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“I’m no good,” John says, voice cracking. “Why d’you even…” The words for what they are stick.
Once something is real it’s easier to lose.
Arthur pulls John’s face back around, shifting his grip to one side of his jaw and raising the other to mirror it, tilting him firmly towards Arthur’s soft blue eyes. “Y’mean why do I love you?”
He says it almost angry.
John remembers Arthur’s lips in his hair while he lay in that cot in the mountains, wrapped in bandages and half-insane with fever. “Love you,” they’d mouthed against his skull, through unwashed hair and flecked by blood when pulled away. “Love you John Marston, you stupid bastard.”
Now, he shudders apart like a fresh-shot hare. And then he nods, small.
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A gift for my new friend cokobi, who gave me the prompt for this fic: an insecure John receiving reassurance from Arthur, after some jealousy regarding Charles. (Note that there's no Charles bashing here, because in this house we love Charles.)
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29 Jan 2026
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The Care and Keeping of Arthur Morgan by ThePerk42
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
17 Feb 2026
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From the moment of his birth, Arthur Morgan’s life was never going to be an easy one.
And if that doesn’t hit Arthur like a sucker punch to the gut. He ain’t used to people caring to know him beyond what he puts on the table. Dutch and Hosea have always appreciated his ability to aim and shoot a gun, intimidate a mark, get a job done. Miss Grimshaw is grateful for the chores he does around camp without complaint. And John – well, John’s always just seemed to lap up whatever Arthur is willing to give him. The idea that John wants more – wants to really know Arthur, to see him, a part of him no-one else is interested in, it flares up some kind of unfamiliar fear inside of Arthur’s chest.
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25 Jan 2026
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“I’ve gone crazy,” he concludes aloud.
This must be the answer, because his dreams are never this stable, and he doesn’t believe in ghosts. He’s finally lost his ever-loving mind. The grief must have been too much. He’s become one of those men driven insane by tragedy.
“It’s me,” Arthur says, voice raspy around the edges. “You’re not crazy, John.”
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John spends two years trying and failing to move on. Returning to the States, he makes the most unlikely and infuriating discovery of the new century. Life has provided a second chance, and John refuses to let it go to waste.
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- Part 1 of When the Night is Over: Stories
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11 Jan 2026
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“Hey,” Arthur says softly and reaches over, rubbing over the top of John’s back firmly, “S’gonna work out, John.”
“I just… I wish I was,” John whispers, “Normal. I tried with Abi but that weren’t fair to her and it just… It just made me feel bad.”
Arthur frowns at him softly and lightens his touch, gently rubbing up and down the younger man’s spine.
“I just wanna forget about it,” John admits weakly and closes his eyes.
“Forget about what?”
“… I’m just gonna stay out here and be alone,” John’s brows furrow and he lifts his head to look up at Arthur, “Is that too suspicious?”
“I… No, I guess not.”
“I mean no one thinks you're gay,” John rubs at his eyes tiredly then stills, peeking over his hand at Arthur, “Sorry.”
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23 Dec 2025
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Impetus in Composition by orphan_account for sunsmucker
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
18 Oct 2022
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"Can you tip your head back?" Arthur asks and he sounds hesitant, a little ashamed, "Just a bit."
"Mm… Move me," John says, hoarse, "I don't know what you want."
Arthur goes very quiet for a moment then leans back in, two fingers under John's chin, tilting the younger’s head back, exposing his neck.
John’s eyelids flutter for a moment, feeling exposed.
"This ain’t how I sleep," John whispers, teasing.
"It's how I want you."
John almost curses at the pang of heat low in his gut that makes his toes curl in his socks.
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19 Dec 2025
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"C'mon, need you awake, we need to talk."
"Uh-oh," John mutters, half-asleep and Arthur huffs a small laugh before helping John sit up.
"Seriously John. Cleared some things up with Dutch but… I had to fib a bit."
John slowly focuses on him, squinting.
"Fib?"
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19 Dec 2025
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“You’re all pink,” Arthur pulls his hand away and John wrinkles his nose, “You can get closer than that.”
John hesitates though and Arthur rolls his eyes, grabbing his sleeves and tugging him again, until John’s forced to lay right up against the older man’s side.
Arthur wrapping one arm tight around John’s shoulders and holding the younger to himself.
“Better?”
“S’really cold,” John says weakly, “Feel like I’m freezin’.”
Arthur huffs then coos teasingly, pulling John closer, practically on his chest.
