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“Goodnight!” he heard Seungmin say when he passed him on his way to his own bedroom.
“Night,” Minho said.
“Don’t stay up too late, Hyung,” Seungmin said.
“I won’t,” Minho said.
He felt a tension in the air, like he knew Seungmin wanted to say something else to him but chose not to. Seungmin was good at noticing things. But Minho was adamant to keep his issues to himself, especially in this situation. Or at the least, the details to himself, for as long as he possibly could.
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Stray Kids members start to worry when Minho begins struggling with his sleep. What is happening?
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Bookmarked by firstLuv_kill
31 Jan 2026
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so yeah i read this a while back but it was downloaded
point is THIS STORY HAS MY HEART, LITERALLY
IT FEELS LIKE LISTENING TO this side of paradise by the coyote theory
so yes reread whenever you wanna cry and feel flutters all over again -
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“Hyung,” Jisung breathes out. “What about god?"
Minho huffs. Finally, that awful tug in his heart isn’t something he has to worry about. “Well, he’s not in the picture anymore.”
Jisung raises his eyebrows. “Really?”
“Really. I…don’t know if he’ll come back. But it definitely won’t be in the same way. I don’t want to feel guilty for—“
Loving you.
“—for who I am,” Minho says.
OR: Minho learns to dance to his own tune.
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Bookmarked by firstLuv_kill
12 Jan 2026
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Didn't know I'd find my mom here but I guess ao3 really has got everything.
Reread whenever you want to remember I guess -
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The cold flash turns back to hot, and Seungmins’s face feels like it’s on fire. He does a rapid internal scan of his body, thinking, ‘am I about to faint?' that would be embarrassing,’ before realising, no, he’s not about to faint, he’s just about to have a panic attack. Sitting at his desk at work. For absolutely no reason. Again.
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Minho finds Seungmin having an anxiety attack squished into the storage room at their office.
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Jisung needs Minho in the same way he needs to run straight to bed after a tiring day, which is the kind of need that more than need is want. He can breathe and live without Minho, he just doesn’t really want to.
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- Part 2 of to be
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This story reveals what happened the night Jisung saw Minho's video message to the group after he had been eliminated.
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Bookmarked by firstLuv_kill
17 Jul 2025
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I've been trying to find this one in ages. I'm happy I did.
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This kind of love on bad days is deserved, we think by MiracleLover002
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
30 Jun 2024
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Lee Know has just been having a really bad day and has been content rotting in his room all day. Too bad he has friends who care about him! Oh, the horror!
No really, Minho is just having a REALLY bad day. Probably one of the worst ones in the history of bad days, and he hasn't even moved around much. He's fairly sure most of it is just in his head, but he's also too exhausted to be entirely sure. Enter, one Han Jisung with a side dollop of Kim Seungmin while the two try to piece him back together without breaking him down further. It's a delicate process, really.
P.S.: It's just really heavy, sad and angsty for the most part, with comfort and fluff sprinkled all over.
TW: Very minor swearing; blink and you'll miss it.Bookmarked by firstLuv_kill
14 Jun 2025
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This one is one of the most amazing lee know angst I've read
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What do you mean by a musical? And what in Hades is a musical by XgazuX
Fandoms: EPIC - Jorge Rivera-Herrans (Albums), Ancient Greek Religion & Lore
25 Mar 2025
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Odysseus had just gotten past that monster, and finally, his homeland was in sight. Soon, he would be able to see his Penelope and his son, Telemachus. How would they react? He hoped they would forgive him for the delay. After 20 long years of trials, he was finally about to return home.
As he closed his eyes and took a deep breath, he didn’t notice a light engulfing him.
He opened his eyes to find himself in a strange room with some kind of giant whiteboard. Looking around, his heart nearly stopped: those... were his men? Polites, Eurylochus... but how were they alive? Was this a divine illusion to bring him more suffering?
Athena and Hermes were there too, as well as Circe and... Calypso.
What was happening in this place?
Meanwhile, in the waters near Ithaca, Poseidon was wondering why there was an empty raft floating in these waters.
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- Part 1 of Chaos Theater
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Bookmarked by firstLuv_kill
03 Dec 2024
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Athena's been hurt, much more thoroughly than she realized was possible. For the first time in her immortal life, she is fighting against her own body and mind, and she doesn't know how to win.
Odysseus is home. After two more weeks on sea, a fight with 108 suitors and reunited with his family, he’s quietly accepted that even a desperate prayer won’t bring his former mentor to come back. Little does he know, for two weeks, it’s all Athena’s been trying to do.
Or, what if after God Games, Athena doesn’t wake up in the infirmary? What if it’s up to a few mortals to take care of the goddess that just collapsed in their palace, looking like she should very much be dead?
Updates on Sundays :)
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Also sometimes it takes me a bit to respond to comments especially on earlier chapters bc as you can tell the amount of comments this fic gets is out of this world, but eventually I will reply, I appreciate them very muchSeries
- Part 10 of Warriors of the Mind
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Bookmarked by firstLuv_kill
01 Dec 2024
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Maybe you're not so bad... by Cyrah_Destiny
Fandoms: The Iliad - Homer, The Odyssey - Homer, EPIC - Jorge Rivera-Herrans (Albums), Ancient Greek Religion & Lore, The Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller
18 Dec 2025
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Maybe Penelope was too focused on her friend and Clytemnestra was too focused on her emotions, but none of them caught the redness of his eyes, the way Odysseus's hair was similarly disheveled like Clytemnestra's.
Maybe it was better that way...
[This fanfic is on temporary indefinite hiatus]
Bookmarked by firstLuv_kill
29 Nov 2024