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When Castiel was homeless it took a toll on his physical, mental and emotional health. He never told Sam or Dean about it. He felt shame but he turns that shame into helping homeless people out whenever Sam and Dean are asleep, or he's not with them. He knows he shouldn't keep it a secret but he can't bring himself to tell the brothers what he's doing because then he'd have to explain how he really lived as a human.
Castiel just wants to help everyone out.
Sam and Dean are concerned that their friend is hiding something from them.
It’s first person POV but please trust me it’s good
Flashbacks to season 9 throughout.
December 2020 edit: THIS FIC IS CURRENTLY BEING REREAD AND EDITED BY ME SO ANY SPELLING OR GRAMMAR MISTAKES YOU FIND PLEASE LET ME KNOW AS IM CURRENTLY EDITING- Language:
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20 May 2020
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Dean is having a very long day; a very long month, a very long year. His last hunt was a shit-show, Sam's been acting strangely, and Cas is nowhere to be seen. He just wants a bit of respite in his crappy motel room, but when something goes bump in the night, he's forced to reckon with more than the intruder.
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11 May 2020
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A short vignette of Dean and Cas as they return from a hunt a little worse for wear.
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A ficlet I wrote to accompany a piece of fanart made for Winchester-Reload’s Suptober prompt “Battered”.
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11 May 2020
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When solitary witch Castiel finds an injured dog unconscious in his garden, he takes it in. He's expecting to heal it, look after it for a few days, then perhaps return it to its owners.
He's not expecting it to be one of the strongest familiars he's ever met.
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11 May 2020
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“You told me in tongues.” Dean snaps “Can you try it again in English?”
At his side, Cass bristles. “My deal is when I’m happy he will take me.”
“Dean.” He begins. “The things that can make me happy are numbered. When the Shadow peered inside my mind, it saw everything. My feelings of inadequacy and uselessness, my greatest fears, my enemies… the people I love.”
“I’m not saying you made the wrong call Cass.” He says gently. “Just - why didn’t you tell us?”
“What would that have done?”
“Something.” Dean insists. “We'd have gone face to face with that monster!”
“There it is.” Cass says softly. “What good would that have done? The thing that could make me happy… facing off against the being who wishes to take it all away?”
That gives Dean pause. “Me and Sam… we make you happy?”
“Yes.” Cass says carefully. “Being with you and Sam brings me great joy.”
“Dean.” Cass says sternly, catching his attention. “Once I thought that you knew. You are a connoisseur in matters such as this. Now, that we're in a place that is all our own, I think you’re ready to hear this.”
Dean’s been ready for the past hour, but okay.
“You make me unbelievably happy Dean.”
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29 Apr 2020