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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    He’s not new to Eddie’s feelings. He knows them like the back of his hand, has watched Eddie bury so much throughout the years until it all came boiling out like hot lava. He was there when the volcano erupted, watched as Eddie’s life fell apart around him. Thought he’d be the one to help pick up the pieces, but that wasn’t a role Eddie seemed to want him to take.

    When Eddie made the decision to go to Texas, the ground opened up and Buck fell straight in. He feels like he’s been clawing his way out ever since. Eddie made so many decisions without even talking to Buck, and he knows he doesn’t have a right to Eddie’s every waking thought, he just thought Eddie would want to share those things with him, the same way he wants to share everything with Eddie.

    Sometimes he thinks he’s still trapped in that kitchen.

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    14 Nov 2025

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    “I’m a lot,” Buck acknowledges, laughing awkwardly.

    “I don’t ever want you to be anything less.”

    Eddie says it like it’s the most simple thing in the world. Like it’s a fact. Buck is a lot, but Eddie doesn’t ever want him to be different. He doesn’t ever want him to change. The words stick to Buck’s sun-warmed skin and soothe some of the wounds that Tommy has inadvertently opened up.

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    11 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Johanka is made of burning flesh and whispers, "God, yes."

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    11 May 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    Buck supposes a kitchen countertop makes a mighty fine substitute for a bed.

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    15 Apr 2025