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“He didn’t deserve to keep you.” Eddie whispers into his ear. “Fuck him for not telling you his intentions in the first place. Fuck him for not caring about what you love. And fuck him for never treating you the way you deserved.”
Buck lets out a singular sob, his fingers clutching the back of Eddie’s pink button up. “I don’t even know what I deserve anymore,” he whispers wetly.
"I do."
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Eddie’s breath hitches on the other end, not like a laugh, like something different. Sort of like pain. Buck feels one of the tears make its way in a line down to his chin.
“Bad thinking?” Eddie whispers. Like he understands, like the bad thinking has afflicted him recently too.
“Yeah, bad thinking, y’know, the uh…” he lets out a rough laugh, a spurt of an ugly thing, “the whole me being an unlovable, horrible, annoying burden who doesn’t deserve anything good and probably won’t ever get it.”
or: Buck can't sleep, but Eddie can't either.
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“Eds, we don’t have to unpack this stuff right now. We can take a break. We’re off for a few more days, let’s slow down, okay?”
Eddie grimaces. He moves quietly, pulling out a chair at the kitchen table like he doesn’t want to make any noise, doesn’t want to bother anyone. Buck’s heart aches for him.
Or: Buck lends his loft to Bobby and Athena after the fire, subsequently moving in with Eddie in the aftermath of Christopher leaving for Texas. Healing begins, emotions are felt, and codependency rears its sweet, sweet head.
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Jack is selfish.
Or maybe he’s not, but he definitely feels like he is.
He wants to be a good friend to Eric. He really does. But nowadays selfishness comes so easily to Jack; It’s like breathing.
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or: Jack is sick, and Eric takes care of him.
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i wonder if they bore it long (or did it just begin) by asimile
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Dec 2021
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Peter was still in awe of the two men in front of him. They were him, but not him, all at the same time. Now that the stakes were gone and the battle was over, he had time to just look at them. These two selfless guys, just sitting in front of him in his room. They had been through things, lost people, lived their lives similar to his. He scrubbed a hand over his face.
“Gah, that’s really-” he sighed, “that’s really nice of you. I don’t know, um. You guys can crash here since you need a place to stay. I can take the floor. Or something.”
Peter 2 drew his mouth in another tight line. “We’ll make it work. Thanks, kid.”
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Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Deadpool - All Media Types
18 Jan 2026
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At least Deadpool's having fun, Peter thinks sourly as the man below him plows steadily through the mass produced army. Wires spark. Oil leaks. Metal heads and limbs skitter across the road and sidewalks, macabre even in its bloodlessness.
Aloud, Peter asks, "Is it weird to feel bad for the robots?"
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or, Peter takes the plunge.
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08 Feb 2026
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“Just saying, if you’re taking another hit, you should share it with me,” Mike says, and Will slowly tilts his head, drinking in every word. “It just makes sense. Like, mathematically.”
Will’s reddened eyes narrow, bewildered. “Mathematically?”
“If there’s two hits left, we’d each only get one,” Mike explains. “But if we shotgunned, we’d both get two.” God, this is the best idea he’s had in ages. He should’ve stolen Will’s weed, like, months ago. “That’s like, bang for your buck. This is simple math, Will Byers. Keep up.”
In which it’s well past midnight in New York, Will can’t sleep, and Mike feels like they barely know each other anymore.
So, they get a little high. Mike is very normal about all of it.
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03 Feb 2026
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And Buck’s there, face just inches from Eddie’s, forearm braced against Eddie’s sternum so that he feels it every time his ribs expand. It’s all heat and strength and that fizz below his skin that makes him feel like he might be losing his mind. They’re so close like this that for a second he actually thinks Buck might be about to kiss him.
Buck doesn’t say anything, just licks his lips, eyes trained on his mouth like he can’t meet his eye. Eddie waits a beat, then baits him, “Chain of command.”
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Eddie baits Buck into spanking him.
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29 Jan 2026
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Eddie was hoping to avoid this conversation, and he can’t even really begin to fathom how or when he would bring it up. Hey, nice save back there, he imagines, the resounding clap of his hand landing on Buck’s shoulder, echoing off the tall ceiling of the station. By the way, I can hear you touching yourself at night. I can hear you making yourself come a foot away from me.
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Buck and Eddie share a bed during quarantine. It blurs a few lines.Bookmarked by asimile
29 Jan 2026
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In which Mike just doesn’t think it’s right that Will doesn’t get to experiment with a guy, but luckily Mike’s a guy, and a good friend, so. Featuring closet hookups, hickeys, really good cuddles in the midst of all the sexual experimentation, sneaking around, a canon-typical amount of boys crying, the Painting Lie!!!, conversations about feelings that don’t actually address any of the important feelings (until they do, and then ohh boy), and the happy ending that they goddamn deserved.
Takes place during the eighteen month time gap before they all graduate, then continues past the ending of the finale.
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10 Jan 2026