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He doesn’t have a problem with sex. It’s just sometimes things head that way with a bird and then he has to do it because it’s gone on too long, or sometimes he doesn’t feel well—that strangely nauseous feeling limping up his throat—but he has to do it anyway because the other boys are doing it—because it won’t make sense for Paul not to, because it won’t look right.
And sometimes after it’s fine, and he’s glad he made himself. And sometimes after he doesn’t feel fine. Sometimes after he lies in bed and he can’t stop shaking and he doesn’t know why. Sometimes he sits in the bottom of the shower until the cold chases the ache away.
Or: The long awaited sequel to 'You Never Give Me Your Money.'
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06 Feb 2026
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"Paul remembers wanting to beg. Sitting at the kitchen counter with the light off, peering out into the living room while Jim watched the races. He remembers wanting to scream. Look at me. Pay attention to me. Say something to me."
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It's 1963 and Paul is on the edge of a nervous breakdown. John is living with Cynthia, and all Paul has left is Jim.
An examination of George Martin and Paul's relationship in the early days of The Beatles, or: how George Martin comes to adopt Paul, and how John and Paul start to break free from the Lennon-McCartney issue cycle
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06 Feb 2026
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Something ticked in Paul’s mind as the familiar words washed through him. When he looked at John, his friend was already looking at him. And suddenly, it all became clear: He remembered having that conversation more than 50 years ago. He remembered it too well.
He had been thinking about it for years, wondering what he should have understood, how he should have reacted. If it was as meaningful as it had felt or if his memory had just romanticized it.
“I don’t think a love like that obeys to any rules,” John went on, unaware of Paul’s agitation. “It’s not something that humans have created, not like a societal thing. It’s deeper than that, and that’s what some people are afraid of I guess, because they can’t control it. Whatever laws they create, they can never control it. A white lad will fall in love with a black girl.” He paused. “A lad with another lad. You know.”
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Summer 2019, 77-year-old Paul wakes up feeling surprisingly good. One tiny problem: he is back in December 1965.
PLEASE DO NOT SHARE THIS FIC ON ANY PLATFORM. DO NOT PUT IT ON GOODREADS, OR ON ANOTHER FANFICTION PLATFORM, PLEASE.
NO TRANSLATIONS EITHER, SORRY.Series
- Part 1 of On our way back home
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19 Jan 2026
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Forgive me Lord, for I have partaken,
Not in the bread of life, but in the flesh of creation.
I am weak, and the temptation calls to me again.Save me Lord, for in this communion,
I part the impure from immaculate bone,
and watch blood drip like you intended.I am hungry, and through the satisfaction,
I am made one with divinity. In your image,
I will create anew.or: Frank is a chronically ill college drop out who desperately wants his life back, no matter the cost.
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28 Dec 2025
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There’s no rush or urgency in the way that Gerard places his palm against Frank’s chest and pushes him away. There’s nothing angry, or violent about the action. It’s not a shove, and there’s no enraged screaming. It is simply what it is. A push. A light pressure to Frank’s sternum that forces him to take a single step back.
“We can’t get better together.”
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21 Dec 2025
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The Best Part of My Day by pixie_revolver for razortotherosaryy
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance
31 Mar 2023
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Frank Iero does not believe in love at first sight. Frank Iero thinks the idea of love at first sight is really fucking stupid. Frank Iero, contrary to popular belief, hardly even believes in the idea of romance at all. Frank Iero is lucky to have ever had a boyfriend in his entire life due to his chronic cynicism.
Frank Iero just spilled an entire venti cup of black dark roast Starbucks all over his white work shirt.
Why? Because some random guy just walked past him in the office hallway, and wow.
Wow.
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19 Dec 2025
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Creating music is something that can often bring all the ugly things to the surface. Tension starts to seep in, and intensifies feelings that are heightened as it is.
When things at The Paramour Estate start going awry, it's a test not only to the band and their friendship, but to Frank Iero's sanity itself.
It begs the question:
What is rooted in reality, and what is simply the trick of an already fragile mind?---
“Frankie-”
Frank shakes his head frantically, “I’m not crazy, don’t look at me like that!” And even if he was, he feels pretty fucking strongly that he is allowed to rave like a mad man after that. “I’m not fucking crazy, you saw it!”
Gerard sighs quietly, reaching out to touch Frank's cheek. “I know you’re scared-” he sounds so reasonable that it makes rage seer through the smaller man’s veins.
On most occasions, Frank loves hearing those gentle tones from Gerard’s mouth. This is not one of those moments. Gerard is trying to calm Frank down, and Frank will not be fucking calmed down.
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16 Dec 2025
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"He almost laughs when he sees Gerard’s name flash on his phone. No coy text this time. Frank answers it without a second thought, his face damn near split in half with amusement, “Domino's pizza, can I take your order?”
“Frank, do you know how long I’ve been looking for those shorts?” Gerard does not play around, he does sound like he’s trying to be stern but there’s an edge to his voice that sends heat right to the core of Frank’s stomach.
“One pineapple and pepperoni pizza, surely you can eat all of that by yourself Mr. Way.” Frank decides that he can also skip answering in place of playing his own game. He sets his guitar back in the case before slouching back into his couch.
