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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    Illuga once remembered Flins say that a glass of water can calm one's senses and a whole jug can rid you of your troubles. Then how about a bucket?

    Turns out the answer was water intoxication.

     

    Or, Illuga meets the Vice Captain of the Fifth Company, drinks too much water, stresses, nearly dies and punches Lohen in the face. Not exactly in that order.

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    01 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 41

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    It started with a simple tug, gravity and Illuga pinning Lohen on the floor. How it escalted to the entirety of Nod Krai thinking he and Lohen were in a "secret relationship" Illuga doesn't know. He just really hopes that Lohen doesn't kill anyone. Though he wouldn't blame him if he did.

    "What the—I'm starting to...understand him???"

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    Or, everyone misunderstands, Illuga suffers, Lohen's death note needs another page and no one is helping.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Illuga is convinced that his new next-door neighbor is a supernatural creature of some sort. The internet... doesn't help.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    "You barely ever eat any human food."

    "A shame, really."

    "You must be starving."

    "Not particularly."

    "Then, if I offered you my heart, you would say no?"

    Illuga finds an old book that tells the tales of man-eating fae, and decides to test the reality of it.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    “I don’t need to know what you are,” Illuga says. “Just give me something. Something to cling to the next time you run headfirst into danger alone.”

    Flins sees the ghosts behind those pleading eyes, the shadows he tries to bathe in light, to pretend his lantern could drown them out rather than push them further into the corners of his mind. And he knows the stories, knows the haunted past that Illuga doesn’t like to talk about, the reason Flins’ answer matters.

    He settles on a simple, yet vague truth.

    “I am… not so easily killed,” he admits.

    “If you’re lying to me,” Illuga says. “I will summon you from the grave and kill you myself.”

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Never tell the fae your name. It gives them power over you, because names contain power.

    That was Illuga’s first mistake.

    Or perhaps, Flins' first exception.

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    24 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 99

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    "'Flins'?" Flins asked, his tone mildly surprised but courteous. "I am seldom called as such. Why, my good sir, do I perhaps know you? If I do, please forgive me for I cannot remember."

    "Hang on a second." Illuga grabbed the edge of Flins' coat. "If Flins is not the name you're used to, what do they call you?"

    "Ah. My apologies." Flins took his hat and bowed, his grace and elegance untouched by the howling snow. He took Illuga's fingers and pressed them to his lips—much like the first time they met. "Allow me to introduce myself, my good sir. Around these parts, I am called Kyryll, the Azure Flame."

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    23 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 27

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    Illuga has woken after an accident he cannot remember, and to the unexplainable disappearance of his close friend.

    In Flins' continued and worrying absence, Illuga decides that the first thing he'll do is find Flins, make sure he's alright and get the answers to his missing memories.

    When he's free, that is. Being injured complicates things a bit.

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    20 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 18

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    “But Mr. Illuga, have you considered that Mr. Flins has two hands,” said Clorinde with a straight face. If one didn't hear what she just said, she would look like someone who just delivered a routine military report. Beside her, Navia wheezed.

    “What does that have to do with anything,” Illuga replied, sounding ten times more tired than before.

    “It means he can hold both yours and Mr. Varka’s hands at the same time!” Sethos answered with full confidence. “YOU have two hands, Illuga! Maybe you can score them both!”

    Illuga turned and started walking towards the door. “I’m going home.”

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    20 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 78

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    Columbina tilts her head. “Has it had any physical effects? Please indulge my lack of sight.”

    Illuga frowns. “I don’t have any scars from the Hunter now, if that’s what you mean,” he says. “It’s as if I’d never been attacked in the first place.”

    Aether’s hand hesitantly lands on Illuga’s shoulder. “I didn’t want to stress you out more until we could talk to Columbina, but now that we’re here, you should probably look at your reflection,” he says quietly, carefully.

    His body stiffens in an instant, and that feeling of wrong, wrong, wrong hits him again full force. He steps out from under Aether’s touch and staggers on autopilot toward the closest pool of water. Illuga crouches down at the edge, pushing his fingers into his hair for some sort of grounding as he leans forward, lantern knocking against his thigh. He catches sight of his reflection, and his world tilts on its axis.

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    Illuga comes back from the dead more than human. All he can think about as he gets used to his new not fae, not human normal is Flins—and maybe how much his newfound state and Flins' habits have in common.

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    20 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 80

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    Illuga has two modes: working until he collapses, and feeling guilty about not working enough to collapse. He’s spent a lot of years perfecting those and running from his demons. He was gonna do that until the day he died and everything was gonna be fine. Really.

    Until the gods threw a wrench into his plans.

