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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    Jon has issues, Elias gave him an ultimatum: Fix it, or find another job.

    This brings Jon to Dr. Martin Blackwood's office

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    The sound of a passing car pulled Jon back to the present. His eyes blinked open. His arm ached again, the belt forgotten on the floor.

    The guilt never really left. It just changed form.

    It was pills, then heroin. It was missed deadlines and avoidance. It was limping without a cane because pride still whispered louder than common sense. It was ignoring Martin’s kind eyes and throwing himself off cliffs he built with his own hands.

    It was Elias.

    It was himself.

    Jon stared at the ceiling until the high thinned out into nausea and ache.

    Maybe next week with Martin, he’d talk about it.

    Or maybe he wouldn’t.

    He hadn't decided yet if he wanted to be forgiven.

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    11 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    Jon used to have a drug habit, but it’s fine, he kicked it. Jon may be dabbling again, but it’s fine, he can control it. Jon may be getting worse, but it’s fine, he can bounce back. He breaks promises to himself and others, he grows more liberal with his doses, and his access to safe refuge gets more and more precarious, but it’s fine. He can handle it. He’s not heading for disaster.

    (Alternate title: "I don't want to stop")

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    11 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    A collection of times where Jon's eating disorder came into focus, pre-worms incident.

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    06 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    Sasha says, “Bad sensory day?”

    Jon does look up at her then, just for a moment. She’s frowning slightly, but not in a way that looks unkind. She’s leaning against the desk, not too close to him, and her fingers are tapping against the underside of it in a way that’s instantly familiar to Jon.

    “Yes,” he says, instead of angrily pretending he has no idea what she’s talking about, the way he usually would.

    Sasha nods. Hesitates again. Finally she says, very abruptly, in a way that’s also deeply familiar, “I’ve got something that might help, if you want.”

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    Jon is suffering from sensory overload. Sasha helps.

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    06 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    Jon was always skinny, short, just small in every possible way. His body did not retain heat well, and his poor circulation did not help.

    Jon was cold. And Tim and Sasha knew how to help.

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    Tim, Jon and Sasha back in the research era!

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    06 Feb 2026