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How a Russian Takes his Porridge by lavagirlultra
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Feb 2026
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Ilya's supposed to tell Shane when he's getting bad again. He's promised, over and over, to ask for help. To reach out. To let Shane take care of him for once.
Ilya genuinely means it when he makes this promise. He has no intention of breaking it.
The issue is this: Ilya doesn't always realize things are getting bad. Actually, he almost never notices until someone else does.
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In the midst of a depressive episode, Ilya wonders if Shane truly understands what he's signing up for.
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17 Feb 2026
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two bodies (riddled with scars from our preteens) by tenaciousturtle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Feb 2026
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He isn’t sure why it took Shane so long to notice. Maybe it was the dim lighting of the hotel rooms, the urgency of one more time before one of them would inevitably get dressed and leave again. Maybe he had seen and not said anything before now, knowing Ilya’s unwillingness to rip his own heart out of his chest and lay it on the table. Maybe he wasn’t prepared for Ilya to be even more broken and fucked up than he already was.
Maybe, if he knew why, he wouldn’t want Ilya at all.
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Shane notices childhood scars on Ilya's shoulder that never fully healed, and Ilya is not okay.
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17 Feb 2026
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When tomorrow terrifies you (but you'll die if you look back) by tiredfairycake
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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"You're freezing," Shane said cautiously.
“No, no, I am so warm. But it is great! Here, look, I made food,” Ilya said and all but tore his hand back because Shane was trying to turn it over to where the cut was. He turned back to the frying pan.
The meat was burnt. Why did that keep happening?
“Ilya. You're really, really freaking me out right now.”
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Ilya was a hiker. He lived on mountains and in their ravines. It was life as he had known it for over a decade. It was how Ilya was, a trait passed down from his mother.
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16 Feb 2026
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a little kindness to calm the mind by preachingdoll
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Jun 2025
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John wants pain so that he can sleep. Bob thinks he needs kindness instead.
It's hard to admit to needing help, but John will get there. Eventually.
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03 Feb 2026
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Bob sees John’s old fatigues for one second and it all spirals from there.
Feat. My second ever smut attempt and Bob’s competency kink vs John’s praise kink.
I don’t know anything about the American military so I substituted with information from my country’s military like God intended.
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31 Jan 2026