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17 Jan 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.
“Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
“Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”
“Of course.”
Of course.
“Was it better?”
“Yes.”
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Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
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- Part 1 of something you can fix
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17 Jan 2026
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I'm Reading Your Lips (You're Speaking My Language) by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”
“Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.
“No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”
“Go fuck yourself.”
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Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.
And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?
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- Part 1 of Competition is Better With a Friend
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17 Jan 2026
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fetch-life by thesehands
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater, Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater
23 Sep 2024
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“This isn’t the future,” Ronan said. It felt like stating the obvious. He wasn’t sure how to explain to Adam that they were not in a prophetic vision; they were in the landscape of Ronan’s childhood dreams.
“No, it’s…,” Adam peered around the forest with shrewd, curious eyes. “It’s never been like this before.”
“That might be my fault,” Ronan said morosely. “My brother thinks I don’t have a future. It could just be that there’s nothing to see.”or: it's the 1980s, and magic is real. ronan thinks he's the loneliest man in the world. then, he meets adam.
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21 Dec 2025
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screamland by thesehands
Fandom Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater, Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
20 Dec 2025
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21 Dec 2025
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go running by thesehands
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater, Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater
22 Dec 2024
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“Sure, but since you’re back so soon,” Ronan said carefully, like he was approaching a startled animal, “You have time to fuck me again before you leave.”
“Before you leave,” Adam corrected, pointedly, annoyed that he was still wearing his sweaty running clothes. He should be done with his shower by now, but the imposition of Ronan’s half-naked presence in his apartment had once again thrown off his entire routine. “You were supposed to be gone already.”or: most of the time, ronan takes his crucifix off when they have sex. sometimes, he doesn't. sometimes, adam thinks he might be ready for a relationship. most of the time, he doesn’t.
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- Part 1 of screamland
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07 Dec 2025
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crying and throwing up about adam parrish
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Andrew absolutely should not be interested in Kevin's protege.
For one thing, he's too young.
For another thing...
Nope, that's it.
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26 Nov 2025
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07 Nov 2025
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After an upbringing lacking in mundanity, Neil just wants to live a “normal” life. He’s got a home, a circle of friends, a job — why not give casual sex a shot?
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15 Oct 2025
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In the beginning, there is only Andrew. In the end, the universe.
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27 Sep 2025
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Adam was looking forward to his year of fieldwork in Ireland. He had a small cottage to himself, a job rehabilitating seals at the Wildlife Rescue, and time and space to conduct his own research. What he definitely hadn’t signed up for was babysitting the mysterious man who never seemed to leave the beach.
Who was Ronan Lynch, anyways? What exactly was his obsession with the seals? And why did his sharp grin make Adam feel like he had been struck by lightning?
The sea harbors many secrets, Adam Parrish.
Written for TRC Reverse Big Bang 2021
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- Part 1 of come away, o human child
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15 Jul 2025
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don't it beat a slow dance to death by solitarydreaming
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
18 Sep 2020
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Adam gets trapped in a time loop with a morbid twist and finds an unlikely ally in Ronan Lynch.
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21 May 2025
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it's all fun and games ('til somebody falls in love) by alteradam
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
11 May 2025
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Fucking fine. Fuck. He was opening the app.
Hello, greywaren! it greeted him cheerily. He rolled his eyes. You have 1 new match(es)!
He steeled himself. Took a breath. Clicked on the notification bell.(The AU where Adam is a high-end escort and it goes exactly as you'd expect)
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18 May 2025
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“Christ, Kevin, would you just calm down?” she said, exasperated. “I mean, God, do you have a crush on him or something?”
She did not expect Kevin to stare back at her, again, as if she were an idiot.
“What?” she demanded.
Kevin visibly hesitated. “They didn’t tell you?” he asked dubiously.
“Tell me what? That you’re a bloody psycho?”
Kevin stared at her some more. He flicked his gaze over her shoulder, to where she knew Andrew and Neil still were. When he looked at her again, a flush had begun to crawl up his neck. He cleared his throat. His lips parted on words that would not come.
She stared back at him. “Oh my god, have you actually got a crush on Andrew?”
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Five times the Foxes find out Neil has two boyfriends, plus one other time.
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16 Aug 2022
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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.
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24 Jun 2022
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An ex-girlfriend turned best friend and an adopted daughter with an expanding vocabulary decide to be nosy little shits at precisely the same time. Ronan and Adam meet on Instagram.
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04 Jun 2022
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Andrew and Neil meet at Easthaven. Everything is very soft and kind of sad.
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11 May 2022
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I didn't know I was broken 'til i wanted to change
I wanna get better, better, better, better,
I wanna get betterOr, Andrew persuades Neil to give Dr. Betsy Dobson a chance and the decision starts to change their relationship in ways they didn't expect.
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- Part 1 of Shut Up, This is Love
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11 May 2022
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Garden Privileges by justadreamfox, likearecord for djhedy
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
07 Oct 2021
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Andrew has carved out a little piece of garden paradise for himself in the back yard of his shitty flat. And it’s been only for himself… until his (gorgeous) new (extremely attractive) upstairs neighbor shows up with a dog, asking if it can do its business in the garden.
Andrew says yes (because of course he does).
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09 Oct 2021
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"Please consider what I’m about to say. Think of it as you return to your mother. You must put as much thought into it as you can. Will you? Please, promise me you will.”
“Yes! Whatever it is, I’ll consider it.”
“Eventually Lord Hades will have mercy upon you. He will. I know that must sound strange—the most severe of the gods showing mercy where his kindred won’t—but it’s the truth. The Olympians are more… unreliable. The only way I can see to protect the Underworld and in turn you and your mother is this: Bind yourself to me.” His hands tremble. He brushes his thumb along the crook of Zag’s throat, so very sweet, even when he’s rigid with tension. “Wed me.”
Raised by his mother far away from both Olympus and the Underworld, a strange series of events leads Zagreus to meeting a faceless, nameless Chthonic god.
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21 Aug 2021