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    Nat takes a chance to look around again, distracted by the thought of the missing Spider-woman in the space. Did she just up and leave while Nat’s suspended up here and, ugh, technically helpless?

    Nothing looks remarkably red and blue from where she hangs, and Nat’s about to accept her fate now—dead at eighteen, Rutgers freshman, soccer playing time of zero—when she feels someone else’s touch wrap around her limbs, and thank God it’s not another slimy tentacle.

    Nat starts seeing New Jersey's Spider-woman a little too many more times than she'd like.

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    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
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    10 Jun 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 84

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    Natalie imagines spending Christmas on their campus, with Lottie, who she’s known for three whole days, and it already sounds better than going home for Christmas and spending it with her mother. She pictures the campus, blanketed in snow, compared to the black sludge that covers the trailer park. She pictures waking up in a warm bed, she can almost feel the warmth now, instead of burying herself under blankets and still being cold in their unheated trailer. She pictures Lottie – and then stops herself.

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    natalie gets a full ride scholarship to play soccer at a boarding school, where she meets and falls for lottie

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    78,149
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    88
    Kudos:
    510
    Bookmarks:
    84
    Hits:
    10,408

    10 Jun 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 87

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    They had talked about them once, long after the pain had dulled, wondering if there had been something unspoken, something almost sacred, in their exchange of blood.

    aka

    lottie transfers to the university where her childhood best friend, van, is attending, hoping for a fresh start after a breakup and breakdown

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    158
    Kudos:
    486
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    Hits:
    12,687

    10 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 94

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    i cooka da pizza: does she have you at gunpoint or some shit palmer

    the machine: van blink twice if you need help. we'll get u out of there
    the machine: also… i foresaw a dire omen. if u guys even care.

    situationship final boss: you what?
    situationship final boss: oh very funny, van.

    van the man: SHE DOESN'T HAVE ME AT GUNPOINT. THERE IS NO WHIP TO BE CRACKED

    marmar!!: me when i lie
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    OR: a yellowjackets chatfic with no plot no angst nothing. this shit is all fun and games!! also because i believe every fandom needs at least a few jokefics so be the change u wanna see in the world. plus if anyone needs some fun its you guys, this show makes me miserable in the best (and worst) way

    (updates ...sporadically. lol)

    Language:
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    38,390
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    418
    Kudos:
    536
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    Hits:
    15,906

    30 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    When Natalie wakes up in jail, she expects a court date, a hangover, and a hellish amount of regret—not Lottie Matthews, fresh out of the mental hospital, posting her bail.

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    Chapters:
    7/15
    Comments:
    132
    Kudos:
    483
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    94
    Hits:
    8,580

    21 Apr 2025

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    Lottie’s lips brush over her palm again, slow, pressing her teeth softly against the skin near the tiny cut. The sensation sends a jolt through Natalie’s entire body, her stomach twisting at the strange, unbearable intimacy of it.

    “Don’t bite it.” Her pulse pounds so loud in her ears she can barely hear her own voice as she mutters, low and warning.

    Lottie exhales, lips still grazing her skin. “I want to.”

    Natalie almost jerks her hand away this time. Almost. But she doesn’t—because Lottie’s looking at her like she’s starving, like she needs her, and maybe there’s something deep, deep inside Natalie that likes that. That likes the way Lottie clings to her like this, like she’s something holy, something worth consuming.

    “Lottie, don’t.” She grits her teeth, voice sharp.

    Lottie tilts her head, her thumbs stroking over the back of Natalie’s hand, soothing, coaxing. There’s something almost reverent in the way she holds her, but beneath it—hunger.

    Not just hunger. Desperation.

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    After Ben's trial, Natalie grapples with the brutal reality of survival while becoming increasingly entwined with Lottie in ways she never expected.

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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    409
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    1,438
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    291
    Hits:
    34,385

    12 Apr 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 80

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    One twisted celebration. Twelve broken districts. Two star-crossed lovers caught in the crossfire. The catch? Only one gets to survive.

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    The Hunger Games AU no one asked for.

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    Chapters:
    2/8
    Comments:
    52
    Kudos:
    310
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    80
    Hits:
    5,471

    08 Apr 2025

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    "Sure, she had tons of “friends,” those girls who would enthusiastically greet her in the halls and talk to her to seem cooler. And then there were the boys. A lot of them. She occasionally exchanged a few words with some, while they stared at her lips obsessively, thinking that would somehow make her want to kiss them. It never happened, by the way.

