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all that devours by anodymalion
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
04 Feb 2026
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Five minutes ago Hikaru was flipping through a magazine, stretched out on Yoshiki's bed while Yoshiki sat on the floor watching something on his phone. A normal afternoon - right up until Yoshiki turned around, frowning in that way he does when he has a question he's not sure he'll like the answer to. Yoshiki gives Hikaru that kind of look a lot, these days.
"Where do things go when you put 'em inside you? Impurities and stuff?"
And Hikaru shrugged, and said, "I dunno. If you really wanted to find out I guess you'd have to look for yourself."
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17 Feb 2026
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the weirdstyle sensuality goes crazy
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One day he looks up from the scaffolding and realizes that he’s almost exactly at Jaeger height and has to wrap his hand tight against the metal to keep from stepping out into the air. Not because he wants to kill himself or anything, just because for a split second his mind felt that old equilibrium and he just knew he should be able to, should be able to walk straight across the valley in front of him and out into the sea and on forever until he finds whatever’s next.
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23 Jan 2026
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bookmarked for the mindsharing and the velcroing. fucking fantastic concepts. the during-canon sections are my favorite.
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Doom comes to Hawkins, Indiana. Population est. 30,000.
It’s cold, that’s all, and the breeze is kicking up. That’s why Steve feels the chill go up his spine like someone dropped an ice-cube down his back.
“Why wouldn’t I be real, El?”
“The Aboleth got you.”
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Bookmarked by faedemon
19 Jan 2026
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idk why me of the past didnt bookmark this bc its got almost everything i could want in a ST fic. ensemble cast, stoncy particles, compelling plot+antagonist, really good bits of dialogue, etc etc i could go on
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Steve’s never understood why adults always praise him for being a “people person” as if it’s some great accomplishment.
What, like it’s hard?
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Or: Steve Harrington is your average American teenager, he just had to work harder than most to learn how to ignore the emotions bumping into him.
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16 Jan 2026
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really good lengthy emotional friendship shit
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The Battle of Starcourt has been won, but its aftershocks are still rippling. Separated from the rest of the Party, Will struggles with feelings of abandonment, while El is trying to find her place with the Byers and come to terms with the loss of her powers - and the closest thing she's ever had to a father. Back in Hawkins, life is slowly returning to normal, or at least as normal as life ever is. The Party are starting to adjust to having two of their members at a distance, though everyone's still missing El and Will, Mike most of all.
But life in Hawkins never stays normal for long. Someone - or something - is following Steve and Robin, and they may not be the only ones under surveillance. A spectre from El's past makes an unexpected - and unwanted - reappearance. And an old enemy may turn out to be much more than meets the eye.
And sometimes, the bad guys are smart, too.
Separated by miles and misunderstandings, with communications failing and their enemies somehow always one step ahead, Hawkins' strange little fellowship find themselves caught between holding on and moving forward. If they want to survive to see another November, they'll have to face the past - and each other.
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09 Jan 2026
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i'm a sucker for body horror and steve+robin what can i say. also this fic does a good mimic of the show's structure of jumping between different parties that have different information
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“I think we should pretend to date,” Robin says.
“What?” Steve sputters.
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03 Jan 2026
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mike was right this stoncy cocaine stuff hits. also i love steve and robin sooooooooooo much
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anything (anything) for you by wolfish_willow for urisarang
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
01 May 2021
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Desperate not to lose Nancy, Steve proposes she date him and Jonathan at the same time. He didn't mean for the three of them to date each other. But if that's what it will take for Nancy to be willing to stay with him, he'll figure out how to be okay with it.
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Max has started hiding under the bleachers instead of going to class. She doesn't see the point in going, anymore. She doesn't really see the point in anything.
Sometime in the winter of 1985, despite the fact they haven't spoken in months, her least favourite friend decides to join her.
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02 Jan 2026
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being dicks and smoking and skirting the edge of the hurt
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Agnoiology by Buffintruder
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
07 Dec 2025
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"Do you want to try feeling inside me again?" Hikaru asks, eyes bright.
"Would I learn anything new, doing it again?" Yoshiki asks a little skeptically. He has tried it twice already, and if anything, he understands Hikaru less.
