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  1. Public Bookmark 75

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    Ilya's supposed to tell Shane when he's getting bad again. He's promised, over and over, to ask for help. To reach out. To let Shane take care of him for once.

    Ilya genuinely means it when he makes this promise. He has no intention of breaking it.

    The issue is this: Ilya doesn't always realize things are getting bad. Actually, he almost never notices until someone else does.

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    In the midst of a depressive episode, Ilya wonders if Shane truly understands what he's signing up for.

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    17 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 44

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    He isn’t sure why it took Shane so long to notice. Maybe it was the dim lighting of the hotel rooms, the urgency of one more time before one of them would inevitably get dressed and leave again. Maybe he had seen and not said anything before now, knowing Ilya’s unwillingness to rip his own heart out of his chest and lay it on the table. Maybe he wasn’t prepared for Ilya to be even more broken and fucked up than he already was.

    Maybe, if he knew why, he wouldn’t want Ilya at all.

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    Shane notices childhood scars on Ilya's shoulder that never fully healed, and Ilya is not okay.

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    17 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    "You're freezing," Shane said cautiously.

    “No, no, I am so warm. But it is great! Here, look, I made food,” Ilya said and all but tore his hand back because Shane was trying to turn it over to where the cut was. He turned back to the frying pan.

    The meat was burnt. Why did that keep happening?

    “Ilya. You're really, really freaking me out right now.”

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    Ilya was a hiker. He lived on mountains and in their ravines. It was life as he had known it for over a decade. It was how Ilya was, a trait passed down from his mother.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    John wants pain so that he can sleep. Bob thinks he needs kindness instead.

    It's hard to admit to needing help, but John will get there. Eventually.

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    03 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    Bob sees John’s old fatigues for one second and it all spirals from there.

    Feat. My second ever smut attempt and Bob’s competency kink vs John’s praise kink.

    I don’t know anything about the American military so I substituted with information from my country’s military like God intended.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    From a very long prompt at avengerkink, which begins:

    All new SHIELD agents are given a psych workup that is used to determine what the best means of discipline would be for each recruit. Enough agents respond best to spanking that specific training in spanking techniques and other associated skills (scolding, how to read when someone's really had enough vs. just needs to struggle, appropriate aftercare, tailoring all of the above a specific agents and situations) is a standard part of the training all handlers and senior agents get. Agents must discuss with, agree and consent to all forms of discipline with their handlers/superiors everyone involved gets a veto.

    The psych eval, and pretty much anyone who's ever worked with him, agree that Agent Barton will respond best to spanking. In fact, he doesn't seem to respond to any other form of discipline at all. And he's vetoed spanking and refuses to discuss it.

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    30 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 3

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    30 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 5

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    Reed doesn’t look up.

    “I reran the material coefficients,” he mutters. “If we’d shifted the density of the weave pattern by even two percent—”

    “Reed.”

    He freezes. Just for a second. Then keeps typing.

    “Stop doing the math for a moment please.”

    He looks over at her and she sees the bags under his eyes, the pallor that speaks of days of little light and less sleep.

    —- —
    Three days after the mission that changes everything for the Fantastic Four, Reed's unable to stop blaming himself for what happened. When he tries to spend another sleepless night pouring over the suit specs, drowning in blame, Ben and Sue step in.

    Spanktember 2025 prompt: (punished) away from home **contains spanking of an adult**

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    30 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 36

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    It didn't take him long to notice. It seemed like Andrew was the only one in the house who was eating. He needed to fix that.

    Then, he saw it happening again. He had to fix that.

    And then, it was instinct.

    Andrew Minyard is the mom of The Monsters, trust bro trust 🙏

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    30 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 38

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    Rising rock star, Loki Laufeyson, is having difficulty keeping his reputation in check. His manager hires him one of the industry's most wanted agents, Mobius. M. Mobius. Loki is displeased by this arrangement and does everything he can to change this nonchalant man's mind about being his agent. However, Loki is struck with a growing attraction to the agent in this process. To his secret enjoyment, Mobius seems to be experiencing the same feelings.

