark dreams, and Ñolofinwë's rising star all drive him to bitterness and alienation.
Anonymous during an indulgent once-a-year tradition, the Hiding of the Face, as well as mildly intoxicated, he pursues a brazen stranger who dares mockingly masquerade as a 'Spirit of Fire'. A game of cat and mouse escalates to an illicit, slightly punitive tryst, where neither party realises who the other is until they are touching far more intimately than half-brothers should.
Horror, guilt and desire ensue.
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17 Jul 2025
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And Their Love Was Renewed by Melesta for queerofthedagger, polutrope (polutropos), IdleLeaves, Himring, TheChasm, sallysavestheday, Swanhild
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
24 Jun 2025
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Russingon bits and pieces, inspired by art.
1: Let none say Maedhros Fëanorion is a poor vassal to his king, M.
2: Maedhros struggles to find beauty in his new life, T.
3: I love you as one loves Middle-earth, a poem, G.
4: Many know Maedhros the lord, the warrior, but Fingon remembers Maitimo the dancer, G.
5: There used to be a swing in the gardens of Lórien, Maedhros remembers, G.
6: Fingon is here to help his cousin regain his strength, to heal, and that is all, T.
7: After much heartache, Maitimo and Findekáno reveal the truth of their hearts, T.Series
- Part 11 of Their Ancient Friendship
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27 Jun 2025
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Sons of Thunder by ziggy
Fandom The Hobbit (Jackson Movies), The Hobbit - All Media Types, The Hobbit - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings (Jackson Movies), The Lord of the Rings (Movies), The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types, The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings RPF, The Lord of the Rings: The Rings of Power (TV 2022), The Rings of Power - Fandom, The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, Tolkien (2019), Tolkien - Fandom, TOLKIEN J. R. R. - Works & Related Fandoms
07 Aug 2025
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07 Jun 2025
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Unmarred by polutropos
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
13 Jan 2025
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On a sudden, Maedhros pushes him off. "Go to him," he says.
"What?" Maglor staggers.
"Go to Daeron. I am certain he will not deny you."
There is no bitterness or deception in Maedhros' manner, and at that Maglor wonders. There has been no other between them since their exile; it was, until mere hours ago, unthinkable to Maglor that he could ever again desire another.
Maglor falls in love. Maedhros lets him.
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- Part 14 of Sex Is Complicated
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02 Feb 2025
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Sediments by polutropos for ArlenianChronicles
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
06 Sep 2024
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Elrond hears a call in the waters of the Bruinen and follows it to the sea. There he finds someone whose memory he has long ago put behind him, but whom he knows at once — only Maglor does not know him. As he revisits his past with Maglor, both painful and fond, Elrond must also reckon with Maglor’s loss of memory. How do you forgive someone who does not remember what he has done?
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11 Sep 2024
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Two Half-Kings and a Full Lake Between by Melesta, polutropos
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
21 Apr 2024
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In the aftermath of their tumultuous arrival in Beleriand, Maglor has scarcely managed to hold together the bruised and splintering House of Fëanor and their Sindarin allies.
Then, the Sun's first rising brings with it Fingolfin’s host of Ice-hardened Noldor, hungry for retribution. With battered hearts and fraying minds, the two half-kings must navigate fragile relations among their own people even as they face the impossible task of reuniting the Noldor under a single leader.
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08 May 2024
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arrangement for flute and harp by jouissant
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
02 Mar 2024
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“What sort of man leaves his lover abed with his brother? Fingon, hast thou ever heard of such a thing?”
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04 May 2024
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The Friendship of the Eldar by Melesta
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
31 Mar 2024
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They meet in a place no lovers ever should.
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28 Apr 2024
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One Thousand Days by Melesta
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
21 Feb 2024
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Uldor has spent one thousand days carefully observing the Lord of Himring.
Because everyone has a weakness, and Maedhros’ weakness lies in the West.
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25 Apr 2024
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I Do; I Will by Littlewhitemouse
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
14 Feb 2024
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The house of Finwe gathers in Beleriand for the last time to witness High King Fingon's Coronation. Feanor's sons are such absolute kill-joys at the party that Fingon offers to fight them.
Yes, all of them. Right here in the great hall. One after the other. Yes, he's serious. Do you think he isn't serious?
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- Part 1 of Carin; Caruvan
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24 Apr 2024
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Fëanorian Crab Soup by Melesta
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
18 Feb 2024
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A Maedhros & Maglor Week Special: An award-winning recipe by J.R.R. Tolkien.
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21 Apr 2024
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Not in Vain by polutropos
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
24 Jan 2024
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Fingolfin's body was brought to Gondolin. His sword Ringil found another home.
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- Part 3 of Weapons
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21 Apr 2024
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Oh everybody waits so long by polutropos for Melesta
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
17 Jan 2024
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In the summer of 2017, Fingon is called to the scene of hit-and-run while on duty. He's shocked to discover the victim is Maedhros, his ex-boyfriend he hasn't spoken to in two years. Over the next six months, they stumble and fumble their way back to each other.
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- Part 2 of Beleria Modern AU
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09 Apr 2024
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Likest to Thee in Shape and Countenance Bright by Littlewhitemouse
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
30 Jul 2023
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...and Findekano had the worst thrill of his young life, and certainly the wickedest. His heart hammered like it was on the anvil and he trembled in Feanaro’s grip.
(Porn with plot. Two kissing cousins have incest feelings.)
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04 Apr 2024
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Worthy by polutropos
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien
22 Jan 2024
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Glamdring was once Turgon's sword. Gandalf tells him what became of it.
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- Part 2 of Weapons
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11 Mar 2024
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As Flowers From the Sky by Beleriand Death Trip (ajf)
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
05 May 2023
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In the wake of the Quenya ban, a diplomatic mission to Doriath is arranged under cloak of secrecy. Two kings in Beleriand, one new and one old, have a volatile encounter.
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Thingol, shocked, drew in a sudden breath through tight-clenched teeth. “He is the very image of Finwë!”
“I warned you of that earlier,” said Galadriel quietly, her smile returning. “The resemblance never failed to madden Fëanor, by the way.”
Sympathy for mad, dead Fëanor was not what he expected to feel today, but he felt it nonetheless. A beloved memory from a life long before the sun now rode into his kingdom under plain daylight. His mind whirled. He could not reconcile it.
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09 Mar 2024
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Winter in Arda by Melesta for BaccaratBlack, UnicornsInSpace, searchingforserendipity, sallysavestheday, polutrope (polutropos), firstamazon, Arveldis, grey_gazania, TheChasm
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien
04 Feb 2024
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A collection of stories written as prompt fills for my Holiday Silm Prompt Fest. Relevant warnings are included at the beginning of each story.
1. Aegnor/Andreth - as a naked flame
2. Fëanor & Míriel - some fair dream
3. Celeborn/Galadriel - crowned with the Sun
4. Argon & Lalwen - love would lead me
5. Aredhel/Eöl - call upon her name out of the shadows
6. Maglor & Maedhros & Fingolfin - there was now no returning
7. Fëanor &/ Fingolfin - I shall break my heart / no other home
8. Elrond/Celebrían - filled with wonder and delight
9. Fingon/Maedhros - winter there was cold
10. Idril - still hope may seem brightBookmarked by firstamazon
04 Mar 2024
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Half-Foundered by sallysavestheday for Zhie
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, TOLKIEN J. R. R. - Works & Related Fandoms
25 Nov 2023
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In which Fëanor is therapy-resistant, and expressing his inner struggles through art does not help him very much.
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02 Mar 2024