"Probably not," Hikaru says, but he hasn't moved, and his eyes remain fixed on Yoshiki.
Yoshiki knows that it would be colossally stupid. He's messing with things he doesn't understand, and he doesn't really need Kurebayashi's warnings to know it's dangerous for himself and those around him. He worries that with each brush against whatever lies beneath Hikaru's skin, he loses more of his humanity, that someday he'll be corrupted beyond recognition.
And yet, a part of him wants.
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In which Yoshiki takes a break from research to try touching Hikaru again.
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23 Dec 2025
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"i feel so full" = constant refrain in pornography. but do they feel as full as yoshiki does in this fic
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Children are disappearing from a village, a village situated near a mountain renowned for the monsters that inhabit it. The medicine seller has come to town in search of a Mononoke. He may have found none, or he may have found a mountain's worth.
~Originally posted to ff.net in 2008~Bookmarked by faedemon
22 Dec 2025
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perfectly evokes mononoke's storytelling. excellent.
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Because after everything, he is neither man nor mononoke, and he is fated to be torn apart from within.
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22 Dec 2025
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gorgeous prose. musing on what it is to be the medicine seller/a bearer of the sword
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unfair by olivertr33
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
20 Oct 2025
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“Yoshiki was holding his breath. Hikaru thought that, if he pushed a little more, his friend would stop breathing altogether and he would finally have a reason to let his own affection rot with a dead body. But he shouldn’t think that.”
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Yoshiki wants Hikaru as much as Hikaru wants Yoshiki.
Hikaru wishes he wasn't aware of that.
Bookmarked by faedemon
20 Dec 2025
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fascinating characterization for og!hikaru. & oh how i love complicated unstated feelings and actions without context
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The Kageyamas were equals — but, when Teru entered the picture, they weren’t, for his reverence painted everything he did. Suddenly, Shigeo was tinged in gold, some savior, and Ritsu was left with little choice but to watch — feel the heat of a nearby fire threatening to singe his skin, a fire he smelled on his clothes, some days.
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Ritsu sees a little too much of himself in Teru.
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10 Dec 2025
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one things shoots forth; another buries itself and roots there
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Following the infiltration of the Seventh Division, Mob and Ritsu ban Dimple from tailing them to school--leaving the pesky ghost to find other ways to entertain himself throughout the day.
(In which Dimple takes to housekeeping, a hobby that does not go unnoticed by the Kageyamas).
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07 Dec 2025
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just really sweet. also an interesting nod towards a concept of compulsion-toward-purpose
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“Mob—!”
Shigeo's barrier shatters around him like a window. His shriek is cut off.
Reigen reacts. It might be the first time in his life that he reacted with his body before his brain.
An ill-fated job goes horrifically wrong. But not as wrong as it could have.
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Due to a matter of circumstance and some near-death escapades, Mob's body gets kidnapped.
...Without Mob himself in it.
(In which the great Reigen Arataka's body becomes a sort of temporary accommodation for Mob's soul, and Reigen quickly finds out he's not really built for this sort of thing.)
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once there were oceans violent inside us by steelplatedhearts
Fandoms: Pirates of the Caribbean (Movies)
19 Feb 2017
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same story, different versions--all have merit, but the truth lies somewhere in the middle, in the dark damp places nobody dares to look.
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Francis Crozier becomes unmoored from time.
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heat creep by anodymalion
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
30 Jul 2025
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They're sitting in the back room of Hikaru's house in front of the TV, playing Smash Bros, when Hikaru turns to him and says, "You should try putting your hand in me again."
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The Sublime and the Beautiful by anodymalion
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
25 Jun 2025
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'The passion caused by the great and sublime in nature, when those causes operate most powerfully, is astonishment; and astonishment is that state of the soul, in which all its motions are suspended, with some degree of horror… A mode of terror or pain is always the cause of the sublime.'
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"If I come out," Hikaru says, "all the way, you promise you won't be scared of me?"
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22 Oct 2025
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yoshiki & his bestie (inaction) (insert essay on that concept here) & his bestie (the line where terror and eroticism meet and mix)