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"What's goin' on?" Scar asked, looking back up at Grian with truly pathetic eyes.
"You've got a concussion." Grian informed him, not for the first time.
or: concussed sillies
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Nobody Feels Like You by LovesickPrince
Fandoms: 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Hermitcraft SMP
18 Jun 2025
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After emerging victorious in Third Life, Grian wakes up at the start again. Time has been rewound, the game has been reset. But now, Grian is carrying the weight of a victory that feels like a loss, and he doesn’t intend to play to win again. This time, Scar has to survive, no matter the cost. If that means rewriting time, manipulating his enemies and friends both, and staining his hands with more blood than ever before? So be it.
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- Part 1 of It's You (it's always you)
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Grian’s eyebrows fell and scrunched again, this time with confusion. “That doesn’t feel like where this night was progressing to.” Scar found it hard to keep up with the humor of the moment. Her face twitched, smiling falling.
“I just came here for you. I don’t care what that means or what we get up to.”
Grian did not take her hand. She gave it a wary look before searching the other’s face. Scar felt nausea hit her. She was losing this moment with the rest of them. “When have we ever actually gotten the chance to dance together? When will we get to do this again?” Grian didn’t respond. She glanced up at the sky and wondered how she would be punished for letting Scar back in like this. This would not go unignored. This would not be forgiven, and it was almost certainly not Grian who would face the consequences for it.
The desperation in Scar’s voice interrupted his thoughts. “Please?”
I was asked to write butch4butch Scarian angst, and who am I to deny the people what they want? Enjoy!
Bookmarked by fernquad
09 Sep 2025
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so far everything this author has written will torment me forever /pos
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Scar has never been this cold. Not in the desert. It wasn’t right. Grian had enough heat to spare for both of them, and it was too much. All of Scar’s kinetic energy had found its way under Grian’s skin in tremors, leaving Scar’s body completely still. He knew he shouldn’t ask- he wouldn’t get the answer he wanted- but the words swelled between the blood on his tongue and fell out of his bruised and cracking lips.
“Scar?”
Scar did not answer.
Two times where Scar and Grian are forced to mourn alone, and the one time they aren't.
Bookmarked by fernquad
01 Sep 2025
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made me cry SO BAD that i reread it immediately. an amazing portrayal of grief that i'll probably read for a third time when i feel like getting punched so hard in the gut i cannot breathe. 10/10
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"I feel as if we could have a mutually beneficial arrangement." Scar shifted beside him, like he was sitting up, voice getting excited.
"It's fine, Scar. So what if I'm lacking positive intimacy? I'm lacking a lot of things. It's fine."
"I could give it to you!" Scar encouraged. "It's not as if I wouldn't enjoy it too."
"You would get feelings everywhere. No." Grian dropped his hands to look at his friend, who was propped up on his elbow and just barely the spark of his eyes visible in the dark, halo-lit by a torch behind him.
"I promise I will have zero feelings." Scar said earnestly. "Just friends helping each other out."
or: constructing intricate rituals
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- Part 1 of lovely bitter water
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06 Aug 2025
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Grian kills Bdubs, and then comes after Scar with the fury of a man scorned. As he should. As is his right.
Scar does not begrudge him this. Scar kneels, waist deep in murky water, and bares his throat, and says, Kill me. And then he says, hot and desperate, We’ve won, Grian, we’ve won. Can’t we both win?
Grian, his head full of whispers, bares his teeth beneath the rising full moon, and says, No. He says, The ghosts demand a fight.
And Scar, on his knees, smiling, says, Who cares what they have to say? It’s just us here now.
And Grian – a fool, always a fool – listens to him.
(In which Scar and Grian decide to win 3rd Life together. This changes everything, and nothing at all.)
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- Part 1 of here i am, again
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05 Aug 2025
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“How do I know?” The kid spits, knife raised again, trembling violently. His eyes are wet, angry and pleading and piercing right down into Grian’s soul.
“...If I can fly?” Grian asks, confused. His heart is beating fast.
The boy shakes his head violently, taking a lurching step forward, now only a few feet away. Something about his eyes almost seems familiar, but the thought is fleeting. The knife looks sharp. The child is crying, slow tears that barely have an effect on his voice.
“No,” the kid says forcefully. “How do I know you’re not a zombie?”
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A young Scar fresh from a world overtaken by zombies stumbles through The Rift onto Hermitcraft, and is quickly adopted by the rest of the Hermits, who have no idea who he actually is.
An older Scar grapples with a past that he'd rather forget, all while trying to avoid the version of himself he left behind a long time ago.- Language:
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05 Aug 2025
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Be the Death of Me by Mitos (SeriouslyCalamitous)
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
17 Dec 2024
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The insurmountable sound of the roof caving in, the support beams failing, and the marble decorations shattering around him seemed to stop all at once. There was nothing but silence. Cold, abrupt, threatening silence.
As quickly as it had begun, the disaster simply ceased.
“Woah,” an unknown voice chimed, echoing through the rubble. A man smiled down at him, his expression bordering somewhere between surprised and amused. “You’ve caused quite a bit of chaos here, haven’t you?”
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After accidentally wreaking havoc inside a temple in the woods, Grian finds himself indebted to a god he doesn't know, as well as a strange man who calls himself the temple's priest.
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- Part 1 of Until the End