“You sneaky little fuck, I should have known it was you. You’re going to stretch those shorts out and I’ll never be able to wear them again.” Gerard also skips through the game, practically growling down the line at him. It’s kind of hot."
Or Post US Tour and choices they both have to make
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- Part 3 of If We Stay (we may overstay)
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14 Dec 2025
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Maybe they really are done. Maybe there is nothing left to save, and Frank is wasting their time.
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11 Dec 2025
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All Frank ever wanted in life was to find a hot Dom to love and cherish him and maybe pay all of his bills while they are at it. But things just never seem to work out in Frank's favour, and not even a cute comic book writer and a hot lead guitarist can change that, can they?
(current!Gerard x current!Ray x prorev!Frank )
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10 Dec 2025
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A not so brief history of Frerard, from 2001 to 2024.
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08 Dec 2025
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Frank's so fucking freaky he's potentially wigging out a fucking vampire.
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07 Dec 2025
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He knows beyond a single shadow of a doubt, that this photo will be printed and displayed proudly on their mantel, and on Frank’s desk at work, and in Gerard’s wallet, and in their bedroom, and every single place that Gerard can find to display it.
Most importantly, it will be the largest of all the pictures in Gerard’s snow globe. When he shakes the sphere, it will be the first frame to appear. It will be the most prominent, the most cherished, the most important.
It is now, and will forever be, his most precious memory.
It is not a snow globe moment.
It is the snow globe moment.
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- Part 3 of Choosing My Confessions
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30 Nov 2025
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He settles himself on his knees, facing the cross that’s been ornately painted above the bench seat. “In the name of the Father, the Son, and–”
The sound of the opposite door opening is deafening in the quiet. No one has oiled the hinges since Gerard left, and it shows in the way that they protest louder than they used to as it swings just wide enough to let a body inside, and then shriek even louder when it’s pulled shut.
Gerard’s heart has decided that it’s a good time to fall into a fit of hysteria. He swallows, nearly holding his breath.
The voice to his right side is hushed. “And the Holy Spirit,” it says.
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- Part 2 of Choosing My Confessions
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29 Nov 2025
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“It makes it really hard to avoid me when I show up at your workplace, huh?”
“I am not–” He drops his voice, “We are not doing this here.” Gerard tells him sternly, and Frank nods gravely.
“I wouldn’t dream of it, Father Way.” Frank says with a glimmer in his eyes. “Not the time, nor the place, right?”
Gerard fixes him with a glare. “Right.”
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- Part 1 of Choosing My Confessions
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28 Nov 2025
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Gerard lives in an apartment building with mostly old people, so when a cute guy his age moves in next door, he's eager to get to know him. But that cute guy is seriously strange.
Like, stealing Gerard's filthy laundry, disappearing for days at a time, frequently covered in mysterious scratches kind of strange.
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28 Nov 2025
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“Don’t you think this is a little weird?” Frank asks.
“What do you mean?”
“We haven’t spoken at all in two years, and now you’re in my bathroom watching me puke my guts out.”
Gerard laughs. “Well, it’s not like this hasn’t happened before.”
Or, Frank gets sick after his LA show with the Cellabration.
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22 Nov 2025
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If I Could Say the Things I Want to Say to You by I_am_but_a_holyman (tally_ho_903)
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance
22 Jun 2024
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Frank Iero barely trusts anyone, especially not when it comes to his kid. It's not really his fault--babysitter #1 told him he had too many dogs, babysitter #5 almost burned his house down, and babysitter #12 1/2 was just a flat-out creep. And it certainly doesn't help that everyone in his small town keeps telling him he'd be better off if he just quit his band and found a good wife. Still, Frank Iero will persevere, because that's just what Frank Iero does.
Frank Iero barely trusts anyone, and he definitely doesn't want to trust the new, maybe-a-little-adorable babysitter #13, but he soon finds out that it's going to be a lot harder than he bargained for.
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- Part 1 of if-verse
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22 Nov 2025
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It feels almost karmic, like the universe is laughing at his pathetic attempts at wanting someone who is there but just out of reach. He thought he was over this, that he had gotten everything out of his system years ago when he had less tattoos and vowed to never fuck a red head ever again. Old habits die hard.
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19 Nov 2025
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“You got hard,” Eddie says simply. “I saw it…” Then, with this purse of his mouth, this raise of his eyebrows. “I felt it.”
“Jesus.” Buck can’t breathe. He stumbles a few steps back and ends up on a wall, still staring at Eddie, in his bedroom, looking shadowed and sinuous. “That doesn’t… okay, what is going on here, Eddie?”
“You tell me,” Eddie answers, all husky, and fuck—it roars through Buck, builds in the center of him until he’s on fire.
This isn’t normal. This isn’t Eddie, and yet, Buck’s throat is dry, and his dick is hard, and all he can think is that he wants it. All he can think is that he doesn’t know how to fight this. Doesn’t know how to say no to it.
All he can think is that he wants Eddie.
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Buck's new house is creepy, and Eddie's acting weird.
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08 Nov 2025