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    Though with all of the planning and formulating, the perfecting and order— some things are bound to get screwed up. Zanka just didn’t know it came in the shape of one single person.

     

    Or, the one college au where Jabber wrecks Zanka's life by existing and looking pretty.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    For you, for me - he clutches the worn wood of the staff tightly to his chest, like a child seeking comfort in its favorite stuffed animal - I will not allow you to be ripped away from me.

    When it's with him, his soul feels whole.

    The massive hole is gone, the voices of doubt in his head quieted by the sensation of old wood against his palms.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    To the Cleaners, their bond doesn’t make sense— they don’t know, likely won’t ever know what they went through together, how Jabber initiated and Zanka, in an unhinged rush of stress, pain and desire, met him halfway.

    They’re too similar not to have ended up like this, he thinks bleakly. Maybe it was bound to have happened, one way or another.

    After the loop, Zanka recovers. But recovery is not a steady slope, and before the healing process can begin, all infected areas must be purged. The question is: once all the ugly bits are cut away, how much of Zanka really remains?

    A continuation of Larkspur.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    "GREAT! Just great! As if this could GET any better!" Zanka bites out, seething. Of course he's stuck here, injured, in a damp, dirty cell, and of course he's stuck here with fucking Jabber of all people.

    Jabber whistles appreciatively, "Man, you're in a mood today. Wake up on the wrong side of the bed?" and cackles at his own joke. Zanka's gonna strangle him. He's gonna rip out those bars with his bare hands and use them to beat Jabber to death.

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    Zanka is taken by some people who want to study givers. Jabber is there too. This somehow makes everything both better and so much worse.

     

    Disclaimer: do NOT feed my work into generative AI or I will fucking GET you.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    BSD mental health and trauma-centric unconnected fics.

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    05 Jan 2026