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  1. Summary

    Fills for various fic bingos.

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  2. Summary

    Fills from this kinktober list, in random order.

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  3. Summary

    Yuta and Jaehyun's thrysts behind the scenes, or; nct staff should be paid way more than they probably are.

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  1. Public Bookmark 78

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    In some cruel twist of fate, Ilya can only recall his mother’s face in his nightmares.

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    04 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 99

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    "If you have someone here with you, you can give it to them instead."

    Shane.

    The name came unbidden, immediate.

    Ilya thought of his teammates, the messages he hadn't answered yet. They had said they would come by later, after the operation.

    Shane.

    He thought of Sveta, far away in New York, living a different life, unreachable from this room.

    Shane.

    No one was waiting for him here.

    Shane. Shane. Shane. Shane.

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    Montreal, 2016. Ilya is injured and needs surgery, but he isn’t willing to leave his mother’s cross in a cold, sad hospital safe.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander was an incredible hockey player. His shot accuracy was legendary. He was a fantastic strategist and play caller. He, despite Ilya's insistence otherwise, was one of the fastest on the ice. Still, none of that was what made Shane great.

    What made him great was how he cared. Shane would do anything for his team - including get his hands a little dirty.

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    Shane Hollander can be bad, too. Five times Shane's gloves come off on the ice.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Something tugs in the center of his chest. He should be angry, furious at his brother for trying to do something to screw him over, even after years of not speaking. He’s been doing the same since they were kids, using Ilya as a scapegoat to slip out of his responsibilities and consequences for his own actions. Doing this - getting a woman pregnant that isn’t his wife and claiming it’s Ilya who has done it - is just something else to add to the list.

    Instead he just looks at the picture of this tiny little boy and wonders if he’ll have freckles.

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    04 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 47

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    Shane makes it very, very clear that he doesn’t approve. In his own stupid, adorable way. 

    First, Ilya receives three links to articles about arrested Russian activists. Ilya rolls his eyes, but reads them; it’s nothing he hasn’t seen before. Second, he receives an email from their lawyer Mikhaila with Farrah CC’d in, officially advising him not to go. Third, Shane sidles up to him on the couch, kisses his neck, and asks why they can’t just send Mikhaila. 

    The third attempt almost convinces him, but Ilya kisses his husband back and steadies himself; Ilya knows that, for one last time, he has to go to Russia.

    Or: Ilya gets arrested for the second time in his life. 

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    04 Mar 2026