bluphaelion
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real enough to get me through by bluphaelion
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
26 Jan 2026
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Jayce’s own breathing echoes back at him in the silence. No more wind, no more eerie automatons creaking and crackling as their faceless heads track his movement. No, he’s somewhere else now, somewhere he never thought he’d see again.
He takes a faltering step. There’s movement somewhere to his left, a stool scraping the floor—and a voice. A voice he’d recognize anywhere.
“Jayce?” That familiar accent, honey-warm and hesitant. Confused.
The crutch falls to the ground with a reverberating clatter that nearly drops Jayce to his knees with the agony it rips through his skull. He’s shaking, he realizes dimly, probably has been for a while. Fear coils its way up his throat—this isn’t real, it can’t be…
“…Jayce. Look at me.”
Before he can move, before he can even breathe, warm, gentle hands are cupping his face. Tilting his chin upward with such care. And when Jayce looks up he sees Viktor’s face, pinched with confusion and worry.
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can’t feel this way forever by bluphaelion
Fandoms: Loki (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe
20 Aug 2024
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Loki’s hands are numb. The room feels stretched out and far away, like the view through a fish-eye lens. He’s suddenly very afraid that he might be losing his mind.
They’re all looking at him. Casey, O.B., B-15, Sylvie, Mobius. And there’s shock on all their faces, and confusion, and dismay—but there’s also concern, and it cuts deeper than a dagger.
So Loki does what he does best, and he hides. He stumbles away, away from the Loom, away from the prying stares, away from everything just for a moment—his breathing is shallow and far too fast, but he can’t stop it. He can’t stop anything except time, so that’s what he does. A flick of his trembling finger freezes everything, leaving him alone in a sudden, eerie silence.
All the time in the world. It’s too much and not enough.
(Or: one too many failed repetitions pushes Loki past his breaking point, frozen in time just before the end of the universe. Mobius finds him anyway.)
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Crowley’s good deed in an Edinburgh graveyard goes unnoticed by Hell (for now). In the meantime, it’s up to Aziraphale to take care of a very drunk, very clingy demon.
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standing guard (i’m falling apart) by bluphaelion
Fandoms: Moon Knight (TV 2022), Marvel Cinematic Universe
13 Aug 2022
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Jake shoots bolt upright, gasping and shuddering as a rush of night air chills the sweat sticking the t-shirt to his back. The frantic staccato of his heart is so loud it almost seems to echo in the dark.
Short, ragged breaths rattle his body as he tips his head back against the wall. It’s only been—what, a few days? A week?—since their return from the Duat. Maybe coming back to life fried his brain. Or a bunch of wires got crossed, and now Marc’s nightmares are transferring over to Jake like some sort of weird feedback loop.
Nightmare feels like too childish a description for…whatever that was. He can almost feel the sand between his fingers, blood on his palms, stone walls closing in around him like—
No. Get it together.
(After Harrow’s defeat, Jake is determined to let Marc and Steven enjoy some semblance of a normal life.
Turns out, serving Khonshu in secret is the easy part.)
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i’d like it if you stayed by bluphaelion
Fandoms: Moon Knight (TV 2022), Marvel Cinematic Universe
16 Jun 2022
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“Can I ask you a weird question?”
Layla studies Jake over the rim of her glass, curious but unperturbed. He raises an eyebrow at her.
“How weird?”
For Layla, that word could mean a host of things. He’s anticipating something like an ethically dubious would-you-rather question, or maybe another diatribe about stolen artifacts in museums. Her actual response comes out of left field like a runaway freight train.
“Can I hug you?”
Jake chokes so violently that lemonade sprays back into his eyes.
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fault lines tremble underneath my glass house (but i put it out of my mind) by shadoweddepths
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Jan 2026
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John’s like a passenger in his own body, watching himself fuck up one of the only good relationships left in his life, unable to stop himself from spewing hatred at the one person in this entire building who actually gives a shit about him.
“Can you hear yourself?” Bob asks, voice deadly quiet.
“What the fuck does that mean?”
Bob’s gaze is the kind of unflinching that makes John want to look away. “Can you hear yourself pushing me away?”
And that –
Yes. Yes, he can. And it’s – he doesn’t want to, not really, not Bob. Not the one person who offers him friendship without conditions or expectations. But he feels – wild. Uncontrollable. The anger is a living thing, thrashing in his veins, threatening to explode if he doesn’t let it out.
“Fuck off,” he snarls. His limbs are fucking shaking with it, with this thing inside him that he can’t control, and he –
[sometimes john's self-destruction gets the best of him. bob helps him pick up the pieces.]
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19 Feb 2026
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Within the walls of the Slave 1, Din Djarin falls apart.
Post Chapter 14: The Tragedy
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- Part 1 of Canon Compliant Snapshots
Bookmarked by bluphaelion
19 Feb 2026
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one kind word can warm three winter months (好言一句三冬暖) by cursive_eve
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime & Manga)
13 Nov 2025
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Suguru stands up too, slowly, as if Satoru is a spooked deer. For the second time this evening, he is at a loss for what to do.
‘I’m supposed to-,’ Satoru furrows his eyebrows in confusion, ‘I’m meant to be doing something, what am I…’ he trails off, wringing his hands. Suguru doesn’t know where Satoru thinks he is, but it can’t be here.
Satoru’s breaths are coming faster and faster as he darts his gaze around, wild eyes scanning the room. Like he’s planning to try to make a break for it. Which, actually-- Suguru thinks, watching Satoru inch closer towards the open window-- Satoru might be planning on doing. Suguru cannot let that happen- a delirious Satoru is a liabilty.or: geto learns that maybe there’s more to the annoying rich kid in his new class than he first thought, and gojo learns that maybe his clan was wrong and it’s okay to accept help from others
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- Part 1 of seasons
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15 Feb 2026
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Mobius leaned over, and with a decisive action, placed his own hand in the path of Loki’s.
He froze, their fingers mere centimetres from touching.
“Take it slow,” Mobius whispered after a moment. “I want to help.”
Loki raised his eyes to him again, and the empathy and understanding in his expression incited with piercing clarity the recollection of everything he loved about this incredible human.
Gods, I’ve missed him so much.
When Loki returns to the TVA after his lonesome vigil at The End of Time, he is troubled by an unexpected reaction to the presence of others. But time spent alone with Mobius allows him to quickly readapt.
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- Part 1 of To Live Anew
Bookmarked by bluphaelion
11 Feb 2026
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Mobius falls victim to acute insomnia in the aftermath of a disastrous mission, and attempts to hide it.
A sequel to my Hurtcember fic, Runaway
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11 Feb 2026