    Now, he needs a few new modes: resting (nightmarish), being taken care of (actual hell), and maybe not running from himself (absolutely unacceptable).

    Flins thinks this will be good for him. Illuga thinks Flins is lucky he’s cute, because this is all his damn fault.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    An accident leaves Mike without four years of memories. He wakes up convinced that it's 1989, that Bush is the new President, and that his time at college in Boston has only just begun.

    But it's 1994. There's a new President. He lives in New York.

    And somehow, he shares an apartment with Will Byers.

    Or: An Amnesia AU.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Κάνε μια επιλογή.
    Make a choice.
    Let it be the match to your martyrdom.
    Let it be the vow that breaks the gods.

    Or in which a certain Crown Prince and Deliverer are helplessly in love with each other.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Gojo Satoru, at 33, is trying to figure where he fits in life.

    While his friends have careers, children, and spouses—he's spent the last handful of years traveling the world and trying to come into tune with who he truly is. With a mother who's deemed him unworthy of her attention since he 'abandoned' the family legacy, and a long line of failed dates, he's starting to wonder if he'll ever start the family he's dreamed of...until his cousin, Utahime, gives him her reservation to a new restaurant called "UZUMAKI," and he meets Geto Suguru.

    Geto Suguru seems straight out of a fairytale. With a handsome face, gentle personality, and a connection to Gojo that's almost on the level of soulmates; nothing should be wrong between them. But unfortunately, Gojo's past still has a hold on him, and until he can get over the pain of his mother's neglect—he doesn't know if he'll ever be able to experience his happily ever after.

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    OR: Gojo is a sad rich boy, and Geto offers him a job at his restaurant. Of course, they fall in love. Why wouldn't they?

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    08 Feb 2026

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    If freedom was the price of victory, then both Dazai and Chuuya were willing to pay it; enduring an arranged marriage seemed like an easy enough sacrifice before both of them got caught up in each other.

    And if there's a lesson to be learned, it's that you can never run from fate.

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    08 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 79

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    Dazai can hear the rapid pulse under Chuuya’s ribcage as he drinks, can feel the shallow inhale and exhale of his chest as he’s pressed against it. They’re infectious, travelling to Dazai’s own form, and he feels how they chip a part of him with each beat.

    He’s only envious.

    The universe is a humorist, isn’t it? That would be the only explanation for what’s occurring this very second. What duality.

    Dazai, craver of death, having his heart thrive by Chuuya’s resolve.

    Chuuya, craver of life, letting his heart wither for Dazai’s sake.

    The two converging on hatred, spite, resentment,

    and care.

    It’s enough to send anyone into a fit of cynical cackling.

    Or: Dazai and Chuuya, matching wound types, and the art of shamelessy reluctantly giving a damn.


    For the Hurt/Comfort Prompts: “Just breathe, it’ll be over soon” | asking them every two minutes if they need something.

    Now available as a PODFIC!!!

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    08 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 71

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    The lonely prince has quietly, secretly fallen for his knight- his knight, whom intends to marry the prince’s sister.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    “Satoru?” The word rings, fuzzy in his ears as it whines like tinnitus, familiar and heart stopping.

    ‘I’m dead.’ He can’t even hear his own thoughts over the loudness of the world, staggering where he stands, eyes still fixated on the sky, on the sun. ‘I’m dead, I died, I felt my heart stop, this can’t be, it can’t-’

    “Hey,” it comes again, a little more urgent than before, a little closer, another hammer to his ears and all the noise shrieking behind his eyes. He recoils hard enough to go stumbling as a hand reaches for him, covered in flesh rather than empty bone, tan and recognizable. Unbelievable.

    There’s something wet trickling from his nose. Bile stings on the back of his tongue. The words dissolve into the rest of the white noise as he stares up at the blue of the sky, and tries to remember if he’d ever had a hallucination as bright as this.

    ‘I have to be dead,’ he thinks. Somehow, he isn’t.

    Or: Gojo Satoru goes back in time. He makes a couple of changes for the better.

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    08 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 32

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    If someone told fifteen-year-old Chuuya that he was playing Osamu Dazai’s love interest in a film, he would’ve lied about the amount of butterflies that he got in his stomach upon hearing that.

    Now, though, telling twenty-two year old Chuuya that same thing? He has no reason to lie about the nausea that rolls through his gut.

    And the idea of fake dating him makes it ten times worse.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Working at a cat and dog cafe was easy, Phainon never had any issues with any other alpha his entire life!
    Not until he gets a new alpha co-worker.

    Phainon has no idea why the man smells so good when not even an omega's pheromones have affected him like that before..

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    08 Feb 2026

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