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    Ilya stares at him for a second. His lips are thin, and his eyes, angry and hurt. He nods, though. Before he leaves the table, he actually looks at Jackie. “I’m very sorry, Jackie. The food was fantastic. Sad you didn’t find a better player to marry.”
    “Ilya, for fuck’s sake, stop it.”
    “Yes, Rozanov, leave my wife out of this.”
    “You are no one to talk, Hayden. You have no idea how hard it was. Using the worst of our situation to get back at him for being there for me in a way that you couldn’t is not fair at all. You can be a fucking asshole too, you know?”

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    A disastrous dinner with Hayden leaves Ilya insecure and hurt. It's Shane's job to pick up the pieces and remind Ilya who he is.

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    It’s just something else on top of everything that’s going on. The light in the room is still dim, the cigarette in his mouth unlit, his hands slack at his sides. It had been going so well before tonight. Ilya had been able to ignore Hollander’s text for months after the moment he talked to him in Sochi. But he had underestimated the way his body would react to the proximity of Hollander. Ilya can say no to his needs if he wants to. He drinks because he likes to, he fucks because he wants to, but at any point he can stop, and he has, when necessary.

    Saying no to Hollander should be easy. But of course, Ilya doesn’t want to. It doesn't matter that it is not good for any of them.

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    the dom drop Ilya fic.

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    Shane inhales the fresh, bitter air, takes in the silence in the cemetery and the ominous sound of the bells signaling the half hour. “I would have loved her too.”

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    Russia, February 2021. After deciding they are getting married in summer, Shane proposes to accompany Ilya in a last trip to Moscow to get much needed closure. Hand in hand they navigate old friends, memories, and family, until the trip ends up being way more than expected for both of them.

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    Then, something weird happens. Something that Ilya can’t understand in the beginning, the way Shane’s smile drops and the arousal flickers off for a second—not enough time for him to understand it completely, but, well. He has been fucking Shane Hollander for years. Ilya knows his tells, and his boundaries by now, although some of them have been complicated to gather because he likes having them stepped on, sometimes. But this is not like when he says Ilya, don’t suck me off while I’m on the phone. This is something else. This is something that makes Ilya scared.

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    Shane and Ilya have to face how they treated each other in the past.

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    Rose is lovely, she’s fun, she treats him nicely, and Shane never, ever feels used with her.

    He never ever feels on fire, either, but Shane thinks that maybe that is good. He remembers falling, some time ago, into a youtube rabbit hole about how conditioning works in animals and how the mice that receive food only half the time they push the button will go crazy with it instead of using it as a tool to be fed. He was like that with Rozanov. Always knocking at his door—at his walls—just in the hopes that he will actually allow him to enter without having to peer through them every time.

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    Then he quietly leaves the party, effortlessly making everyone ignore him, hiding in plain sight and going over the threshold that opens only for him and for the man that right now is waiting in the middle of the room; fists and hair on fire, same as his expression.

    As if his anger would not dissolve the moment that Dionysus puts his hand on him. As if his anger would not be sustenance for Dionysus to consume.

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    Silco is ready to die, but the universe seems to have other plans for him.

    Transported to the body and life of another version of himself, Silco will be haunted by the differences with his past decisions and how they shaped the lives of the people that surrounded him, his own life, and even his death.

    While trying to hide who he really is, he has to navigate his relationship with his daughter, so different from the one he knew, and a newly cautiously reestablished friendship with Vander. In the end, he might need to decide if he wants to keep his original path or he is able to face the reality of where it took him.

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    Written for the Zaundads Big Bang 2025 with art from Torihakarau (Torihakarau_art @ twitter)

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    Vander’s heart automatically skips a beat; he knows, he hopes Silco won’t allow him to reach it without a toll, and Vander is very ready to pay it. They both know this dance by now. Even after the cold shower, Vander leaves the fights always drunk on adrenaline, and since they started fucking he feels driven to him the minute he’s out. This is bound to be a disaster: they are supposed to be working together. Silco is the one that actually has the patience to know which fights to pick; before they started working together, Vander lived way worse. He should worry about that, about not losing him as a friend and as a manager for a good fuck.

    He should; he doesn’t.

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    Feyd—well. People think that Paul has actually changed him, despite his moods, just because Feyd has saved the lives of more than one and more than ten Fremen. Paul knows, though, that there is no love, not even a little bit of care for them in Feyd’s heart. If them being alive didn’t make Paul happy, Feyd would hunt them for sport just to spice up a boring evening. The only moments that Feyd actually relaxes are when Paul destroys all his walls and pushes him to the ground.

