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I’m sorry for wanting more from you.
I’m sorry for being mad at your happiness. I want nothing more than for you to be happy, even if it isn’t with me.
And I’m sorry for saying this, but if I die without letting you know, I’m afraid I’ll spend the afterlife regretting it.OR
What if Ilya’s plane scare happened earlier, two months after the tuna meltdown, when Shane is still with Rose?
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19 Feb 2026
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Five Conversations Yuna has with Ilya, and one conversation she has with Shane. Ch. 6: Back at the cottage.
Yuna had made checklists and organized budgets and shook coaches’ hands and learned how to negotiate and delegate and advocate, all in service of protecting and preserving Shane and this precious, enormous gift. There were a million ways for his journey to go wrong, and only one way for it to go right. She was competent, she was capable, she’d done everything right, everything by the book — and twenty years later, she feels like she didn’t rise to the moments that truly mattered. She mentored the career, at times, she did not mother the boy.
And yet Shane, a marvelous miracle all his own, had figured out those lessons anyways.
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19 Feb 2026
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“I can’t do this anymore, Hollander.” His voice sounded steadier than he felt, and he was glad. "I don't want to do this."
“I-Ilya, no. What do you mean? What are you saying?” Shane’s voice was panicked, frantic.
“We are done, Shane.” Then, "Goodbye, Hollander."
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18 Feb 2026
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On July 4, 2018, Ilya announces to the world that he has already played his last home game on Boston Raider ice. He's an Ottawa Centaur now, for better or for worse.
Most all of Boston Twitter agrees it's for worse.
Shane Hollander, watching alone on his couch at the cottage that Ilya just left a few days ago, knows it's for the better. And he thinks he knows that Ilya thinks it's for the better too, that Ilya's excited for the move, excited to be closer to Shane. It's just hard to remember that when Ilya looks so distracted and sad in the wake of the news breaking.
But one day, Shane's going to promise this man that he'll be there for him through better or worse, so he may as well start practicing now.
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16 Feb 2026
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When Shane Hollander and Rose Landry get engaged, it seems that Shane and Ilya's tumultuous love affair is finally over for good. Except that for some reason Ilya finds himself caring a little too much about those news, while Shane wonders why doing the right thing feels... wrong.
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16 Feb 2026