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18 Dec 2025
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panpsychism by Lu_do
Fandoms: Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023), Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008)
04 Dec 2023
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“Are you afraid of me?”
The angel gave him one of the warmest smiles he ever witnessed and said, “Not at all.”
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In which a recently unemployed twenty-seven-year-old gets a strange roommate
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14 Dec 2025
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Vash and Wolfwood have something in common — and feel very differently about it.
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- Part 1 of trigun body horror week 2024
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07 Dec 2025
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Despite Wolfwood watching Vash like a circling vulture these days, it takes him almost a week to notice anything is actually wrong. They've all gone through plenty of fits of moodiness before, but this...
Vash looks up at the sky for the hundredth time that day, forehead pressed morosely against the window, and sighs, like he's waiting for his husband to return from the worm wars or something.
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30 Nov 2025
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“Sprawled belly-down, Wolfwood is little more than tousled black hair and flashes of bare skin under largely kicked-off covers. The rhythm of his breathing gently shifts the slope of his back; big inhales and whuffling exhales that Vash teasingly calls snoring when he wants Wolfwood to get all huffy about it, and a miracle in the hushed moments after the day has ended and all there is to do is fall asleep together, chest to chest. Heartbeat to heartbeat.
That feeling — this sight — the deep-rooted joy it causes — is something Vash got impossibly close to losing. To never experiencing crucial parts of it.
It’s the holiest thing he has.”
Vash and Wolfwood enjoy a late morning of their tomorrows.
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13 Oct 2025
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Fitzpleasure by sleepywing
Fandom Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008), Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023)
11 Feb 2024
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26 Sep 2025
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Viktor hears a disturbing rumor about Jayce. He won't let him weather this alone.
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- Part 1 of Little (Jayce healing from CSA)
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15 Jun 2025
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04 Jun 2025
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Viktor and Jayce were soulmates, attached at the hip: partners in everything. That is until a personal betrayal, and Viktor walks away, back to Zaun, leaving Jayce heartbroken.
Years later, Jayce is in hospital, following a nearly fatal accident, Viktor is back to take care of him, and ready to explain what it was that went wrong.
Together again, Jayce feels something he hasn't felt in a long time. But have things really changed enough to be different this time around?Basically: Hurt/comfort with ex husbands to friends to lovers to husbands again.
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- Part 2 of Loved you Before
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02 Jun 2025
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when it comes my turn to lose you by chubsonthemoon
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
02 Jun 2025
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It’s perfect, their terminal velocity. What they’re hurtling towards, and what they’re running from, Jayce can’t say.
All he knows is: when they hit the ground, it will hurt.
Jayce and Viktor, through the seasons, by the sea.
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02 Jun 2025
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When loyal Piltovian knight Jayce Talis gets severely injured in a fall, he's rushed to the infirmary and stripped of his duties. While recovering, he develops an infatuation with the Royal Apothecary in charge of his care, Viktor. He soon learns that Viktor has a dangerous secret, one that may test Jayce's loyalties to his friends, his family, and the very kingdom he's sworn to.
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16 Mar 2025
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After a gruesome war finally comes to treaty, it is decided that the King of Piltover will take a bride from Zaun.
Viktor isn't expecting to be a candidate.
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30 Jan 2025
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we, half dust, half deity by chicandcheesy
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
17 Dec 2024
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Jayce laughs, but there’s no humor in it. It’s bitter, shaky, and scrapes against the walls of his chest on the way out. “I'm afraid of you. Of what you mean to me.” He finds the courage to peer at Viktor again. “That this won’t mean the same thing to you that it does to me.”
Viktor studies him. "And what exactly does this mean to you?"
The question isn’t harsh. It’s resolute; firm in the way Viktor always is when he’s searching for clarity. Jayce doesn’t look away, doesn’t flinch from the weight of it.
"It means everything."
The Hexcore is blipped from existence, and Jayce and Viktor run from the chaos. Turns out that they love each other a little too much.
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28 Dec 2024
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It’s been half a year now since his marriage to Mel fell apart and Jayce became a stay-at-home dad. A little less than that, since he offered Viktor the empty guest room, just to make juggling work and child-rearing overall easier.
It’s a question of convenience, really. Jayce gets to take care of his daughter, but he also has someone to watch her when he needs to run errands, to play with her next door while Jayce is in a conference call with their sponsors.
And if Mae gets a little confused about how many daddies she has… or if Jayce is in denial about what kind of partner he wants Viktor to be… Well. They’re going to figure it out eventually.
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- Part 1 of Lean on me 'verse
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14 Dec 2024