    She'd dated a few guys over the years, usually the ones not completely obsessed with her, and they always acted too polite, scared perhaps that a wrong move would ruin their reputation. But as soon as someone tried to take things further, she broke up with them. No explanations.

    In the end, popularity wasn't her favorite thing, but she knew how to manage it. Her father was proud of her, that was what mattered. No teacher ever dared to raise their voice to her, and the whole school hung on her every word.

    Well, almost everyone.

    The whole school, except for Natalie Scatorccio."

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    lottie is the most popular girl in school and has a reputation to uphold. nat is on the soccer team, she's a bit of a drug addict and doesn't have a good reputation. what will happen when nat winks at lottie and she blushes really hard? (lottie is hopeless)

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    Chapters:
    36/?
    Comments:
    1,498
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    3,278
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    Hits:
    110,618

    29 Mar 2025

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    Nat is a streamer who is making her way into the world of well-known streamers, but she's missing that little something to really grab attention — her stream began to gain views when her roommate started appearing in the background of her stream.

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    Streamer Nat AU where her chat bullies her about her roommate

    Language:
    English
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    40,164
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    301
    Kudos:
    1,235
    Bookmarks:
    146
    Hits:
    22,833

    03 Mar 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 20

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    Based on Lyin' Eyes by Eagles

    Lottie Matthews is a homewrecker. But Nat's boyfriend sucks so who really cares.

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    'She whispers, "It's only for a while"
    She swears that soon she'll be comin' back forever'

    Language:
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    21,225
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    35
    Kudos:
    146
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    3,425

    27 Feb 2025

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    “I’m so sorry for that.” She says and she sort of looks like she wants to laugh. Because it’s Lottie and she’s sure she’s a little mortified but she’s also sure she doesn’t really care that much. “I didn’t know you were gonna be home-- so early.”

    Natalie sort of tries to make her eyes dart away from Lottie because she cannot stop picturing it. Her fingers trailing down her stomach—

    She subconsciously crosses her legs and looks down at her hands nervously, “No, I—am so sorry I really shouldn’t have barged in.”

    or; they're roommates and Natalie walks in on Lottie and obsesses over her from that moment on.

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    Chapters:
    6/8
    Comments:
    153
    Kudos:
    885
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    112
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    16,061

    22 Aug 2024

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    Nat realises what she’s about to say a second before it comes out, a week’s worth of build-up tumbling out unbidden. “I think I want to try it. You know, with a girl. Just so I can stop fucking wondering. Just so I can finally know.”

    Somehow that feels even more exposing than anything else she’s said so far. God. She wants to try it out. Did she really have to word it like that? Like something she can just try on for size and then put back on the rack if she doesn’t like it or it doesn’t fit right? She wonders if Lottie will tell her to fuck off, or grow up, or—

    “I could do it.”

    Nat blinks. “What?”

    “If you want to try a girl,” Lottie says. “If you would rather try with someone you know rather than a total stranger, I’ll do it.”

    Series
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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    232
    Kudos:
    2,663
    Bookmarks:
    548
    Hits:
    58,230

    18 Jul 2024

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    “You can’t tell anyone,” Lottie blurts out once the guilt and shame have settled nicely onto her chest.

    Nat scoffs as she reaches the last button on her shirt. “Why?” She knows the answer, but she wants to hear Lottie say it. Maybe it’ll make her realise how fucking stupid she’s being.

    “I’m with Laura Lee.”

    “Right,” Nat spits out bitterly. “Then why-” she takes a deep breath in before continuing. “What the fuck are you doing Lottie? Why am I here?”

    OR

    Toxic Yuri simulator featuring the worst situationship to ever exist (they need so much therapy)

    OR

    Lottie/Nat (kind of) enemies to lovers
    modern college AU
    an absurd amount of smut but also a storyline, you're welcome

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    122,523
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    466
    Kudos:
    1,286
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    267
    Hits:
    77,833

    15 Dec 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 69

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    Lottie/Nat Do Revenge AU babyyyy!!!

    Natalie wants revenge on Malcom Matthews for destroying her family. So, she moves to Rosehill in Miami to befriend Malcom’s only child Charlotte. She needs her to get to him. The only problem is Charlotte Matthews is a lot more charming than Natalie had anticipated.

