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mine all mine by beyondearths
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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It was during this hysterical lament that Ilya realized what was wrong, what was off. The initial softness, the confusion, the vulnerability. It was out of character — Shane was so often in control of himself, of what he said, even when emotions were high . . . with one exception.
If Ilya fucked him particularly . . . intensely, if he got Shane feeling a lot, he'd get soft afterwards. Quiet, a little ditzy, emotional. The first time it'd happened — or the first time he'd recognized it — was years ago in Las Vegas after winning MVP. He remembered the look on Hollander's face when he left — wide and teary-eyed, lip trembling, tripping over himself.
Since then, with a little trial and error, Ilya had learned how to manage it. Had grown to love it. If he treated him right, he could buff away all of Shane's sharp edges and be left with the soft, gooey inside. Floating and tethering himself to Ilya.
Now, Shane was out there, floating, without anyone to tether himself to. Falling. And suddenly Ilya was panicking, too.
or: shane, trying to get over rozanov, has sex with someone else and and falls into subdrop. scared and confused, he calls ilya.
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24 Feb 2026
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Our Captain, Their Problem by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke, or maybe for a meteor strike; he is really not picky. J.J., on the other hand, is trying to bleach the image of his sweet captain making out with Ilya fucking Rozanov from his brain.
It's a very normal day for the Montreal Canadiens.
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23 Feb 2026
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"Panic attack," Shane corrected.
"Yes, that. So." He tapped the bottom of the can. "Cold. And sugar. And," he squeezed, tight but not sudden, "this. Pressure. Warm."In which Shane panics just a little harder, post tuna melts. Ilya responds well to panic.
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20 Feb 2026
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“I don’t skip meals just because I feel like it.”
“Dah, yes,” Ilya rolls his eyes, throwing his hands up in the air. He feels insane. Shane not understanding his worth makes him insane. “Obviously. You skip meals because you don’t believe you deserve it. So much better, Hollander.”
He knows it's the wrong thing to say the second the words leave his mouth. Shane, stunned in silence as all the air leaves his lungs.
or, Ilya knows Shane's habits, and Shane is having a bad eating day
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20 Feb 2026
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During a homestay for the World Championships in Finland, Shane catches a stomach bug that completely derails his already-disrupted routines. When sensory overload and illness combine to shut him down entirely, Ilya has to navigate protecting his secret boyfriend while advocating with team doctors who don't understand why their patient won't just eat the damn soup.
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20 Feb 2026