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“Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”
Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.
Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”
“You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
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Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
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“I don’t hate him!” Hayden says, which is only true because hate doesn’t quite capture it. No, he despises Rozanov. In his defense, everyone with a pulse and without the last name Hollander does.
Or: 5 times Hayden doesn’t get Shane and Ilya’s relationship, +1 time he does.
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Let Go by GreenGirl11235813
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Dec 2025
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Shane doesn’t say he’s overwhelmed.
He never does.
He shows up instead—later than planned, jaw tight, movements clipped like every second is being audited. His bag lands by the door with more force than necessary. He stands there for a moment too long, as if waiting for instructions he hasn’t been given.
Ilya clocks it immediately.
“Hey,” he says gently, already closing the distance. “Come here.”
Shane shakes his head once, sharp. “Just—give me a minute.”
Ilya gives him thirty seconds.
Then he takes Shane’s wrist—not tight, not demanding—and guides him further into the apartment. “Shoes off,” he says, voice calm, certain. “Jacket too.”or
Ilya takes care of an overwhelmed and overstimulated Shane by letting him float away into subspace for a bit.
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Mystery Work
Part of PBTR private fics
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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“I did not … know what happened. You touched over my pants, kissed my stomach. Went into my lap.” Ilya gestures with his free hand like he’s grasping for a word he can’t find, just out of reach. “Something was different.”
Shane can’t say he remembers all that in as much clarity as Ilya does – the whole day is a bit of a blur in his mind.
“We were having fun afternoon. Sex and naps and talking. And then I touched your hair and you went somewhere. Scared me, a little bit.”
Blinking and still not understanding, Shane repeats, “I went somewhere?”
Reaching over, Ilya picks up the booklet. One handed, he holds it against his thigh and flips to a page around halfway through with the word Subspace in bold at the top. He taps it with his forefinger. “Went here, I think.”
Shane experiences a sub-drop without knowing what's happening. Ilya doesn't know either, so he makes it his mission to find out.
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- Part 1 of Ilya and Shane explore gentle BDSM!
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"Whose dick was Hollander gonna fuck her with anyway?” O'Connell says.
“What’d you mean?” the other guy asks.
“Asian dick, man.” O’Connell pinches his forefinger and thumb together. “No fucking chance that thing is big enough.”
Is plenty big, Ilya nearly says, before catching the tip of his tongue between his teeth.
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- Part 1 of i see you, i know you, i love you
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Holding Patterns by thecouchsofa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Nov 2025
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“Do you want to know how it feels?”
Shane let his hand fall back to the couch. He pushed himself up onto his elbows and lifted a brow at Rozanov. “What – holding the Cup? You’ve already made that joke once.”
“No.” Rozanov’s fingers encircled Shane’s wrist and then he was pulling Shane’s hand between his legs.
Or: Shane tops.
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and i spit out the seeds by linearity
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Oct 2025
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A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.
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according to your heart by bluerosebouquet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Dec 2025
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“Did you see Rozanov get clocked by a fan outside?” JJ looked nothing short of delighted as he spread this news to the locker room after the game.
Shane’s head snapped up.
“What?” he couldn’t keep a note of panic out of his voice. Which was stupid, because he and Rozanov hadn’t spoken in months. Since Vegas.
Not that Shane ever thought about Vegas.
Or the texts that he hadn’t sent.
Or anything like that.
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There are a few ways to tell the story, but Ilya's favourite goes like this: he lays eyes on Shane when he’s seventeen years old, and he’s the rest of his life.
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The World's Worst Thief by theemporium
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Dec 2025
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“I would hope not,” JJ snorted, nodding as his eyes glanced at Shane’s shirt for a short moment. “Looks a bit big, Hollzy. Trying to put on some muscle and take my spot as Montreal’s enforcer?”
Shane frowned, glancing down at the shirt he had thrown on without a second glance. He wasn’t proud of the way he let his alarm run through, keeping him twenty minutes late from the schedule he had planned in his head. It was fine, he reached the airport on time (and was earlier than half of Team Canada). But it had left him frazzled.
So frazzled that he hadn’t even stopped to think about the shirt he pulled on.
His cheeks burned with stark realisation as he glanced down at the black Bauer shirt he was wearing. It wasn’t his, and JJ clearly knew that too considering it was at least two sizes bigger than the ones Shane usually wore.
Because it was Ilya’s.
