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Tainted Touch by Kallanda_Lee
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Nov 2018
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Based on a Hydra Trash party prompt. Chapters have been somewhat changed since the meme.
Because decades of man-on-man Hydra rapes, Bucky basically can't get it up with a woman anymore, certainly not if he's expected to be the more active party. He can't get hard during a blowjob, he can't stay erect long enough to actually have intercourse.
In short: "Bucky Barnes gets raped by everyone, Natasha tries to help him with kinky sex, then things get complicated because of real feelings.
It's a bit of a strange story because flashbacks are mainly m/m noncon, but the main romantic pairing is m/f. But hey, someone out there must have the same kinks.
Starts Bucky-centric but there will be a lot more Nat from ch.6
Please note this story has graphic rape flashbacks. If you haven't come from the HTP and you want to read the story but skip or ignore those - they are the parts in italic.
Original prompt: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=2183392#cmt2183392
There is now a Chinese translation! http://archiveofourown.org/works/11408871/chapters/25555266
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07 Feb 2026
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Malcolm wets his lips, swallows hard, exhales a breath that comes out as a soft sob of pain.
“They’ll find you,” he whispers. He means it as a threat, a last resort, something to scare John off, but he isn’t surprised when all John does is laugh.
"No, no, no. You see, that right there...that’s why we need to go somewhere private. Somewhere we'll have all the time in the world."
He grins, all teeth and malice, and leans to whisper in Malcolm's ear.
"Somewhere no one will ever find us.”
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06 Feb 2026
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"The sins of the father are to be laid upon the children."- The Merchant of Venice, Act Three, Scene Five
Malcolm goes for a walk one night, only to come face to face with the father of one of The Surgeon's victims. Needless to say it doesn't end well.
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04 Feb 2026
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Taken Alive by Sprinkledcupcake
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
12 Feb 2026
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Bucky hasn't had an easy time starting a new life after Hydra. He's a mess of a human who barely functions on a good day. Today was not a 'good day.' He finds himself at the edge of a mental break, but falling apart would have to wait for another time.
He's called to duty by Steve Rodgers when he finds out Manhattan is under attack by an unknown enemy. The Avengers were spread thin, down men and in need of help, and Bucky Barnes was the only backup they had left.
There is no other choice than to join the fight. Unfortunately, Steve Rogers has already assigned him a partner, the one and only Iron Man. To say that Bucky and Tony Stark did not get along was an understatement. Tony wanted Bucky dead, and Bucky, well, he just wanted Tony to leave him alone.
They are forced to set aside their emotions when they are ambushed, and the Iron Man suit is destroyed, leaving them in a war zone and cut off from the team. Injured and hunted, they must fight for survival, but sometimes fighting just isn't enough. This is a trap they cannot escape.
Abducted and imprisoned in a desolate cell, what is it that their unknown captors want? More importantly, how the hell were James and Tony going to get out of this?
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22 Jan 2026
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i am an exit by arboreal_debris
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
24 Feb 2026
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A broken, disillusioned Steve Rogers is afflicted by a delusion that the mysterious assassin who nearly killed him is actually his best friend, who died 70 years ago. SHIELD wants to lock him up and return him to being a perfect, sparkling nationalist symbol as quickly as possible. Sam Wilson, who has wrestled with his own disillusionment and his own ghosts, knows that Steve needs compassion and the support of a true friend, not a forced regime of recovery that takes away what is left of his shattered autonomy.
Meanwhile, as Natasha tries to track down the Winter Soldier, her discoveries get more and more disturbing. She uncovers footage of the Soldier being subjected to, and forced to commit, horrific acts to maintain Hydra's cruel hierarchy. What's more, his resemblance to Steve's dead friend is too close to be coincidence. Sam and Natasha grow determined to stop the Soldier from being recaptured by his abusers, but how will Steve react when he learns the true extent of the Soldier's torture, and the true horror of what he was twisted into?
Is the Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes? Or is he something wearing Bucky Barnes's face?
Which of those things is worse?
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17 Jan 2026