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    Inspired by all these Shane Hollander gets subdrop after the Vegas scene fics.
    Where Shane leaves Ilya's room feeling incredibly self-destructive and Ilya pulls him out of it.

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    Shane's autism, being properly drunk for the first time, and going into subdrop make for an insanely whumpy combination.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.

    So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?

    Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.

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    Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.

    And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.

    Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    The gods, heavens, and hells are displeased by the outcome of events in Westeros that see Bran the Broken take the throne. Granting the heavens and hells an allowance to try and correct where they failed, the gods allow them to select one soul from each of their ranks to send back in time. The hells choose Tywin and the heavens choose Jaime. With their memories intact, both much find a way to rewrite history for their version of the better.

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    12 Dec 2025

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    The last thing Arya remembered was killing the Night King, but then she wakes, confused and disoriented in the Godswood on the day of her own birth. Her relief that all her family is still alive is quickly tempered by the realization that all her family's enemies are also alive again. And so she sets out once again to cross all the names off her list and keep the Starks alive this time - regardless of whether they would approve.

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    19 Sep 2025

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    Child neglect isn't all bad, Tim tells himself when his parents sends apologies and mail-delivered gifts and an increased credit line for his 10th birthday. None of the other ten-year-olds have this kind of independence -- even Robin has a bedtime. And he's heard from Ives that his parents limit his "screentime", which sounds quite barbaric. So this is fine, really. He's ten and will be starting eighth grade in the fall. He doesn't need his parents in order to thrive, he can grow on his own, in the shadow of their neglect and inattention. He can be their set-it-and-forget-it kid.

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    Tim is doing great being an independent vigilante, he's fine! He doesn't need help, he's definitely not estranged from the family -- he's just being independent.

    Good thing he's part of a family of detectives who have their own ways of reaching out.

    Featuring two powerpoints, one casefile, half a contract, a roomba, and several hugs.

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    14 Sep 2025