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Or, Shane's habit of stealing clothes from a certain blond Russian and being caught red-handed a few times.
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Jane: We didn't even kiss.
The words stare back at him. They fucking taunt him, the same way Ilya does with that wink of his, with his smirk and his deep voice.
Abruptly, Shane feels pissed off and a little like he’s grasping for something that’s slipping away. He feels the way he did in that bathroom, the first time he had Ilya’s attention for months and didn’t want to let Ilya escape without stealing more of it.
The elevator door opens. Shane does not get off.
Instead, he presses the button for Penthouse 1 and hits send on We didn’t even kiss.
He watches the floor numbers increase as the elevator carries him back to Ilya. Shane has no idea what he’s going to say to the asshole but he knows he has so many words that are about to burst out of his mouth.
Fuck you being the first two.
OR Shane goes back for that kiss.
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shaking the wings of their exultant and terrible youth by lovebeyondmeasure for victoria_p (musesfool)
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
16 Dec 2017
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“Kaz,” Jesper said, not looking away from Inej, “have you brought me someone who knows how to break into buildings?” His voice held barely-contained glee.
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five times Inej thought “oh no” and one time Inej thought “oh yes”
set in the early days of her time with the Dregs
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Around six in the morning, Ellis expertly places a chest tube in a thirty-seven-year-old stabbing victim, and when Jack leans over to inspect it, he is staring straight into the jagged, bloody hole in Private Milton's ribcage. The lights in T2 flicker and Jack can hear the whip of heavy canvas walls as a brutal storm rips across the desert. Milton is the one Jack had no chance of putting back together but he still tried. Fifty-five minutes of rapid infusion and internal cardiac massage and then he had called it, Milton's flat, empty heart in his hand.
Jack doesn't flinch while looking into the abyss of flesh and bone but he does lie to Ellis. "Looks good. Monitor the output, grab me after CT or if he goes south."
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It wasn’t the first time, and it certainly wouldn’t be the last. It was ordinary, part of both their continued white-knuckled grip on the edge of life. Keeping it together. Sometimes you just couldn’t carry it alone. Sometimes you needed someone to stand by you, to fill the air with words until the world righted itself, to walk beside you back onto solid ground.
Sometimes, unfortunately, it was that person’s day off, and you had to drag yourself off the roof.
Jack kept drifting.
He wanted it all to stop.
He craved silence.
Stillness.
Darkness.
The world was too damn bright.
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Jack has a rough night and goes to find Robby. Robby tries to keep Jack grounded, however he can.
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And Clark Makes Three by cabezas_de_vaca
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics), Superman (Comics), DCU (Comics)
27 Dec 2023
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“Chin up, Mr. Kent,” comes Dallas’s clipped dialect. “I was simply worried that you alone were not enough… incentive for your lovely girlfriend to cave to our demands. But I doubt even Ms. Lane would be so heartless as to leave her oldest and dearest friend to my hospitality.” Dallas forces the man’s chin up, and Clark finds himself staring into the eyes of a trembling and bloodied Bruce Wayne.
Well damn. Hopefully Lois can get Batman on the line to get them out of this dumpster fire.
Or: Clark hasn't been able to make heads or tails of Bruce Wayne for months, but when they're both kidnapped by people trying to extort Lois, he's going to have find some common ground fast. Weird how Bruce reminds him of his colleague Batman, who Clark is pretty sure is terrified of him, but that's probably not important.
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- Part 2 of This Must Be The Place
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"The long and short of it is, they want me over there for a couple months to teach a seminar.”
The kitchen is suddenly too quiet.
In the pan behind him mushrooms and onions sizzle, in the living room Santana plays softly over the speaker set they invested in, but all Robby can hear is the beat of his own heart between his ears.
Jack would be gone for months.
He hasn’t spent more than a handful of days without Jack in years.
(Or: Jack teaches in Germany for 120 days; Robby's totally fine about it.)
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Warm Night, Can’t Sleep (Too Hurt, Too Weak) by ThePrimordialSoup
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
22 Jun 2025
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Where trust and devotion meet. Robby is certain of the fact that Jack wants no part of anything he can offer the man. Jack is certain that Robby isn’t interested. Somewhere trust broke down between them and a single hiccup brings both their walls down.
aka the one where Robby and Jack both make a small mountain range out of molehills of mistakes. And then throw in a biological BDSM AU.