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The thing is, he truly can’t keep it straight in his head. Because, sometimes, it feels so real he wants to set himself on fire. Burn himself up until nothing is left but a pile of ash so that he doesn’t have to feel it anymore. So he doesn’t have to remember.
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Steve Harrington's life long battle with processing his trauma.
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28 Nov 2025
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Eddie had heard the rumors. He had started hearing them years ago in the halls of Hawkins High so he never took them seriously but it was different to hear some puffed up alpha jocks and cheerleaders talking about how Steve Harrington was the town slut from seeing him standing in front of him obviously pregnant.
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28 Nov 2025
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Andy shrugged. “It’s not that. And you should stay. But we should talk. Sid and I—”
It was him saying Sid and I that did it. Andy said Sid and I, and it didn’t just dawn on Nate that Andy and Sid were fucking: moreso the realization slammed into him like a truck doing one-twenty down the highway.
“You’re fucking,” he said, like an idiot.
“Yeah, I mean, we’re married, so,” Andy replied. “I guess, yeah. We’re fucking.”
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- Part 2 of maritime boys
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30 Aug 2025
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Well, you look like trouble, but I guess I do too by PervoServo for mameeta
Fandoms: The Punisher (TV 2017)
16 Jun 2023
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Billy never joins the military like he planned as a kid, instead ending up in the Russo family trade - prostitution - at a young age. After working his way up to being a high priced escort under the umbrella of a powerful crime organization, he lives a comfortable and well-off but hollow life. His only bright spot is his unusual friendship with his wealthy client Ron, an equally socially isolated and lonely tech genius. When Ron gets on the radar of some dangerous people - including a rampaging, grief-stricken Frank Castle on the warpath to avenge his murdered family - Billy's life is quickly turned upside down. In the carnage and insanity that follows, Billy wonders if he'll find himself or if someone else will find him floating in the Hudson.
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02 Jul 2025
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Jace wishes to make amends with his uncle, but a debt remains unpaid. Aemond is generous though. He will accept something of Luke's other than his eye; the maidenhead of his betrothed will do.
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27 Jun 2025
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In which Sidney Crosby does the unthinkable and goes to Russia.
Or, in 2003, Sid and Geno meet at a tournament in Břeclav, Czech Republic. A month later, a labour dispute causes a lockout in the QMJHL.
Sidney is not about to sit around and wait while the money sorts itself out. He’s got hockey to play, even if it won’t be in Rimouski.
(Evgeni is just along for the ride.)
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- Part 1 of Lightning Before the Thunder
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03 Feb 2025
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"Found you," he hums into the boy's ear. When he turns around, excitement and arousal fall flat, and Aemond's eye widens as his mouth curls in anger.
Lucerys fucking Velaryon.
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28 Dec 2024
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Before King Viserys I Targaryen draws his last breath, the Greens make their move. Rhaenyra Targaryen and her family find themselves prisoners in the Red Keep, cut off from their dragons and at the mercy of a new king.
Terrified of what fate awaits his family, Lucerys Velaryon turns to the only person at court willing to help him, no matter the price he has to pay.
Or: Lucerys offers himself in exchange for his family’s safety. Aemond could never refuse.
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- Part 1 of Real gods require blood
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- 11/11
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22 Dec 2024
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and so he will remain by artemis_red
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
04 Jan 2024
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The Dance of the Dragons is won, but Cregan Stark feels incomplete. He lost an important part of himself the day Jace was killed at the Gullet, and he decides to make himself whole again, regardless of the cost.
Soon, his love is returned to him, and he knows only joy. For a time.Or
Jace comes back wrong.
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08 Dec 2024
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Aemond's dull life and dead-end job take a turn for the worse when he catches the eye of Lucerys Velaryon.
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15 Nov 2024
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Working title: Patrick Kane Sucks His Thumb
Patrick Kane will do anything to hide the fact that even at 18, he still sucks his thumb when he sleeps. Jonathan Toews thinks he shouldn't have to. The story of how this leads to a friendship like no other friendship.
Patrick's totally obvious oral fixation coupled with his freaking adorable tooth gap... yeah, that lead to this. I'm not even sorry.
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29 Aug 2024
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The babe was hardy, brown haired, and brown eyed.
Aegon laughed.
Alicent wept.
Aemond seemed to not take notice.
or, just mildly feral omega aemond and his very Strong baby
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25 Aug 2024
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Sorrowful sins by pullo
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
17 Aug 2024
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Set a few months before the funeral. Aemond presents as omega.
He wasnt stupid. He knew Aegon perceived him differently now and it all felt like he’d been plunged deeper into his uphill battle with his brother.
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25 Aug 2024
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Physical Education by candlejill
Fandoms: The Walking Dead (TV), The Walking Dead & Related Fandoms, The Walking Dead (Comics)
31 Dec 2019
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After an accident took Carl's eye, he became more isolated learning to cope with his loss. Other kids stare at him. Friends stop speaking to him. Even the teachers don't know how to act. All except one. Carl finds his gym teacher Negan to be his sole comfort throughout his senior year.
But another traumatic event leaves Carl questioning what he wants from life. He soon learns to take his frustration out a different way. A violent way. And with Negan's reluctant help, they form a new kind of friendship.
AU - No Zombie Apocalypse
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- Part 1 of Afterschool Special
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22 Aug 2024
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Jamie feels like he does in the locker room before games, keyed up and ready, ready to turn on an edge, dance past a guy, lead a rush. Fuck hard and fast, maybe, chase sensation with no thought behind it.
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18 Jun 2024
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Sharpy shrugs. “I always sort of imagined Jonny didn’t have sex. He just sweetly held hands and stared soulfully into…” he shakes his head, “...whoever’s eyes.”
In which everybody thinks Jonathan Toews is chaste like a nun. Everybody, it turns out, is very, very wrong.
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- Part 1 of Disproven Hypotheses
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04 May 2024
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A familiar car pulls up, parking right at the edge of the driveway behind the others. The door opens and shuts. The sound of the water on the tin roof of the cabin is deafening. Once again, Jonny’s feet are cemented into the mud, one moment stretching into a lifetime when Patrick smiles at him, nobody else out here in the pine and the wind and the dark weather. And Jonny is sold on staying, just like that. Would take the twisted blade in his chest a million times over, just for him.
“What the fuck are you standing in the rain for, dipshit?” Patrick shouts.
Jonny mirrors that contagious smile.
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27 Apr 2024
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dark horse - noun
1. a candidate or competitor about whom little is known but who unexpectedly wins or succeeds.In the process of discovering Jonny has a huge dick, Patrick realizes more than a few things about himself - and turns their entire relationship upside down.
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23 Apr 2024
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For the longest time this fic was unofficially titled 'Kaner's not a hooker but Tazer probably wants him to be', and I really can't think of a better way to summarise it than that. Many words of Tazer fantasising, pining, jerking off, and paying for sex, because that's apparently how he rolls.
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07 Apr 2024
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Jonathan Toews is the billet brother Patrick never had. Or wanted.
(A Sentinel AU in which the most far-fetched thing is Jonathan Toews going 24th in the draft.)
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31 Mar 2024