firstLuv_kill
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“Goodnight!” he heard Seungmin say when he passed him on his way to his own bedroom.
“Night,” Minho said.
“Don’t stay up too late, Hyung,” Seungmin said.
“I won’t,” Minho said.
He felt a tension in the air, like he knew Seungmin wanted to say something else to him but chose not to. Seungmin was good at noticing things. But Minho was adamant to keep his issues to himself, especially in this situation. Or at the least, the details to himself, for as long as he possibly could.
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Stray Kids members start to worry when Minho begins struggling with his sleep. What is happening?
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31 Jan 2026
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so yeah i read this a while back but it was downloaded
point is THIS STORY HAS MY HEART, LITERALLY
IT FEELS LIKE LISTENING TO this side of paradise by the coyote theory
so yes reread whenever you wanna cry and feel flutters all over again -
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“Hyung,” Jisung breathes out. “What about god?"
Minho huffs. Finally, that awful tug in his heart isn’t something he has to worry about. “Well, he’s not in the picture anymore.”
Jisung raises his eyebrows. “Really?”
“Really. I…don’t know if he’ll come back. But it definitely won’t be in the same way. I don’t want to feel guilty for—“
Loving you.
“—for who I am,” Minho says.
OR: Minho learns to dance to his own tune.
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12 Jan 2026
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Didn't know I'd find my mom here but I guess ao3 really has got everything.
Reread whenever you want to remember I guess -
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The cold flash turns back to hot, and Seungmins’s face feels like it’s on fire. He does a rapid internal scan of his body, thinking, ‘am I about to faint?' that would be embarrassing,’ before realising, no, he’s not about to faint, he’s just about to have a panic attack. Sitting at his desk at work. For absolutely no reason. Again.
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Minho finds Seungmin having an anxiety attack squished into the storage room at their office.
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Jisung needs Minho in the same way he needs to run straight to bed after a tiring day, which is the kind of need that more than need is want. He can breathe and live without Minho, he just doesn’t really want to.
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- Part 2 of to be
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This story reveals what happened the night Jisung saw Minho's video message to the group after he had been eliminated.
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Bookmarked by firstLuv_kill
17 Jul 2025
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I've been trying to find this one in ages. I'm happy I did.