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    "His skates edge caught wrong, shifted his weight, and he fucking fell down. The world tilted just enough.
    That’s all it took.

    One bad second. One bad angle. The puck sliding away like it was never his to begin with.

    He swallows hard, throat tight.

    I lost them the Cup.

    The words belong to himself. They’re just there, sitting in his chest.

    Why—

    “What the fuck was that, Hollander?”"

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    The one where Shane trips at the last Montreal vs Ottawa game and his Team are not kind about it. And what happens when he runs into Ilyas Teammate. What happens when Ilya finds out.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    When Shane was displeased with Ilya, there was a certain intensity in his speech that called to Ilya like a siren song, dragging him to an early grave with its vehemence. His voice would pitch higher, bossy and prissy and so stridently righteous it should be intolerable.

    But Ilya was, for all intents and purposes, a whore. And nothing made him harder than his husband putting him in his place.

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    or, 5 times ilya ragebaits shane because being yelled at by his husband turns him on, +1 time shane realizes he’s doing it on purpose.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    “You’re very pretty when you cry.”

    “Oh my god,” Shane breathes, squirming, but Ilya holds him tight until he looks back at him. “After all of that, that’s all you have to say?”

    “I’m sorry,” he says, voice low and honest. “But you are.”

    “You’re sleeping on the sofa.”

    “No, I still have to make it up to you.”

    Shane’s nostrils flare, but in the way they do just before he smiles. “Do you do this to every man you’re trying to seduce? Make them cry?”

    Ilya hums, amused, and lets his face drift close to Shane’s again. “Just you.”

    Or: Ilya doesn't let Shane walk away after his offer to let Shane "explore sex beyond Ilya," (pg. 217 of TLG).

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    08 Feb 2026

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    After their disastrous dinner, Ilya reaches out to Hayden. He doesn't want to be fighting with his boyfriend's best friend. They have lunch.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.

    Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”

    “Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.

    Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.

    He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.

    OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.

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    07 Feb 2026