    Revenge may be harder than she thought the closer she gets to her. Can Natalie get revenge without her heart getting in the way?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    73,860
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    160
    Kudos:
    463
    Bookmarks:
    69
    Hits:
    17,191

    29 Sep 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 61

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    There’s a reason Nat avoids physical touch.
    She’s fine with sex, impersonal and fast, and she accepts the exuberant clash of her teammates when they win, but other than that she doesn't touch anyone and she doesn't let anyone touch her, either.
    Because Nat is all burnt edges and hard lines and anger. She’s not made for tenderness, she isn't built to be held, or protected, or caressed. She couldn't tell you the last time someone hugged her, or held her just for the sake of holding her. And it's better that way, because deep down Nat thinks one gentle touch might break her completely.
    Then along comes Lottie Matthews, all big brown eyes and faux-innocent expression, asking to fucking hug her and well.
    It all just spirals from there.

     

    Touch adverse/touch starved Nat + five times Lottie touches her

    Language:
    English
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    10,115
    Chapters:
    2/5
    Comments:
    57
    Kudos:
    459
    Bookmarks:
    61
    Hits:
    6,050

    18 Sep 2023

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    Natalie, acclaimed owner of the budding tattoo parlor Queen of Hearts, sometimes wishes the flower shop next door to her would burn to the ground and put her out of her misery. Lottie just wishes Nat would text her back.

    or: the lottienat tattoo artist x florist fic where everything could be solved if they would just talk to each other.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    64,122
    Chapters:
    7/9
    Comments:
    128
    Kudos:
    654
    Bookmarks:
    119
    Hits:
    15,102

    01 Sep 2023

  17. Public Bookmark 42

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    And in that same, loopy handwriting, a small message above the address:
    “If undelivered please return to Lottie Matthews:”
    Her brain wraps around the name.
    Lottie Matthews.
    Nat wracks her brain, trying to come up with a person that after all this she has known all along.
    There’s nothing in her memory of anyone named Lottie.
    So, the questions remain:
    Who were those postcards meant for?
    Why were they sent here?
    And, with the name, a new one:
    Who the fuck is Lottie Matthews?

    OR

    Lottie has the wrong address, Nat gets some undesired mail.
    Nat is lonely, Lottie is lost.
    They're both just really, helplessly gay.
    (For one another)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    27,522
    Chapters:
    5/10
    Comments:
    75
    Kudos:
    273
    Bookmarks:
    42
    Hits:
    5,197

    18 Aug 2023

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    for a few months during their senior year, natalie lives at lottie matthews’ house. they don’t tell anyone, and between the two of them, they don’t talk about it that much. but for those few months, life isn't so fucking bleak anymore.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    86,529
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    248
    Kudos:
    2,268
    Bookmarks:
    548
    Hits:
    53,090

    14 Aug 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 76

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    The facts are this:

    1. Natalie is an omega and she hates it. She hates the way it makes everyone think she’s a slut, she hates the way it makes most alphas look at her, she hates that she has to steal heat suppressants every month because she can't afford them and the pain is unimaginable without them unless she lets an alpha fuck her, which she never, ever does.

    2. Natalie is the only unmated omega in the wilderness. Jackie has Shauna, Van has Tai, and the rest of the group is betas, so Nat doesn’t have anyone, except- except the only unmated alpha in the group, Lottie Matthews. The same Lottie Matthews that found Natalie hunched over in the locker room last month, going into heat early, and somehow didn't fuck her, which shouldn't have even been biologically possible. The same Lottie Matthews who hasn't looked Nat in the eyes since.

    3. Natalie ran out of heat suppressants three weeks and five days ago.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,461
    Chapters:
    2/3
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    139
    Kudos:
    799
    Bookmarks:
    76
    Hits:
    13,795

    12 Aug 2023

  20. Public Bookmark 31

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    Hours pass and a familiarity settles about Lottie. The sun has begun to set and there’s an eerie buzz in the air, like the trees are alive, spreading the good news of their arrival. It’s off putting and wrong, but it almost feels like they’re welcoming her home. Her stomach shifts and her throat tightens.

    That’s when the realization hits her. She's hungry.

    or

    Lottie is a vampire, and Nat is, unfortunately, a vampire-hunter

    or

    When Lottie runs out of blood-pills (First Kill) she has to resort to hunting for her prey, which does not go unnoticed by Natalie, who fears for the safety of the team. To make things worse, there's only so much food to hunt once winter hits.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    37,322
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    42
    Kudos:
    217
    Bookmarks:
    31
    Hits:
    5,385

    11 Aug 2023

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