    As this relationship grows, Loki and Mobius must conquer the world of fame by dodging reporters, dealing with toxic past lovers, and paving the way to the life they truly desire.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    Clint is seventeen when he's captured and recruited by S.H.I.E.L.D. He's twenty when he realises his handler's got him messed up big-time.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    In which Billy Hargrove has people on his side. What would have happened if a few people had decided to take a closer look at Billy and see that what he needed was a little help. With lots of found family and Neil bashing.

    Also the Upside Down is conveniently forgotten and never really mentioned after the first chapter. I am well aware of the gaping plot hole, and I have chosen to ignore it.

     

    A hand landed on his window sill and Billy cursed at himself for flinching. Hopper peered down at him, giving Billy and the car a once-over, an eyebrow raising at the smell of alcohol. “You know how fast you were going son?”

    Billy’s done this dance before, knows the question is hypothetical and that there’s nothing he can say to convince the cop otherwise. So he smirked, the corners of his mouth pulling at the bruise on his jaw. “Real damn fast I hope.”

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Billy has always known that his life was less than desirable. He’d long given up trying to fix his broken relationship with his father and was instead trying to survive him.

    After a rough encounter with Neil, Billy is offered a chance at a better life. A chance to be a normal kid.

    But things have never been that easy for Billy.

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    12 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 36

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    “I said I got clothes for you,” Tony says, his voice soft and a little challenging, as if loving Steve was a rebellion, now, an act of defiance, if only because Steve didn’t think he would.

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    03 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 71

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    “Flo,” Hopper is saying, pulling the door shut behind him with some effort, his brows pulled together, face red from the cold. “What are you still doing here? You’re gonna get snowed in.”

    “Your kid’s here,” Florence says, gesturing at Jonathon with her pen. “I wasn’t gonna leave ‘till someone took him home. His mama’s not getting him.”

    “She is,” Jonathan inputs, shrinking again. He forces himself to get up to his feet, put his glass down. Hopper’s eyes zero in on him immediately, and the red in his face pales. He mutters shit under his breath, and Jonathan gets the distinct impression that either Florence didn’t tell him like she promised, or Hopper forgot. “Um. She’s looking for Will right now, did she tell you?”

    AKA: After Will went missing, Jonathan isn't always the first thing on Joyce's mind. Hopper picks up the pieces.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    It's Ilya and Shane's first Christmas together as an actual couple, and Ilya is a bit nervous to spend it with Shane's family. Of course, when he wakes up sick a few days before the holiday, that won't do. He can't ruin Christmas.

    Or, Ilya learns what it means to be cared for.

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    25 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 5

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    What if Stick tortured young Matt to teach him how to handle pain?

    Foggy presses the subject of Stick and Matt has to process how he really feels about the man.

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    25 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 64

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    Clark catches onto his boyfriend's insecure mannerisms and does something about it.
    Bruce still denies until Clark breaks him.

     

    Cue the mirror sex yall ♡
    This was request tew♡

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    22 Dec 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 61

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    The five of them bicker constantly, but it’s never been like it was when they were living with Lonnie; no one is screaming or throwing things, and Jonathan isn’t hiding in his room and blaring music to try and cover up the sound.

    Their arguments were rarely charged with genuine anger.

    Maybe that’s why today threw him off so badly.

     

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    Jonathan hears Hopper and El arguing, and it triggers some memories from living with his dad.

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    21 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 78

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    Joyce's life has revolved around her children the moment she first got pregnant, and she's happier for it. Unfortunately, her husband Lonnie doesn't feel the same way. She tries her hardest, but things are difficult on her own. Luckily she has one person she can depend on. Jim is always there for her and the kids, and, for various reasons, he'll become even closer to the family, especially her oldest.

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    5 times Jim Hopper acts like Jonathan's father, and 1 time he is.

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    21 Dec 2025

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