    Of course, that’s the part that Paul is not actually prepared to discuss with his mother.

    Or, back in Caladan, Jessica is suspicious, Feyd doubtful, and Paul has to mediate to keep his guardian on check.

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    He has watched the bar the whole day. A kid from this part of the city, of their city dying is not that uncommon, sadly, and even Silco had heard about Violet’s group's escapades—everyone lived as well as they could, so he could not blame them. But it happening in such a notorious way, and her not being an ordinary kid, combined with the fact that it had happened in Piltover had moved the whole under city into saying an unofficial goodbye. To the idea, of course, because nothing had been recovered of the teenager, as far as Silco knows, and he knows a lot.

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    It’s been weeks and he still wakes up with the deaf hope of having a reply to his buddy. Some days he will just wallow in despair, and those are way better than the ones he spends feeling hopeful and nevertheless everything stays the same. Some of the days he discovers he’s, on the bottom of his heart, really, really mad. At the world, and at Venom; he told him, his last words were that it was not a definitive goodbye; so where is he and why that’s not inside him.

    Today is not a bad one, not a good one either. In a way, he is not leaving New York because the minute that he does it he will have to start to accept that his friend might be no more.

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    Mimir rests on his father’s chest. His father’s hand is around his nape, fingers coiled into the hair, as if not to let him fall. Atreus doesn’t know what to think.

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    Atreides squats down and looks at him with a look that Feyd is unable to decipher. There is neither pity nor fear, nor a clue as to what in the world he is doing—keeping the last Harkonnen alive.

    “I see a man who has lost everything and would do anything to survive, cousin. Now stop bleeding all over the place.”

    With swift steps, he leaves the room, and when he looks down, he sees that the wound has indeed reopened and he’s bleeding on the sand on the floor.

    Feyd lets out a laugh that seems more like the grunt of an animal, sad and pained, and sits down on the cot and waits for sleep to come.

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    He observes the restaurant around him. It all feels like it should be filled with people—some plates have food, and one of the soda machines has just stopped serving liquid in one huge cup, but no one is there to pick it up. He looks back at the outside, and the feeling is the same; when the thought of opening the door and going outside crosses his mind, he just knows it’s not going to work. He tries to invoke the whole power of his eyes, but there is just—nothing.

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    Two weeks after killing IT, it's clear to Eddie that there's something no one is telling him. The last thing he remembers before the hospital is that horrible spider leg stuck in his back and Richie's face, desperate. Then nothing, just Darkness in capital letters and, with almost no transition, the whiteness of the hospital room in which he woke up.

    Or: the fic where Eddie has questions, Richie doesn't want to give answers, and they drive from coast to coast trying to find a middle ground between them.

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    He’s whisking it too strongly; the mix almost leaving the bowl with every hit. The kitchen is empty, the air still poignant after everything that has transpired for the last few days. Even without him, and Richie knows that’s the part that fucks him up in the end, the first night was a success, and now there are only all the other nights left. Everyone loved it, unbeknownst to the chaos that was permeating all of them, especially Carmy, who talks way too much and doesn’t know how to stop.

    Well, it is not like Richie actually knows how to do it, either.

    “What the fuck did that recipe do to you? Did it kill a member of your family?” Richie says, and that proves it.

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    The bonfire has almost died down, and Ashton looks at how Fearne plays for a minute with a small flame, the orange and yellow licking around her fingers, a soft smile on her face. Ashton moves his hand to it, and Fearne allows him to; Ashton loves a lot that Fearne never judges—she might wonder, but always is a product of pure curiosity.

    It’s a comforting pain; fire almost always is, and Ashton welcomes it. He was feeling a little sleepy, but not anymore. Ashton knows, by now, that there are a lot of different kinds of pain, like the one on his head when his friends try to untangle it (bad), or the one that comes from Orym’s fingertips against his skin (good).

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    Sam almost died today.

    It doesn’t matter. A couple of ribs broken, his neck bruised, who cares; in the end, it comes with the job, and Sam is mostly grateful that the people with powers are on his side more than against it.

    But.

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    Rex looked at him, and said, “Maul?”, as if he had any power in that decision. And Maul didn’t say anything, he just turned around and went back to the ship and the captain—the captain followed, and he did the same every karking time.

    Maul keeps waiting for the betrayal and Rex keeps proving him wrong

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    Maul sometimes doesn’t exactly know what made them think this could work; for kriff’s sake, he spent half his life trying to ruin Obi-Wan’s and he made the same with Maul’s in a single swift of his lightsaber. Even after Mandalore, whatever is between them seems too strong to break, and sometimes Maul curses his own survival instinct and the years in Lotho Minor. 

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